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I don't know how to go on now. We said good bye to Michael, I'm afraid to go to sleep now, I'm afraid to wake up in the world without Michael.....

I love Paris, Prince and Blanket so much! God bless them! And god bless all of us.
 
Michael hasn't left us Starlight. He is still with us, looking down upon us from heaven. His passion for life, the core of his soul, his passion, it will all live on through us, through you! Sleep if you are tired ok, and if you feel you need us then come back online, because you are not alone in this. Hang in there Starlight!
 
i know how you feel.

i literally feel like today I died inside.
16 years and now i feel emotionally drained.

everything hurts.
i dont know how people do it, how do you get over it ?
ive never done this before
 
I know exactly how you feel. My life seems so hollow without Michael, I don't want to live in a world where he isn't :( It's so unfair. Why couldn't he have performed one more time before his death? I feel numb :cry:
 
Find a purpose, do some voluntary work and do it because he taught us to be kind to others. But you have to be positive, head up, deep breath and step into tomorrow knowing he would want you to. He would love to be here and have more of his life, we are lucky to have ours and need to make the most of every moment.
 
Smile, though you're heart is aching!

I just walked outside with my dog (it's night here now) and looked upon the sky through my tears....what I saw; just one big single star, in the sky.
No other, just one.
I smiled though my heart was aching, and said quietly 'Hi Michael'.
Then there was a thunder lighting, just one single thunder lighting.
I smiled.
 
Starlight said:
I don't know how to go on now. We said good bye to Michael, I'm afraid to go to sleep now, I'm afraid to wake up in the world without Michael.....

I love Paris, Prince and Blanket so much! God bless them! And god bless all of us.
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I know how you're feeling. I don't want to have said goodbye. I don't want to move on. I can't handle that he's gone. It's crazy. And I'm going to work tomorrow... How will I possibly be able to handle that?

Yeah, I pray for his children. They don't deserve that pain, it's not fair. God bless.
 
How to cope with life?...have no idea how i will be able to do so.I'm empty inside.The best part i had,died with Michael.since he's gone,all i have been doing is surviving because my mom's needs me,but when she dosen't anymore,i don't know...i just don't know anything...
 
Michael is still here with us!
Stay strong like his family is, and pray for him and his children, at least it's what I do!
Now we are sure he is in peace, in a better place! God bless him!
 
Hang in there, I'm having trouble sleeping too. I've gotten about 3 hours of sleep in the past 2 days and every time I lay my head down thoughts of Michael rush to my head...it's awful :(
 
My heart is broken in a million pieces and I don't think it will ever come back together again.
 
As hard as it is, Michael would only want you to smile. He is gone, but he will never be forgotten, and we will all meet with him again one day.

Try not to be sad that he is gone, be happy because he was here.

I know that seems hard right now, but I just think what would Michael want - and he would want all those who loved and supported him to be happy.

Just remember the magic that he bought to all our lives :) Remember the good times.
 
Smile though your heart is aching, smile even though it's breaking...

Michael might be physically gone, but he forever lives in our hearts. Remember his legacy, remember his greatness, remember what he taught us. Live up to his standards. Be a better person, for Michael.
 
i just cant believe hes not coming back :cry:

I keep thinking that he will be performing on the 13th no matter what. thats what he wanted. and there must be some way back to that point we were at two weeks ago - there must be some way arounf this. i never appreciated how final death is
 
Starlight said:
I don't know how to go on now. We said good bye to Michael, I'm afraid to go to sleep now, I'm afraid to wake up in the world without Michael.....

I love Paris, Prince and Blanket so much! God bless them! And god bless all of us.
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yeha i know i feel the same life is so empty my heat aches.every day i get up and its ther hitting me in the face as soon as i get up. *cries*
 
I can't believe I need to go through with the rest of my life without my hero.
 
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile

Only after Michael's death I've realised how true this lyrics are and how good this song is. Just listen it... It helped me so much :)
 
I was so touched to see the passion in especially Paris - she's very outspoken and strong. Not just the way she spoke, but also the way you could see her being one of the first in the standing ovations every time. That girl has her father's spirit and passion. She's aching and my thoughts are with them all every day - but look at her. Look at how passionate she is about continuing truth and praise about her father, at continuing his legacy properly. If she can do it, we all can.
 
seriously I don't know how to cope... I know I said that like 100 times already, but it's been 2 weeks and I still cry every single day. I can't sleep, I am having nightmares. I hurt for his children the most. Itsimply breaks me down completely.
 
strawberry you sound the most desperate... but you're not alone. maybe together we will find something to hold on to I don't know, we're all in this together
Michael when he was alone and lost he still found something to live for he said he was the loneliest person in the world can you imagine how that felt? but somehow he still found something to motivate him and make him feel alive even when it seemed like everything was over for him...that's why so many people clinged onto him because he had that strength. that's the kind of strength we need to find in ourselves
 
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