Well I know she's not a fake...she probably just got the month wrong. But daaaang man. I've been waitin' 4 frikkin' years... bring on the change already! I guess I could have not done something I was supposed to do...ya know, free will combined with my lazy butt. Surely my soul self woulda known what position I would be in here though...exactly how my brain would work at this time. I see no way out except to just wait. And so I have. Bah.
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Wow, really beautiful, thanks
I agree. Religion seems to always go bad because at first people come together with an idea, then they disagree on some key points, then someone takes charge to try to bring it all together and then the power structure is put in place... and darnit, eventually power corrupts and then you end up with a big ole mess that's nothing like it used to be or was meant to be.I believe when ppl create religious rules and dogmas, everything gets twisted because the religion becomes a social institution and works as tool to get money and power. This is what happened with Christianity imo. I think this is the last thing Michael would want to see for his legacy. However, I still consider Michael being a modern day’s prophet who delivered a message. I hope it makes sense for you guys.
Sounds like Independence Day (your dream, lol). No, haven't see Waking Life. Will have to see if that's available around here.
:swoon: No way! That's amazing. Wow... I mean, I can see why she would pick up on Michael as being like the "love of your life" - but to pick up on him as someone you were actually going to meet? And then it so happened that he was right in Denver at that time period...? Daaang. Maybe she did intuit the message wrong...but, if that were me getting that reading...I woulda been running after him nonstop until I least got to shake his hand or something...:lol: I mean, I wouldn't normally put so much stock into psychic readings like that, but this is MICHAEL, man. When it comes to him, there's no room for messin' around. lol.Here's a crazy story, on topic with amygrace's March prediction: One of the only times I've seen a psychic was in 1993, when I was 21. She had a great rep and and was totally right on when my sister saw her. She told me the next man in my life, like my forever love, and I would meet early the next year (1994). She went on to describe him. I'm not making any of this up... it's straight from my 1993 notes :lol:: He's in his mid-30's at the time I'm seeing him. He's about 5'9" to 5'10". He has dark brown to black curly hair that's thin in an area on the top. He's only truly been in love once and lost her, big heartache. He's got a lot of money, but ... like he didn't earn it all from work or something? Maybe through investments or gambling? He's VERY, VERY kind. He's warm, a very, sweet and caring person with a huge heart and lots of love to give. (I think she said you'd naturally want to hug him, like he's a big teddy bear, lol.) He's got a great sense of humor, laughs a lot, very playful and jovial, but he's also extremely self-critical. So these two may mix and result in jokes about himself... silly names, that kind of thing. He's feeling very lonely right now and is going through some really tough times.
:bugeyed I admit at the time I was in love with this guy from work (whom that description didn't match at all) and I was like... damn. :sad: But then I got to thinking about it and I was like.... whoooooaaa, wait a minute... that kinda sounds like someone :scratch: :wild: (The thin hair on top never clicked backed then... I mean we didn't really know much about that at the time) But then I thought... nahhhh, no way. But I almost had myself convinced that MJ and I were meant for each other and would soon meet, like our eye contact moment at Disneyland and the next-to-the-limo thing in Denver were precursors. OMG! And so I kept wondering how, being that I couldn't travel, we'd meet in Colorado in early 1994. One day I saw on the news that Michael had just been in Denver for a court appearance for that ho that claimed he stole Dangerous. But he flew out immediately after court. NooOoOOOOOoOoOOO! That was my early 1994! Michael!!!! Why???!!! :cheeky: I recently thought of this again and was like... what if? What if it was a possible timeline? Imagine, lol. Not that I don't love my hubby, but... :lol:
(I guess she was just picking up on MJ because he's my "forever lover" :wub
When I first met my husband I actually thought he was a girl (foreign name, you know - never can tell :lol
because he talked so adoringly about Michael. So it's like he's "in love" (in a totally non-sexual way, I swear ) with MJ as well. I don't know... it's hard to explain. I've said before that sometimes we joke about "husband #1" and "husband #2" :lol: , in the end that's just a mood. It's a momentary desire that I may not need to feel in an hour's time. That's really what I've come to understand. There's the REAL and then there are moods we have because of physical life and physical bodies. My love for Michael in the end is ... well, the way I felt the moment I knew he'd left us: it's pure. Purely wanting with every fiber of my being and quantum atom of my soul that he be surrounded by love and light and taken care of by angels, no matter if I need him... wanting him to be happy, at peace and free. That's how I truly love Michael and that's what carries into eternity. And this is something I've found because of him and I'm learning to apply this to all relationships. In the end, if your mother pisses you off, ok. But what's at the base of your relationship? Being angry is a mood. It's not forever. Love lives forever. That's the REAL. Excitement, anger, lust, longing, sadness, fear... they're all just moods. Love is that deep part in your soul that's at the root of how you really feel about family, friends, Michael, the world, God. So my moods may cycle through all sorts of "in love" moments with Michael, but the real love is what I know in my soul. Hope that makes some sense , Annie's Song (John Denver), Friend, Mother, Sister, Lover, Wife (Prince - I think his most beautiful ballad ever), Lady (Styx) ... among others. Those were just the first I thought of.What's always gotten me in this song, ever since I was a kid, are the lines "come let me love you, let me give my life to you, let my drown in your laughter, let me die in your arms". It's the "LET"... like I have all this love, please LET me give it to you, give me the privilege, honor, the gift of being allowed to love you. Let me love you. How terrible is it to love someone who won't accept your love
LOL, well yes. Been in one myself, as one of the two women loved by one man :rolleyes2: I could never understand him... how could he truly love us both? If you love me and want me, then dump her. Pick one, dangit! You can't have both! :lol: And yeah, it turned out bad. I was hurt really bad after that long relationship with the guy I thought I'd marryIt makes perfect sense to me. I love Michael too and it is very spiritual and it is somwhere deep in my soul.
