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The shows were never back to back. They were 50 shows spread out over five months with a break in between. That's 10 shows a month. It's nothing like what Michael was doing during his previous tours where he was doing the show, hotel, show, plane, show, hotel, show, plane, show, hotel, show, plane routine. If this information about Michael not wanting to perform 50 shows were coming from someone more credible, then it would be easier for us to believe it. Seth Riggs, who I'm sure has nothing to gain from Michael's death, has stated flat out that Michael couldn't wait to do these gigs. Mark Lester, a friend of Michael's, has said that Michael was so excited about these concerts in London.
he didnt agree if u believe what mj told fans and the quote from marks daughter.oncethe tickets were sold he really had no choice.AEG shafted himi cannot fathom how a perfectionist (which is what MJ is) would agree to 50 shows in one venue... sorr
In these moments of confusion I would have liked that Michael simply sit in a chair and began to speak his heart ... just like in this wonderful speech ....
[...] I have started reflecting on the fact that my father grew up in the South, in a very poor family. He came of age during the Depression and his own father, who struggled to feed his children, showed little affection towards his family and raised my father and his siblings with an iron fist. Who could have imagined what it was like to grow up a poor black man in the South, robbed of dignity, bereft of hope, struggling to become a man in a world that saw my father as subordinate. I was the first black artist to be played on MTV and I remember how big a deal it was even then. And that was in the 80s!
My father moved to Indiana and had a large family of his own, working long hours in the steel mills, work that kills the lungs and humbles the spirit, all to support his family. Is it any wonder that he found it difficult to expose his feelings? Is it any mystery that he hardened his heart, that he raised the emotional ramparts? And most of all, is it any wonder why he pushed his sons so hard to succeed as performers, so that they could be saved from what he knew to be a life of indignity and poverty?
I have begun to see that even my father's harshness was a kind of love, an imperfect love, to be sure, but love nonetheless. He pushed me because he loved me. Because he wanted no man ever to look down at his offspring.
And now with time, rather than bitterness, I feel blessing. In the place of anger, I have found absolution. And in the place of revenge I have found reconciliation. And my initial fury has slowly given way to forgiveness.
Almost a decade ago, I founded a charity called Heal the World. The title was something I felt inside me. Little did I know, as Shmuley later pointed out, that those two words form the cornerstone of Old Testament prophecy. Do I really believe that we can heal this world, that is riddled with war and genocide, even today? And do I really think that we can heal our children, the same children who can enter their schools with guns and hatred and shoot down their classmates, like they did at Columbine? Or children who can beat a defenceless toddler to death, like the tragic story of Jamie Bulger? Of course I do, or I wouldn't be here tonight.
But it all begins with forgiveness, because to heal the world, we first have to heal ourselves. And to heal the kids, we first have to heal the child within, each and every one of us. As an adult, and as a parent, I realise that I cannot be a whole human being, nor a parent capable of unconditional love, until I put to rest the ghosts of my own childhood.
And that's what I'm asking all of us to do tonight. Live up to the fifth of the Ten Commandments. Honour your parents by not judging them. Give them the benefit of the doubt.
That is why I want to forgive my father and to stop judging him. I want to forgive my father, because I want a father, and this is the only one that I've got. I want the weight of my past lifted from my shoulders and I want to be free to step into a new relationship with my father, for the rest of my life, unhindered by the goblins of the past.
In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe.
To all of you tonight who feel let down by your parents, I ask you to let down your disappointment. To all of you tonight who feel cheated by your fathers or mothers, I ask you not to cheat yourself further. And to all of you who wish to push your parents away, I ask you to extend you hand to them instead. I am asking you, I am asking myself, to give our parents the gift of unconditional love, so that they too may learn how to love from us, their children. So that love will finally be restored to a desolate and lonely world. [...]
Oxford University, March 2001
okay, may be Michael gave, but he gave him not his money. Well done, Michael. At least something.I am asking myself, to give our parents the gift of unconditional love,
he didnt agree if u believe what mj told fans and the quote from marks daughter.oncethe tickets were sold he really had no choice.AEG shafted him
he didnt agree if u believe what mj told fans and the quote from marks daughter.oncethe tickets were sold he really had no choice.AEG shafted him
U knew it was gonna come to this.. something does NOT add up. The only thing I'm concerned about is that there is nothing DEFINITE. Like YES we're taking this man in, yes he's in custody, yes he's being charged. I mean WE don't know the results of the tox reports but I want to think that someone does, at least preliminary results that would be enough to take this POS in and arrest him. I guess we're just gonna have to wait...
I'm speculating but I think there are higher powers at work here (and not God) -- maybe big money people who are pulling strings. The longer they drag this out the more conclusions the public will draw. It feels like someone is working out a dire scheme to pull the wool over our eyes. Maybe they're afraid of the fan reaction when we find out the truth.
I can't help but to think the worst of this situation. You know the tox reports are already out and whoever THEY are they know the truth of what happened to Michael.
I hate this...
I wouldn't be surprised. I WANT to hope that the delay is because they actually want to make SURE they are getting the most accurate reporting about what was in MJs body and then go from there making arrests and whatever..but I wouldn't be surprised if something else is afoot as well. What kinda big money people you talking about though? AEG maybe?
I almost want to think though that in this day and age where information like that is leaked left and right that if the tox reports were out there somewhere, conclusive reports... we'd know. U know? One way or another.. TMZ, one of the new medias leaking it.. something. I want to believe that they are just holding off on conclusive results so they know for SURE. I wanna believe that. I wanna believe a whole lot of things... All I know is that nothing is certain right now.![]()
Think about this. Does Leonard Rowe look or sound like someone who Michael would associate his FINANCIAL BUSINESS with? Rowe was Joe's business partner. Just think about Don King and the Victory Tour...
