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MJRockssMyWorld10

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still its been almost three weeks
and am still sat here thinking its a bad nightmare i cant wake from.
alls i wanna do is cry. i still havent even read the magazines / papers
that iv bougth over the weeks, cause they just bring me to tears.
i sit here saying to myself hes not dead. it just doesnt seem real.
and i dunno what to do or say. so i thought id post a thread about how i feel.
even though its proberly not worth a tread or in the wrong place
but i dunno what to do anymore
ill still be like this when am 40 :(
 
Awww honey you're not alone believe me, we all share your grief!!! (((HUGS))) I don't know what else to say that hasn't already been said, but I hope you know how much we're all thinking about him YOU ARE NOT ALONE
 
(hugs back) i no, its just so hard,
i thought id try and listen to his muisc,
i just type Jackson in itunes and let it randomly
play threw MJs and the Jacksons song and the first song that came on was
ill be there, and i just cried
it was the first song i heard on the radio after his death.
oh its hard. :( x
 
*nods* I agree this is so hard, I'm having trouble believing it myself I keep thinking about the conspiracy theories and hope maybe he's still alive, but everyday it's harder to believe that
I was watching the "bad" video on youtube just now, and it hurt to see what we have lost! he was sooo talented and amazing and uh its hard to describe how much I miss him :cry:
 
It's very hard for everybody, believe me. And it's the worst nightmare for all of us. We'd love to wake up...but...
Let's try to be strong no mather how hard is it. Michael always taught us to be strong. He's a real positive example. KEEP THE FAITH! Hugs!
 
Please take comfort on the thought that he's still alive on the other side and definitely thinking of us now! We'll see him again one day for sure! :)
 
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^Sunnyday I very much hope you're right!! In fact that's one of the only things putting a smile on my face these days, the thought of seeing him again one day! :):)
 
Nuu said:
^Sunnyday I very much hope you're right!! In fact that's one of the only things putting a smile on my face these days, the thought of seeing him again one day! :):)
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Absolutely! :yes: Michael had better start preparing those angel bodyguards! :lol:
 
I can't believe it either...
Everyday I hope I'm gonna wake up and find out it's just one huge nightmare.
It's REALLY tough... but at least we've got each other. That helps. I don't know how I would have coped these last few weeks if I hadn't signed up here and started chatting with all of you.
 
I remember up until after the memorial all I could do is just cry over Michael. Especially since I had consider Michael like a father to me. Because he was always there when I needed him. And he always had a way of making me feel better when I wasn't feeling so good. I still miss Michael like crazy and I always forever will. But I seem to miss him less than I usually do whenever I watch or listen to him. I am listening to Michael right now. I have been listening to him off and on all day today. Plus I have been having a lot of good MJ dreams lately. And that also had helped. I still do tend to cry over him whenever I hear like the latest news story about Michael. So I try to ignore them and try to remember Michael of how he was and not where he is now. Plus I know Michael is happy and is at peace now. And that really makes me happy knowing that.
 
sunnyday81 said:
Absolutely! :yes: Michael had better start preparing those angel bodyguards! :lol:
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haha ..i love this :yes:

you are not alone MJRocksMyWorld09, I have tears everyday until yesterday i know I m sensitive so I just let it be. Cry but try hard to understand it and think as sunnyday 81 said that he still alive on the other side. :) I give you hug and hold your hand
 
I haven't cried in a couple of days but still felt real sad. But last night before I went to bed, I made the mistake of listening to "You are not Alone"...Such a sad song before bed...Then lights out, everything's quiet and I had this song playing over and over in my head. Hearing his voice sing such an amazing and sad song made the tears pour down my face as I lay there...It was so hard.
 
If theres on thing I want to say to other members is please be kind to yourself. If you loved MJ its natural to be sad. Everyone grieves in their own way. Please dont think you will feel like this forever because there is always people out there who love you and want to help you. Grieve in your own way and own time.
 
i no, i hope we all do see him on the other side, doing what he does best.
i just feel so down lately and sad, upset and yes lonely.
i cried like a new him, even though i didn't no him personally,
but it felt like i did threw his music.
iv never met the guy, or seen him play, like many other people out there.
i was ment to go to see him for my 18th birthday, for the first time ever.
i was so excited like all you lot, i dont think id cope without you guys on here,
you have been ever so supportive, i may not post much but just reading so stuff makes me :)
i no hes out there, somewhere happy as larry dancing on a cloud looking down on us all.
 
We will all get through this, stay strong. I am slowly getting better, it's hard I know how you feel. Look at it like this....It's gonna be one awesome party when his fans meet him in heaven!!! No awful world to deal with!!! Just a whole lotta love!!! X
 
shirley17 said:
We will all get through this, stay strong. I am slowly getting better, it's hard I know how you feel. Look at it like this....It's gonna be one awesome party when his fans meet him in heaven!!! No awful world to deal with!!! Just a whole lotta love!!! X
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lol that really made me smile i can see it now, singing along to billie jean
trying to do the moonwalk, oh it would be heaven.
 
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