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Eternal MJ

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I go through periods where I'm accepting Mike's death.

Then I enter a zone where it just hurts.

We've learned a little more about Mike's personality since his death and it gives his music more life. This makes the pain worse.


Listening to the Destiny album and feeling the groove on "That's what you get for being polite" and just thinking .......damn.

The world took a gigantic shit on Mike.
 
Yes, I also go through stages of deep pain... like for example last night. I went to bed and everything seemed fine. I was thinking of what I should be doing the next day, and then my mind again quickly went to Michael. Then it happened, the tears came...my heart just feels wrung-out. The loss is so great for each of us.

I'm very greatful that I have all of you to talk with and let my feelings out to. When you feel as though you have to bottle things up all the time, it hurts even more so.

I know that time heals all wounds, and time is what we all need now.

And yes, the world has not only lost an amazing artist, but one of the most loving, sweet and thoughtful humans that has ever graced this earth.

Hope you feel better soon.
 
I felt soo bad yesterday, but today is a different day. I really believe he is in heaven now, and he lived an amazing life although controversial. I remember reading somewhere that Mike said in one of his interviews that he didn't want to tour past 50 and his wish became true. Not to say that the shows wouldn't have been amazing, but I think there is a reason why god does everything. I just know that he will never die and will live forever in this earth, until we meet him in heaven (if we go there). He has a world of fans and his 3 beautiful children to forever keep him alive. So if we must we should cry because we miss him, and not because we feel sorry for him.
 
I miss Michael everyday some days are worse than others. I had a bad day yesterday couldn't stop thinking about him and crying. I still can't believe he is gone.

Julia
 
*~MJ Loves MJ~* said:
Yes, I also go through stages of deep pain... like for example last night. I went to bed and everything seemed fine. I was thinking of what I should be doing the next day, and then my mind again quickly went to Michael. Then it happened, the tears came...my heart just feels wrung-out. The loss is so great for each of us.
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I went through that period just b4. The movie "ghost dad" with bill cosby is on tv right now, and while i was watching it i started thinking bout mike. Coz the last time i watched this movie was when i was lil and mike was still alive then. The pain of mike 's passing quicky came bck again....i just felt like crying :(
 
See, it's things like that which strike a chord with us all. There are just so many things that remind us of Michael. It's hard when you miss someone even if you have never gotton to meet that individual....it's what you wanted them to do in their future with their lives that hurts the most.

We loved Mike sooo much, in various ways. We all can agree on one thing; we wanted him to be happy, to do well, to succeed in life. He deserved it. This is what hurts so much.
 
I miss him everyday.

Like someone else said some days are better. Been a lot of bad ones though.
I will never get over his death, it's that simple. It is what it is.

I love him so much.

Damn
 
*~MJ Loves MJ~* said:
We loved Mike sooo much, in various ways. We all can agree on one thing; we wanted him to be happy, to do well, to succeed in life. He deserved it. This is what hurts so much.
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Yes we did wnated him to be happy indeed. What ticks me off is how the media tried to make us out to be "wackos" or somethin, and that he never cared bout mike. I really feel that we all were like family to mike, i reckon he considered us as his "second family". i wouldnt be surprised if he did.
 
*~MJ Loves MJ~* said:
See, it's things like that which strike a chord with us all. There are just so many things that remind us of Michael. It's hard when you miss someone even if you have never gotton to meet that individual....it's what you wanted them to do in their future with their lives that hurts the most.

We loved Mike sooo much, in various ways. We all can agree on one thing; we wanted him to be happy, to do well, to succeed in life. He deserved it. This is what hurts so much.
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Yes.. I feel he had so much going for him. The new album, the tour, his beautiful children. I dont understand what happened or why, why now?? Excuse me while I go and cry some more :cry:
 
I'm with you guys, this heavy heart has me on my knees.

I can go from being fine but then I watch or hear something that touches me and I just break down. It comes so unexpected also, in a split second.

I totally broke down when the day of the burial. I had the stream from the burial in one computer screen and in the other screen I was watching the Larry King Live specials with Thomas Maserau & Jermaine Jackson that were from the day after the victory of Michael's trails. They were talking about all the pain all the ridicule but that Michael finally was victorious from all the accusations. To watch them talk about that at the same time as they were preparing the his funeral, it was just... I could hardly breathe, especially when Thomas talked about the comfort Michael gave when Thomas sister died of lung cancer.
 
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I can honestly say i've fully accepted his death but i'm still bitter and the sadness never reaally goes away if you know what i mean. I can listen to him and enjoy it and reflect on the old days, but it's still hard.
I think now that's he's been laid to rest, it will go on to help us fans a lot more.
 
MJstarlight said:
Yes.. I feel he had so much going for him. The new album, the tour, his beautiful children. I dont understand what happened or why, why now?? Excuse me while I go and cry some more :cry:
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I don't understand either. And I will never understand. The way Michael's death occured is completly absurd. Michael was all about the future. It seemed to me like he was already out of the tunnel. I saw the light in his eyes. And after all those horrible nightmares he's been through - finally many happy years should have followed. I still cry over him, too.
 
AlvaMJJ said:
I don't understand either. And I will never understand. The way Michael's death occured is completly absurd. Michael was all about the future. It seemed to me like he was already out of the tunnel. I saw the light in his eyes. And after all those horrible nightmares he's been through - finally many happy years should have followed. I still cry over him, too.
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Oh gosh...you are so right. And that's why I will never accept his death or come to terms with it. Also why it hurts so friggin much! So senseless.
 
I will also never understand it myself. This should have never had happen to Michael. I will never be able to accept Michael's death. Not when I think about Michael's poor children. They were still too young yet to lose their father this soon. I am crying now as I think about them. As well as Michael. I still miss Michael more than I ever did before.
 
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