I believed michael agreed to 10 shows, be relistic about it 50 shows that close together, I thought that was to many show before all this happped and I was concern about him doing those many shows so close together, I dont trust aeg or dr thome, dr thome I read before is the one that arrange the tours with aeg and thome brought dr murray on board which aeg was paying the bill, dr thome fired some of the people that was working for michael and said he did it to get michael finance in order, somthing is up with that, like latoya said the people around michael were trying to control him, somthing happen with michael and thome michael fired thome, and ask rowe for his help leonard rowe said michael ask him to stregth the shows out, and he only agreed to 10 shows, and that is the number of shows that came out of michael said during the press meeting. michael announced 10 shows not 30 or 50, I believed they were trying to control michael rowe said they were blocking him and joe from seeing michael. and when rowe did finally get a change to see michael again he said michael was to thin and he told joe and randy and they were going to try and help michael. but they did not get to him in time.
The shows were never back to back. They were 50 shows spread out over five months with a break in between. That's 10 shows a month. It's nothing like what Michael was doing during his previous tours where he was doing the show, hotel, show, plane, show, hotel, show, plane, show, hotel, show, plane routine. If this information about Michael not wanting to perform 50 shows were coming from someone more credible, then it would be easier for us to believe it. Seth Riggs, who I'm sure has nothing to gain from Michael's death, has stated flat out that Michael couldn't wait to do these gigs. Mark Lester, a friend of Michael's, has said that Michael was so excited about these concerts in London. I think it's only natural for Michael to have doubted that he could pull off 50 shows after 12 years of doing nothing. If I were Michael, I'd probably be doubting myself too. Getting back into work after a long time is a tough thing to do, because you have to get used to the routine again. But everyone from Seth Riggs, to Kenny Ortega, to dancers and musicians, have stated that Michael was ready, willing and able to kill it at the O2. We saw the video of him rehearsing 2 dies before he died, you're telling me he couldn't pull it off?
Oh and I read something last night about Michael getting stage fright often and Liz Taylor telling him he just needed to get out there and do it and believe in himself. < It was much more detailed and eloquent but that's the gist. Most performers get nervous before a show. Actors go through the same thing thinking "I can't do this" and end up doing it. For Michael to make a comeback at 50 was probably half terror half exhilaration. The last part was because that's what he's made of and he'd get to take the stage again and do what was so natural to him. The first half might have been subjecting himself fresh to the media again - who I hate, by the way. Ok not real hate but I hate what they've done to him.
but mark lesters own daughter in last weeks UK NOW! magazine said that MJ had said to her in March that infamous line about "i went to be thinking i was doing 10 and woke up and it was 50"
I KNOW that 50 is less than his previous tours. and i KNOW that theres no travelling, no hotels, no jet lag etc etc.. but MJ hasnt performed in YEARS. hes had a catalogue of health problems, especially back problems. thats MAJOR for someone who is a dancer.. whos stage routine relies on them being agile.
in 2005 he faced something more mentally and phsically draining than any one of us can even attempt to begin to comprehend. he never returned to the home he loved and created. he had NO IDEA how his body or mental health would hold up. i cannot fathom how a perfectionist (which is what MJ is) would agree to 50 shows in one venue... sorry, but there is no way in my mind that MJ ever ever wanted that. and the stress of this is what led to all this...
he didnt agree if u believe what mj told fans and the quote from marks daughter.oncethe tickets were sold he really had no choice.AEG shafted him
what I'm wondering about with AEG is Tohme. Because Tohme was responsible for that Julian's auction debacle and when Michael realized what was really going down, he managed to get it stopped, but it was a near thing. Wondering if Tohme did the same thing with AEG but the tickets were sold and it couldn't be stopped. Same type of problem, same person involved - just sayin.
Rowe - I've never seen him before but damn he seems like just the kind of slimy SOB that Joe would be hanging around. Just a shady nasty looking character. What's his story?
Larry WAS annoying with the abuse questions. He just set Joe up to look stupid and Joe walked right into it by saying he never beat Michael or made any mistakes. smh. Every parent makes mistakes. Not acknowledging that says a lot, imo. And Larry has a tendency to ask elementary questions that should be a given. His interviewing style can be all over the place.
Larry WAS annoying with the abuse questions. He just set Joe up to look stupid and Joe walked right into it by saying he never beat Michael or made any mistakes. smh. Every parent makes mistakes. Not acknowledging that says a lot, imo. And Larry has a tendency to ask elementary questions that should be a given. His interviewing style can be all over the place.
Joe set himself up to look stupid. When Larry asked him if he had any regrets or if he felt guilty about anything, we all knew exactly what he was referring to.. he gave Joe a chance to redeem himself but he didn't.
Joe doesn't think that he abused Michael.. if he doesn't by now then he never will. That's more disturbing to me than Larry's questions.
Just watching this on youtube now ,Does Joe not live in Havenhurst anymore ,he said he doesnt see much of the kids because they are in LA and hes in Vegas ,so is this his way of saying he and Katherine do not live together anymore.He seems like an outsider ,doesnt seem like a father talking about his child at all.
Having said all that, if Michael lost his life mainly becuz of propofol and nothing else...then everything else becomes moot. The blame rests with WHOEVER was giving him this and WHOEVER knew about it and condoned it for the sake of protecting their investment. Now THAT is where I think some folks may go down the river and be held responsible for Michael's death.