Hovewer, I asked you this question because I was in love with two men at the same time lol and it was crazy confusing.
Also, they were friends and both very successful , very handsome and both loved me.
I'll tell the truth my love to one man was spiritual and with another one we had relationships on many levels. It was the most craziest thing in my life and I had to choose in the end which one
With Michael, though, it's totally non-possessive. Like if some chick thinks she's laying hands on my hubby... ahhh HELLLL no! But if Bianca kisses on Michael in a group meditation :lmao:, well, you know. It's ok Isn't it beautiful? Really, normally I don't like his ballads because they have lyrics that don't touch me and icky harmonies, lol. And I really like Prince overall. But this song is amazing. "Air, food, water... love of my life." Oh! :heart: (Actually he had a couple of other decent ballads on the Emancipation album too. It was during the time he was married. I guess that's what real love does :wub
Gah you are so right on. I thought about this a lot last night too...about feeling SO much love for Michael, but he's not here for me to just give that to him. It sounds like a silly thing but it's really hard, to have all the energy inside for someone and not be able to express that to them. I'm always offering my love...sending it out into the ethers...but I never see it being received in any real way. Just as you said I feel like I'm going to burst sometimes with this energy. Last night I was feeling it so much in fact that I had to do my own little visualization of me giving Michael my love...just envisioning me holding him as tight as I possibly could...gazing into his eyes, telling him I love him and just imagining that energy transfer. But in the end I just wanted to cry...because I can't really know or see that he feels and accepts my love. I feel like my energy is just frantically running around in circles.What's always gotten me in this song, ever since I was a kid, are the lines "come let me love you, let me give my life to you, let my drown in your laughter, let me die in your arms". It's the "LET"... like I have all this love, please LET me give it to you, give me the privilege, honor, the gift of being allowed to love you. Let me love you. How terrible is it to love someone who won't accept your love
And I think MJ fans have felt this kind of love on such a deep level. It's why people always freaked out so much, not because we're crazed about celebrity or glittery socks. It's like you have all this LOVE inside and you just have to GIVE it or you'll burst, and if you ever had the privilege of getting close enough to Michael to be allowed to give it to him you just cried with "Michael, I love you! I love you! I love you so much!" because it's your chance (maybe your one chance in life) to give this love. Yes, we wanted to be close, to bask in his presence, to live the excitement... but in the end what you wanted the most was that you were allowed to tell him that you love him, that he would hear you, that he would feel it. That was my one comfort in the days after June 25th. I believed he was over there and could FEEL the love. He must've gone through a 'life review' where you fully experience how you've impacted others, right? He must've found out that we truly LOVE him, I mean in a way he maybe hadn't felt or understood it completely before. With the full impact, he knows it now. And that was always what I wanted beyond anything
I just kept sending out that energy...'this is what I feel Michael, this is what I would do, because I care that much...do you feel it?' All I could ever want for him is to feel the love from everyone... the love that he deserves. I guess what's still hard is just the fact that I can't see him receive my love personally... and in a real way, as I've said. That sounds selfish...but it feels selfless. Like handing over a gift to someone personally. It's all for them...but you want it to come straight from you. You want to hand it to them.Gah you are so right on. I thought about this a lot last night too...about feeling SO much love for Michael, but he's not here for me to just give that to him. It sounds like a silly thing but it's really hard, to have all the energy inside for someone and not be able to express that to them. I'm always offering my love...sending it out into the ethers...but I never see it being received in any real way. Just as you said I feel like I'm going to burst sometimes with this energy. Last night I was feeling it so much in fact that I had to do my own little visualization of me giving Michael my love...just envisioning me holding him as tight as I possibly could...gazing into his eyes, telling him I love him and just imagining that energy transfer. But in the end I just wanted to cry...because I can't really know or see that he feels and accepts my love. I feel like my energy is just frantically running around in circles.
