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Naad

Naad

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its nearly been two months but it feels like yesterday...i just can't my head around the fact the michael isn't walking this earth somewhere...he's been in our lifes since like forever.

soo soo surreal. i don't think i can ever grasp that fact that he's no longer here. i'm just dying to see a new picture of him but thats never going to happen again

*sigh*

:no:
 
Naad said:
its nearly been two months but it feels like yesterday...i just can't my head around the fact the michael isn't walking this earth somewhere...he's been in our lifes since like forever.

soo soo surreal. i don't think i can ever grasp that fact that he's no longer here. i'm just dying to see a new picture of him but thats never going to happen again

*sigh*

:no:
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i know its so hard to accept all the things that won't happen again especially when like you say he's been in our lives like forever......for a lot of us its been since childhood
 
yep i think its so hard that its so many years of your life......27 for me so i know how you feel
 
It's hurting so much right now...
Just rememebered when i thoughti was talking to michael...the talks we had...why can't he join me online now?why?'??
 
I think the same as all of u.....its been 30+ yrs 4 me....I dnt quite know who I am without him here....Hes been such a huge part of who i am & now hes gone....I get by day to day by embracing the emotion "DENIAL" I cant look at video or listen to his music still....When I hear his songs (at the mall) I turn around & leave till i think its over...when a video comes on TV i change the channel....I accidently heard a piece of him sing acapala on the net & i felt like my heart was being ripped out of my chest.....it's still so raw n painful 4 me.....i cudnt get a flight refund 2 london so i still hav 2 go there in sept 4th.....im torn but it cost me a fortune so i will make the most of it as i can....I can only imagine how his fam & kids r feeling....xoxoxo
 
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It's been about 10 years for me. But I never was as committed or as passionate a fan as many of you are. I feel sick because I took it for granted that he would always be there. I just took it as a basic given and I never really appreciated him the way I do now. It's very sad that it came to this for him to change me so dramatically. I feel guilty for every day I let him down. I wish he was here :( Oh god I wish he was here..
 
I still at times feel in shock. Then sad, then wondering why it happened. This week is going to be very hard for me, and I know I'm not the only one.
 
Same here. I creid my eyes out again on Saturday because it will be 2 months and then its his b'day. :(
 
I know he's gone but I will be watching one of his vids and getting into it when suddenly it pops into my head that he isn't here anymore and that we will never see him dance or sing anything again, at that moment it just hits you like a knife in the heart all over again.
It really is still unbelievable.I never thought I would see this day ever! :cry:
I was really worried about him during the trial and thought he may just not be able to take it and that we may lose him then, but not now as this was a whole new start! It is so unfair and unimaginable :cry:

**I do believe we will see him dance and sing again in Heaven**
 
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