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It have already gone 2 weeks since Michael jackson has left us. This 2 weeks have been the toughest in many of our lifes.
The day we never hoped to come, came out or nowhere. Now
Things cant get worse than this 2 weeks, the first time is always hard. And with the momorial left behind us we can start to recover ourself slowly.

But one thing is for sure. No matter how long it have gone since he passed away, 2 weeks, 2 months, 20 years it will always feels like he just left us. God bless you Michael.
 
It hurts. And to think, he did not have to die.
 
It feels like he has passed away yesterday.... I still cry at night and feel pain in my stomach... it still feels like the end of the world...
 
I will always be sad about MJ's death especially because I feel it could have been prevented. I don't think it was his time. It's just so unfair that he's gone. I miss him terribly.
 
I feel so terrible today. I hurt just as much as the day it happened.
I miss Michael so much :(
 
snowhite said:
yep...there's no real healing, you just live with the pain...we all do. and you ask yourself why?
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So true. If he was in the situtation like Ed McMann (86 years old and battling stokes) or Farrah Fewett who had been battling cancer since 2006, I could accept his death; but NO, this man was in shape (I do not care about him taking medication. taking medication for pain and being addicted are two different issues. Michael is 50 and many people 40 anv over take medications of some type for pain including Prince who need two hip replacement surgery). I do NOT believe Michael was ready to die, I do NOt believe God was ready for him (but he took him since he was on his way). Michael's life was getting back on track. I do not believe he wanted to leave in the middle of the biggest "comeback" breaking history record books, I do not believe he thought he would leave before his parents (michael was single and it is only natural to put your parent(s) in the will if they are still living but that does NOT mean you are ready to leave befor them; I do not believe he did not want to raise those children and for them to see him perform (he said he did not want to want to be touring at the age of 72 like James Brown), etc. I am mad and I have to vent. I blame these doctors in the end. I do not want Michael may or may not have wanted, it is up to the DOCTOR to do what is right for the patient. I can not even go a get a good Pap test without a reference from a doctor. You would think these idoit doctors would know by now after the Anna Nicole Smith mess. If mess go wrong, YOU GO TO JAIL.
 
cinnamon234 said:
i will always be sad about mj's death especially because i feel it could have been prevented. I don't think it was his time. It's just so unfair that he's gone. I miss him terribly.
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exactly.
 
Unbelievable..it only feels like a few days ago! I can't believe two whole weeks have passed since...
 
It's strange, sometimes it feels like 2 hours ago, sometimes it feels like 2 years ago. My sense of time has been completely skewed in the last 2 weeks.
 
There are a lot of Doctors who have to answer for what they've done.

We've all read the stories about how Michael apparently "shouted and screamed" that if he was not given medication they would lose their jobs, but I don't believe that it was so drastic a situation for one second.

Michael was obviously addicted to these painkillers, but the people who surrounded him should have been man enough to step up and speak up and question these Doctors' morals.

As people have said, it wasn't Michael's time ... he was taken by a combination of greed and misfortune, not because it was meant to be.
 
i feel as if the time has stopped. i love life and i love my family and live for them.
but i guess i will never experience such pure hapiness that Michael would bring to me.
half of my joy just died. after the trial i thought that i was damaged. now i feel as if i am emotionally handicapped.
 
For me the most painful thought is that only two weeks ago he was here on earth, alive and ready to tour. He never knew that he would never live to see another day come. :( That thought just kills me, I can't even describe how it makes me feel.
 
Sometimes my brain just switches back to that second in time when I heard someone on the late night news say.... 'Reports are coming in that Michael Jackson has suffered a heart attack'

From that moment, I was in a complete daze, and even when they confirmed he had passed away, I just couldn't (and didn't want to) believe it...

It's just so sad, tragic and very very unfair.

I feel that my heart is broken... I just hope and pray that it was all over very quickly for him, and that he didn't suffer any pain.
 
Two weeks and I'm still completely gutted. My mind cannot get over the though that it was just WAY too soon, and this cannot be happening.
 
2 weeks have gone and right now I feel like it's the first day.
I'm trying so hard, but it's so difficult!! :'(
 
Chanya said:
For me the most painful thought is that only two weeks ago he was here on earth, alive and ready to tour. He never knew that he would never live to see another day come. :( That thought just kills me, I can't even describe how it makes me feel.
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Those are my exact feeling, thoughts, emotions too.
And with each passing day it's one day farther from when Michael was still on this earth with us. :(:(:(
 
It's so weird, i swear it's been a month since he's died and it's only been 2 weeks which is a really short time. I guess it just feels like ages because i have shed so many tears. I swear i've used up all my emotions on Michael's death. Next death i'll be completely empty.. it's all been used up
 
My heart is aching so much. It still feels like it was announced an hour ago, I really don't know what to do anymore.
My life feels so pointless, even if I'm only 15, I just can't cope anymore. :cry:
 
Are you guys incessantly listening to his music or avoiding it at all costs?
Im avoiding it, i don't want any more breakdowns in public or anything.
 
I've been completely distant and broken without even "really realizing" he's gone.
For some strange reason the first time I really understood he's not here no more was when I at night was in my car and blasted "Rock With You" with my windows down. - And again yesterday when I was out walking at night in the pouring rain listening to his music.
The rain was like an adrenaline shot straight into my heart, I woke up.
 
2 weeks have passed and yet time seems to be standing still. They say there are stages to loss, the first being denial, then anger, bargaining, depression, acceptance. I think I've gone through each a few times already. Each day has hurt even more than the last, because I have more and more time to think about him, to watch the old videos, to relive his smile and his laugh. People say it will get better....but I don't even want it to get better, because it seems that if it got better, I'd be losing the love I have for him...losing how much I miss him :(
 
mj_for_ever said:
Are you guys incessantly listening to his music or avoiding it at all costs?
Im avoiding it, i don't want any more breakdowns in public or anything.
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It is the only thing I listen to. It hurts to hear, but at the same time makes my heart smile. :) Plus, compared to MJ, all other music is...well........
 
MollyM56 said:
It is the only thing I listen to. It hurts to hear, but at the same time makes my heart smile. :) Plus, compared to MJ, all other music is...well........
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exactly! my family try to told me to avoid anything bout MJ for now...and i tried,but i can't...i miss him so much...when i listen to him,read or hear news bout him i will break down and cry but it make me smile too...it make me feel that everything will be just fine

and yes....other music is more like noise and sounds...no more music for me...they're all just sounds...

i dont know how i will live the rest...i feel so lost...so empty. like there's a big hole in my heart,but i dont want to replace that hole...no one can
i also feel its not fair...why God have to take him?why not only farah fawcett?and if farah wants friends to die...why not justin?madonna?britney?eminem?all of them at once!put them in a huge bucket of die...
why Michael?
i even started to thinking something that against God...if God is almighty...why would He need Michael to be in heaven and sacrifice 3 innocent children in order to heal the world?as if the world will be healed after this?
if God rules live and death...and Michael was taken by the grim reaper...why God didnt send him back?
i dont know what to think anymore...

its just so hurt....i wish i could just stop breathing...
 
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