I will never come over the death of Michael :(

[Leia]

A big hug to all of you who are sad and lonely! There'll come better days. =]

 

[man.in.the.mirror]

i feel the same too,michael was a part of who i am my personality everything,i feel like i will never get over him,i still really can,t except the fact that he is gone,

 

[Marilyn Monroe]

me as well, i cant ever get over it, only live with it, its really hard to go on google and type in michael jackson, and see his wikipedia page on the listings with his death date on it. i remember back when he was alive and looked at that page being thankful he wasnt dead, now its gone. i get sick looking at it. but thankfully with the mj forums we can be thankful, that we can see others that are like us.

 

[Carol]

I'm feeling down right now... ... I'm empty. I'm empty without him...

......exactly my feelings!:yes::no:
although I feel his precence around me,feel comforted by that,like a' security blanket wrapped around me,keeping me warm.....

 

[ameliajayne]

i feel the same too,michael was a part of who i am my personality everything,i feel like i will never get over him,i still really can,t except the fact that he is gone,

same here:better:

 

[Miss_star]

......exactly my feelings!:yes::no:
although I feel his precence around me,feel comforted by that,like a' security blanket wrapped around me,keeping me warm.....

same here:better:

me as well, i cant ever get over it, only live with it, its really hard to go on google and type in michael jackson, and see his wikipedia page on the listings with his death date on it. i remember back when he was alive and looked at that page being thankful he wasnt dead, now its gone. i get sick looking at it. but thankfully with the mj forums we can be thankful, that we can see others that are like us.

i feel the same too,michael was a part of who i am my personality everything,i feel like i will never get over him,i still really can,t except the fact that he is gone,

A big hug to all of you who are sad and lonely! There'll come better days. =]

I'm feeling down right now... ... I'm empty. I'm empty without him...

Aw same. :huggy:

I just miss him sooooo much
Im losing it really bad.. my life is not the same without Michael.
I want him back!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh
oh lord please help us all

This forum has become so full of misery and desolation... so has my life. It's just horrendous and horrible and I thought 2009 was gonna be a great year, my last year of school, THIS IS IT, but now it's become a living nightmare. I can't take it anymore

, I know how you feel but hang in there. It's up to us as his fans to help keep Michael's music and message about peace going.

But yes this has not been a good year at all. I thought 2009 was gonna be a great year for Michael and the fans, then the worst thing imaginable happened. I just don't understand it and I never will. But as MJ says in his songs with The Jacksons:

But I gotta keep living, I got a will to survive
Eventhough I feel so bad, so bad insiiiide

:hug:

We're all scarred by this one way or another. But it will become more bearable as time passes. Right now it all seems like a dark hole we’re in, but there is a light at the end of that tunnel. And the more you focus on that light, the brighter it will get. The scar will remain visible, but in time the power of the legacy Michael left behind will help you overcome your greatest sorrow. Michael sent us the message of love, of strength, the joy of life. It may seem far fetched for now, but in time you’ll find meaning in that message again. The road ahead we will walk together :yes: :better:

I am petty much the same way as you guys are feeling. Ever since I had gotten up this morning all I've been doing is crying and missing Michael so very badly. I don't even like coming to my MJ forums because it always seems to be about This Is It reminders. And it just tends to make me feel all the more worst. And I was trying to do so good by staying strong for Michael. And now I am just feeling all the more worst now. I just hate hearing about the This Is It movie. Because it is just a way too painful reminder of what would have been. I am like really crying now just by thinking about it. I don't even like referring to This Is It as a movie. Because it shouldn't even be called that. None of this should be happening now. Michael should still be here with us. I just feel so totally lost and empty without Michael.

massive :group: :huggy: :better: xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

 

[Nittan]

You are not the only one..the world keeps turning but i feel like i'm standing still.

 

[Michelle MC]

Now that I'm done with my busy work, I am very sad. It's been three months.
Why couldn't this have been a nightmare.

 

[ameliajayne]

i know its still hard to believe

 

[MJSOPRECIOUS]

Believe me i know how you feel Man in the Mirror get's me every time especially when it first comes on and the music starts to play i just break down instantly.