While I was doing my visualization process, I listened to the song "To Make You Feel My Love". I know it's using the word "make" instead of "let"...but it's still a humble, beautiful song. The lyrics go:
When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I would offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I'd go hungry, I'd go blind for you
I'd go crawling down the aisle for you
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love
There ain't nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
Make you happy, make your dreams come true
To make you feel my love
:hug:That made me LOL. Haha... ain't that just the way it goes.Like if some chick thinks she's laying hands on my hubby... ahhh HELLLL no! But if Bianca kisses on Michael in a group meditation :lmao:, well, you know. It's ok
Oh yes that line...:wub: perfection. I don't really know much about Prince...have only heard a few of his songs. Maybe I should do more research on him...see what all he's got out there.
I really believe he feels it :angel: (If You Don't Love Me just came on my mp3 player, lol.) And one day I think it will be 'in person'... one day. But I know it's (hopefully) a long time to wait.Oooh...too weird, this is like the exact reason why I've been having this huge breakdown (well, among other stuff)...just having no one to accept my love while I'm basically overloading with it.What's always gotten me in this song, ever since I was a kid, are the lines "come let me love you, let me give my life to you, let my drown in your laughter, let me die in your arms". It's the "LET"... like I have all this love, please LET me give it to you, give me the privilege, honor, the gift of being allowed to love you. Let me love you. How terrible is it to love someone who won't accept your love
Right onnn. His love was something else man, it's like...I think basically a lot other fans would feel like he's the true one for them (including me hehe) but that love of him was so deep and on such another level at the same time. It's like, he had love-love but also higher-love. (Craaaaazy that you got that description told to you by a psychic, ha! :bugeyed) But that love exactly made it so unreachable at the same time...I think also that he didn't really realize when alive how much love he had to offer and how much he had sent out. For the overall part, yes, but I like to think he indeed knows it now, how he sees the impact, like 'wow...so I was seen that way, wow...so I really touched so many hearts?'. D'aaaw.And I think MJ fans have felt this kind of love on such a deep level. It's why people always freaked out so much, not because we're crazed about celebrity or glittery socks. It's like you have all this LOVE inside and you just have to GIVE it or you'll burst, and if you ever had the privilege of getting close enough to Michael to be allowed to give it to him you just cried with "Michael, I love you! I love you! I love you so much!" because it's your chance (maybe your one chance in life) to give this love. Yes, we wanted to be close, to bask in his presence, to live the excitement... but in the end what you wanted the most was that you were allowed to tell him that you love him, that he would hear you, that he would feel it. That was my one comfort in the days after June 25th. I believed he was over there and could FEEL the love. He must've gone through a 'life review' where you fully experience how you've impacted others, right? He must've found out that we truly LOVE him, I mean in a way he maybe hadn't felt or understood it completely before. With the full impact, he knows it now. And that was always what I wanted beyond anything
Oh I love that song, it's quite an oldie...I remember they played it on MTV when I was feeling down somewhere in June and now I can barely listen to it anymore. That song got a whole different kind of meaning. Such true lyrics.While I was doing my visualization process, I listened to the song "To Make You Feel My Love". I know it's using the word "make" instead of "let"...but it's still a humble, beautiful song. The lyrics go:
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Think it's such a pity that he wasn't really able to feel that love he was getting, I mean...in some way he did "I can feel your love through the walls" (or something like that) but in the end he was still human...he must've had a hard time being alone, I can imagine. But I think we've talked about that before, how he maybe couldn't really be loved by only one person...that it would change his direction of love towards the world, it was just such another level. Now he's passed, I feel like he's cleared from those restrictions that earth has.I think you are right, that in his life review he was surely able to see and FEEL the very real impact he has had on all of us...the true, deep love that we have for him. That thought really comforts me when I get to thinking about how he often felt so lonely in this life.
How are ya guys doing? And I said to one guy, "Ah, I hate all these cheap books that can't even get simple facts right, like MJ was working on writing songs for Thriller in 1983? ... . WRONG."
