:flowers: thanks to you both. honestly i couldnt believe it. im practically all my granny has after a huge family argument a while back now with my mum, sister and her. :no: going into that hospital room was so hard, because i didnt know what to expect. all i got told was that yesterday at about 12ish she had a small stroke. she was lucky that her sister was going round and walked through the gate as it happened.

ugh, this is just not my week at all! i keep thinking about last week, with steve irwin and peter brock and keep thinking in the back of my head; what if? oh god, please help me

raying:

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