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Hi all

I am going to take a break from MJJC for a while....it's got to the point where I am feeling worse if I come on here, so I must think of my health right now .. also with the film coming up I don't really want to hear about it..it actually fills me with dread and fear :( .don't know if any of you understand what I mean...just finding it all a bit much lately. I am feeling stronger but TII has knocked me for six.. I don't want to go back to the terrible depression that crippled me...

I must take a step back for a while, and get myself together. Gotta have some me time and focus on other things,for my own sanity and I need to get myself back, if that makes sense ;)

I suppose you could call it trying to move on, some might say I'm running away...i honestly don't know...

you have all been so good to me and so supportive and I'm truly grateful for that. :huggy: I don't know what I would have done without you all these past months. So thankyou all, there have been alot of tears but alot of laughs too with my buddies here :cry:

This is my home from home, I love it here and I promise with all my heart that I will be back, I just don't know when :wub:

love all you guys and I'll see you soon :group:
 
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I totally know what you mean, I've been taking on/off breaks from MJJC/MJ world in general over the past few weeks since his death. Sometimes I dread clicking on those threads that contain new clips of TII because it brings back everything that I felt on the morning of you-know-what.
Of course, there's the fun threads in Michaelmania and MITM forums which bring a smile to my face though.

I hate reading threads about LMP like the one posted yesterday because I'm filled with more hate for her than I am with Murray. She bitched about him during the worst times of his life (2003-2008) and I feel she's responsible for his death because he would still be here had it not been for their divorce and her ****** mother and scientology crew.

Lots of love
x
 
Miss Star, I hope this break will strengthen you. My thoughts and prayers will be with you. We will be here for you when you do decide to come back. I do know what you mean by the effect of seeing the movie. I already know I will suffer that same effect. Hope to see you soon.
 
I feel the same about the movie. I am in a way dreading it also because I dont want it to be the last I see of Michael.. Its a very upsetting thought. :no:

I will be praying for your strength :flowers: :hug:
 
I understand as well. Take care, get help if you need it, and make sure you are healthy and strong. Hope you will be back soon.

Love and Hugs
 
Take care! :)

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I know what u mean girl, totally understand it! This place feels comforting but also very upsetting at the same time. Guess time heals!
Don't forget Michael would be proud of you, just for being who you are.
Take care and we'll be there when you get back! :hug:
 
Totally understand your feelings.I feel like it has hit me all over again with all the talk of the film.One minute I am positive about seeing it and then I am nervous and scared and just so sad of what should of been :cry:

Hope the break away helps you

Love and :hug: xxxxx
 
Take care and we'll speak to you when you return! :hug:
 
.......Fully understand you hun!:yes:
Health and wellbeing are first!:yes:
Take care ((((((((((((((warm hug))))))))))))))
 
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