^ I'm trying to convey with all gentleness unfortunately not transmitted through text, I'm not sure if you're explaining it to me for thinking I don't understand.
Nobody understands like I do. That's why I made this thread. My first thought was,
what now Lord, what do I do now because I had MJ as a context for my understanding of what life is.
Michael's voice whispered to my spirit, "you must go on and what you can do, you must do"
He's with the Lord now. He can hear our prayers with his spirit - that's what I believe
if God wants him to know, God can allow it if He so chooses. That's what I believe.
The first thing I noticed about my love for Michael Jackson as far as observing him from magazines, was the fact that he was my teacher.
I knew he was my teacher. I learned so many important things at a moment in my life (19 years old, 1980) from letting myself understand what Michael would do in my situation. He helped me. He taught me to say every day, "thank you God"
He said and I quote somewhat loosely, "whenever I need direction all I do is ask God to show me the way".
After I read that, I went outdoors, looked up at the clouds and said, "God, show me the way"
Michael gave me God. He gave me everything. Do I understand? He gave me Everything, but the good news for me today is that the lesson God was trying to teach me all this time (I've been in this inquiry about what overall lesson I'm meant to learn from MJ in an overall way - for my life, due to circumstances and incidences that were related to MJ seeing me during once upon a time in my young life ages about 20 through 26, because I didn't know what it may have "meant" to God, like the whole entire purpose of everything about the situation, and I'd been in that inquiry for a long time now and the answer God gave me was
"God Himself"
It was a miracle God used in conjunction with my love for Michael Jackson, to give me God Himself. That was my answer. Finding that out so completely has given me the peace I had in the beginning, when the miracle first occurred. That was the message then, that is the message now.
God has used Michael's entire life to give me God Himself.
That's why I can't let any fans get away feeling that Michael Jackson was ONLY all about Michael Jackson, nor would he want his fans to be.
Michael Jackson would rather his fans took away the fact that Michael Jackson did his very best to do God's will.
Reminds me of a quote I saw the other day. "God is giving you His best. Are you giving God your best?" Michael did that, given all he had to work with. He did it unequivocatingly. I feel Michael wanted to break some of that off for all of us.
Nobody understands like I do. That's why I made this thread. My first thought was,
what now Lord, what do I do now because I had MJ as a context for my understanding of what life is.
Michael's voice whispered to my spirit, "you must go on and what you can do, you must do"
He's with the Lord now. He can hear our prayers with his spirit - that's what I believe
if God wants him to know, God can allow it if He so chooses. That's what I believe.
The first thing I noticed about my love for Michael Jackson as far as observing him from magazines, was the fact that he was my teacher.
I knew he was my teacher. I learned so many important things at a moment in my life (19 years old, 1980) from letting myself understand what Michael would do in my situation. He helped me. He taught me to say every day, "thank you God"
He said and I quote somewhat loosely, "whenever I need direction all I do is ask God to show me the way".
After I read that, I went outdoors, looked up at the clouds and said, "God, show me the way"
Michael gave me God. He gave me everything. Do I understand? He gave me Everything, but the good news for me today is that the lesson God was trying to teach me all this time (I've been in this inquiry about what overall lesson I'm meant to learn from MJ in an overall way - for my life, due to circumstances and incidences that were related to MJ seeing me during once upon a time in my young life ages about 20 through 26, because I didn't know what it may have "meant" to God, like the whole entire purpose of everything about the situation, and I'd been in that inquiry for a long time now and the answer God gave me was
"God Himself"
It was a miracle God used in conjunction with my love for Michael Jackson, to give me God Himself. That was my answer. Finding that out so completely has given me the peace I had in the beginning, when the miracle first occurred. That was the message then, that is the message now.
God has used Michael's entire life to give me God Himself.
That's why I can't let any fans get away feeling that Michael Jackson was ONLY all about Michael Jackson, nor would he want his fans to be.
Michael Jackson would rather his fans took away the fact that Michael Jackson did his very best to do God's will.
Reminds me of a quote I saw the other day. "God is giving you His best. Are you giving God your best?" Michael did that, given all he had to work with. He did it unequivocatingly. I feel Michael wanted to break some of that off for all of us.
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