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angelofhope

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Hi,
some of you may now me from awhile back in the day on the forum, and some of you may not. May i just say to start off with what a great bunch of people you all are on this forum.
I'm posting because I feel like there is nowhere else no other forum where I can share this things and know that I am understood.
Really, I am lonely. I am 31, and have chronic health problems and depend on the internet for alot of my company. I have a few good friends in the real world and a part-time job I enjoy. But since Michael died I feel more cheated than ever. I fee so alone sometimes as if everyone else is having a great life and my life is passing me by. I still live at home due to financial restrictions- which I am fine about) but I have a laundry list of health and learning issues- dysparaxia, dyslexic, visual agnosia, sqiunt, asthma, scolosis, Fibromylagia,depression/anxiety. I am not telling you all this to feel sorry for me, i'm sure alot of have simliar health problems or other serious problems apart from me.
My dad is verbally abusive. I don't have a boyfriend but I really appreciated all that I get from MJJC . I don't know why I'm posting really.Sometimes life is hard you know?
 
you're in the right place. i feel that this is the first time we have encountered a situation, that a psychiatrist cannot help...cus..frankly, i think there are MJ haters, even amongst psychiatrists. MJ was a special person, in so many ways. none like him. none accomplished what he did..and NONE could relate to EVERY walk of life like he could. consequently, none is as much loved as he is. and consequently, none is as envied, and therefore hated, as he is. so..upon his death, no grief is as unique as this. and the place for comfort, therefore, naturally, has to be just as unique.

i am here for you if you need to talk. i am on limited income, too. i just got rejected for social security. i fell through the cracks because of a unique vision problem, that doctors don't agree on, and social security doesn't want to recognize as a problem. people don't want the burden of hiring me. i have had to learn to build a strong mentality about myself, to keep from giving up on myself. Michael represented a uniqueness that drew me to him, immediately. in all his fame and success, he represented a unique loneliness, that doctors don't want to agree on..priests want to scourge...and 'experts' want to dissect and discount. and many who(outside of his fanbase)don't want to see him as a human being. in so many ways, i think you, me, and, perhaps some others, can really relate. ..i know the loneliness. i am living it, too.

(((((((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))))

my pm box is available...and, if need be, there, i can give an email address.
 
We are definitely here for you. And believe me, most people are not living a great life...far from it in many cases. My life isn't perfect. I'm sure there are people with worse problems than my own. But I do have problems and they do trouble me greatly. I do have a wonderful husband. Thank heaven, or I'd be a mad woman by now! But anyway, please don't feel that you are alone. PM me or shoot me an email any time. No one should feel lonely...not when we all share a common bond: Michael.

YOU ARE NOT ALONE!
:)
 
angelofinnocence said:
Sometimes life is hard you know?
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It is, indeed.

I just wanted to say that you are in my thoughts. I hope that writing has helped soothing your discouragement and that now you're a little better.
I wish you the best with all my heart :huggy:
Love,

Fede
 
thankyou so much everyone. Gaz- I am touched you took the time out to post your lovely words. Thank you so much for your fab forum and all that it gives us all.
 
Hugs to you.
there are many lonely people in the world and I´m one of them.
Sometimes we are searching for big things in life to make us happy and forget about the small things.
A blue sky, beautiful stars, a song,flowers,trees, a smile and those of us who has good health should be very thankful for it but we just take it for granted.
From Michaels dancing the dream:
"We must be love´s favorite child ,because until I reach out for you, we is not even there.
It arrives on the wings of tenderness, it speaks through our silent understanding."
"We unites us,increases our strength, it picks up our burden when you and I are ready to let it fall"

Maybe we can´t say we when we are sitting alone at home, but here in the forum it´s we.
We have different opinions about many things but we love Michael Jackson.
 
just to upadate: my depression anxiety seems to back a bit. Had to the doc and get some diazepam. Very teary, I can't be off work sick because I have a bad sickness record due to my bad health. Hoping it will pass soon.
 
Girl all you need in life are a few good friends then you can deal with everything;)
And if you're in this community you are not alone anyway;) That's what I love about you all here. There is no other forum in the world where people can just talk about their worries and woes and where members are so supportive and loving. This is what Michael was all about:) About love and support regardless of belief, origin or others. He would be proud on all of us:)
 
:hug: I know how you feel. I get lonely alot of times too. But im thankful for MJJC, the people here are really wonderful!
 
I'm quite knew here and I have some limitations due to the language... but of course you can count on me too!! You are in the right place... Michael's love is everywhere :hug:
 
Please be strong my friend. Michael would have wanted that
 
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