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much more that a fan (poem)

silliphyl

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Sadd in my dormroom on 8/29 i tried to let somthing other than michael cross my mind I got on my laptop and started to look at all of my updates on my facebook. I talked to friends and all of my hommies then one of my friends had a picture to show me. It was a picture of michael that said you will never die and at that same moment i stated to cry. My roomate asked me why are you sadd and acting this way for someone you've never knew anyway. i tried to explain but it seemed to be useles so i went in my room and played all his music. it started to realize and understand people that understand me were not only his fans we are like friends or family somthing much larger we loved like a son or a daughter a brother or sister pastor of priest cuzzin or uncle nephew or niece. so next person who asks were you a fan you simply reply thats not what i am cuz a fan is to little to tiny a word to label or call us what we deserve.


this is to all the fans like me who understand me and i understand u it hurts us very bad and will take us little longer to get over

i love you all and i love michael 4 ever
God bless
 
omg thank you for this!!! I really needed this, really! I don't know if you ever saw my "Michael jackson birthday post". But on the day of his bday i spent the day watching his videos and stuff on tv because thats all they were giving. And everything was perfectly fine. That night i went out with my family to go eat and all they were playing on the radio was his songs. I started singing along and my family got mad. They started talking shit on how they can't take it blah blah blah and i was like well to bad, the RADIO is the one playing his songs not me. And then my dad started yelling over and over again "He is dead, he is dead!" and i just broke down in tears over that. Ofcourse i know he is dead, why try to bring me down when i was perfectly fine celebrating his life. So my mom started talking about how she doesn't know why i cared so much because i didn't even know him, and because i'm not his family etc. I was like wtf?!?! i told her i may not have known him but i supported him, and i admired him as a person and as an artist. And she kept on going and i simply told her to lay off. The only thing that made me happier was at night when i saw this little girl with the "king of pop" shirt and a fedora hat. She had to be about 9,10, or 11 years old. It made me happy to think his legacy is never going to die and that somewhere else he is appreciated. and i agree, a fan is to little to tine a word to label or call us what we deserve. Michael lived for the music and for his fans, and the least i can do is respect his death and defend him.
 
dori727 said:
I started singing along and my family got mad. They started talking shit on how they can't take it blah blah blah and i was like well to bad, the RADIO is the one playing his songs not me. And then my dad started yelling over and over again "He is dead, he is dead!" and i just broke down in tears over that.
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OMG i'm so sorry to hear that. it must be terribly hard for you to hear that. i'm so sorry. they just dont understand. i wish i could hug you.
now i see how lucky i am cause my family is so supportive. when i felt really bad they would talk to me for 4-5 hours just to make me feel better.

(((hugs))))
 
its ok, and they can be supportive...when they want to. ugh and i wish they would talk to me about it like that. My mom tried sort of, when she saw how mad I got but all she would say was "but you are not his family, you didn't know him". And thanks for the hug!! that really made me smile =D
 
dori727 said:
I started singing along and my family got mad. They started talking shit on how they can't take it blah blah blah and i was like well to bad, the RADIO is the one playing his songs not me. And then my dad started yelling over and over again "He is dead, he is dead!" and i just broke down in tears over that.
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um...this really so sad to me and i'm sorry of that.
Although Michael was dead, but his soul was live with us and he'll looks at us in heaven.
so, believe that he was alive with us and i want you can feel more better now.
Give you a big hug^^
 
my family and friends never supported me in it,
the only thing they do is to yell me and be angry with me, or to laugh at me because i love michael...

but i'm happy because we we have each other...

we are not just fans, we are a family.
you all here are so careful...
 
hey thank you i just knew i wasnt the only one who felt like this ya kno but it just felt like i had to keep defending myself on why i was hurting and i said to myself they wont get only people like u and a few others will understand thaks for the love :)
 
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