Wow, this morning I had an amazing dream!!! :wub:I was dreaming for
hours about being at an MJ concert, all morning. It began as if June 25th had indeed happened, but now he was back with us and proceeding with the TII concerts. We were going to two shows, just like we would have for real at the O2, but now the demand was so high that they couldn't have the shows in usual places. We arrived at this gigantic palace-like building and although we had ticks for floor seats we got put way up high on some second level where we only got a glimpse of the very center of the stage. But I was soooooo excited. I was almost crying already knowing Michael would
be there in moments. God, it felt so wonderful, like all the pain was just seeping away. The concert began with WBSS and I saw glimpses of him on the stage, alive, dancing, singing, and on the screens and the crowd screamed and cried with joy and it was beyond amazing. Michael was back! Can you imagine?
Some of us left our seats and ran up to the edge of our balcony level (which had a solid stone 'railing'/barrier on the edge) and we could look down directly onto the stage, as if almost right above it. Michael then climbed up the scaffolding/stage to its highest point, so he was then at our level. He reached across to fans, starting with some people a few feet away from me. He looked like himself, but not like himself at the same time. He seemed more... delicate, for lack of a better word. But beautiful as always. He was taking so much time with the fans and was so sweet and caring, like an angel. :angel:He came closer as he moved from one person to the next. He then reached out his hand toward mine as he spoke with someone else. I took his hand and it was the softest hand I'd ever felt. I could feel his hand in mine so intensly. And I couldn't bring myself to let go, but he just let me hold it as he talked to the fan next to me. He then turned to look at me and I could see this faint, but amazing
golden light deep within his eyes, like radiating out gently like sunlight.
I tried to make a pic like it today. It was more subtle than this and ethereal-like, sparkling and alive, so this is just a weak example:
While I looked into these beautiful gold-lighted eyes he mouthed the words "I love you" to me (or maybe spoke them and I couldn't hear them? I've never dreamt of him telling me that before, actually.) Still looking deeply into his eyes I mouthed the words back to him, "I
LOVE YOU". I almost felt embarrassed for a moment because I was sooooo emotive :blush:, but his eyes were so kind and somehow they told me that we
know each other and that there's nothing to hide. This was just so... omg. Again, like an angel, his hand slowly and softly left mine and he moved past me to see the fans to my left, including my husband. I was just left in a state of bliss, not just from the encounter, but trying to comprehend that we have Michael
back. That the past 4+ months of the nightmare were over.
After MJ went back down to the stage I said to my hubby, "Did you see something in his eyes??? Did you see that???" He paused and then said he saw a special something, a 'warmth' there (which I equated to the sun again). Then I explained to him what I had seen. The dream continued despite me waking up a few times and falling back to sleep. We eventually ended up down on floor level, right in front of the stage. I remember hearing WBSS, Jam, BotD, maybe Thriller. But it was like the concert stopped and started again off and on and the whole thing had a festival atmosphere. At one point we went out to get some food and came back, I left to use the bathroom, lol, stuff like that. But overall, this goes onto my Favorite Dreams list for sure. :angel: