first i get some random weirdos sending me porno websites and now this shit, as if today cant get any worse... the next things thats gonna happen is me getting run over by a bus but knowing my luck i'd probably survive just to suffer some more crap... my group FUCKED up today, i dunno whether to feel disapointed inmyself or them but what ever happend in drama today has destroyed what ever confidence i had, the only good i can see in this whole thing is that the exam hasnt exactly finnished yet and will continue onto the next term... i feel so down i wish i could die cos it ain the first time something like this has happend to me the one thing i could say with pride that i am good at is no officialy flopped up into my face... i feel like such a failure, i hope that one day i will get some justice done to what i am capable off because at the moment i dont think i can ever succeed at anything no matter how hard i work, somethings allways going to go wrong.