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These Are My Confessions

i confess ive been pretty off with my friends lately
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Hello...

I'm Jodi. Not sure if you remember me. Maybe I should refresh your memory. I spoke to you for approx. 3 weeks, often 12 hours a day, when you were suicidal, anorexic, and had suffered surgery, a fall, and brain damage.

Seems you've fallen again, and again, and again... Correct?

Every time I have spoken to you, some physical incapacitation is burdening you again.

Are you in a War zone?

Or do you enjoy the sympathy and attention you gain through advertising your pain?

It seems highly unrealistic that you continuously fall.

When we spoke for those 3 weeks, I was there for you. You suffered brain lapses, constantly told me that you were going to kill yourself, pull out your IV, that you had fallen over in the shower, that your horse kicked you and caused you to break your leg...

Is it a fun game from you?
Or do you need to remain in an intensive care ward constantly (just in case)?

I was warned about you, but I opened my heart. I often didn't sleep -- staying awake 'till 6 in the morning in order to be by your side via MSN. I sent you many Michael Jackson Bad pictures and MSN emoticons, to cheer you up. That took a lot of time. I moved my bed by my computer, because I was shit scared that you'd slash your wrists and drain yourself to death. You said that I was a sister to you... I ended up shaking and crying in my dads arms, believing that your life was hanging on a string.

Seems that I'm now another void. A girl, disappeared and gone, now that you don't require my attention. You don't need me anymore, so I don't exist.

Hopefully Michael Jackson will come on his white horse and save you from your demise, before you suffocate in your own dellusions.

Love, Jodi.

Ps: If anyone is going to defend you, or attack me about my post... I have the right to express myself, you do not know the situation, nor what occured, so keep your trap shut.
 
Hello...

I'm Jodi. Not sure if you remember me. Maybe I should refresh your memory. I spoke to you for approx. 3 weeks, often 12 hours a day, when you were suicidal, anorexic, and had suffered surgery, a fall, and brain damage.

Seems you've fallen again, and again, and again... Correct?

Every time I have spoken to you, some physical incapacitation is burdening you again.

Are you in a War zone?

Or do you enjoy the sympathy and attention you gain through advertising your pain?

It seems highly unrealistic that you continuously fall.

When we spoke for those 3 weeks, I was there for you. You suffered brain lapses, constantly told me that you were going to kill yourself, pull out your IV, that you had fallen over in the shower, that your horse kicked you and caused you to break your leg...

Is it a fun game from you?
Or do you need to remain in an intensive care ward constantly (just in case)?

I was warned about you, but I opened my heart. I often didn't sleep -- staying awake 'till 6 in the morning in order to be by your side via MSN. I sent you many Michael Jackson Bad pictures and MSN emoticons, to cheer you up. That took a lot of time. I moved my bed by my computer, because I was shit scared that you'd slash your wrists and drain yourself to death. You said that I was a sister to you... I ended up shaking and crying in my dads arms, believing that your life was hanging on a string.

Seems that I'm now another void. A girl, disappeared and gone, now that you don't require my attention. You don't need me anymore, so I don't exist.

Hopefully Michael Jackson will come on his white horse and save you from your demise, before you suffocate in your own dellusions.

Love, Jodi.

Ps: If anyone is going to defend you, or attack me about my post... I have the right to express myself, you do not know the situation, nor what occured, so keep your trap shut.
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excuse me

i do remember u actually i just dont use my MSN much now im on laptop so before u have a personal attack on me try PM'Ing me first okay if i see this again ill report it to the mods
 
I confess I was always waaaay too suspicious of all the "incidents"

now some things are confirmed, and the reaction confirms it more, glad I wasn't sucked in...
 
And still, no appreciation.

This is not about whether or not we speak on msn constantly. Your "brother" was on your msn, speaking to me... for months, I would speak to him occasionally. And during that period of time you WOULD also come online, yet would either ignore me or speak to me like I was just another random MSNer. Not that I practically didn't sleep for 3 weeks, attempting to stop you from killing yourself.

It's not hard to send an email. One email.

That was not my point.
My point is that you have lied, manipulated, USED, and deceived yourself, myself, and others.

You constantly told me that you would KILL yourself if I was not to stop you, to convince you otherways. You'd beg for me to let you die, and you put YOUR life in MY hands. How do you think it feels to have someones life in your hands? How do you think it feels?
And when you're feeling a little better, I don't hear from you again.

And you see NOTHING wrong with that.

I gave my all to you, and when you didn't need me, I'm nothing.

No, I am NOT moving to PM, because this is a "Confessions" thread, and I am purging of my frustration just as you are with your little comments... And now that's the end of it.

So, stay on your high-horse, continue to be self-righteous. You're always hurt by the world (you're the victim of humanity), yet you never hurt anyone else, correct?

Thought so.

Report me to the mods if you so wish. But look in the mirror before you do so.
 
:eek: :eek: :eek:
Alllriiite a SIMPLE one from me. I aint goin into my diary for nothin...:

I like black guys :ph34r: A LOT :ph34r: and I like very few white guys :ph34r: and Im white :ph34r:

... :lol:
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:lol: OH MY!

:whisperinginear ME TOO, though im white (oh la la mike)
 
And still, no appreciation.

This is not about whether or not we speak on msn constantly. Your "brother" was on your msn, speaking to me... for months, I would speak to him occasionally. And during that period of time you WOULD also come online, yet would either ignore me or speak to me like I was just another random MSNer. Not that I practically didn't sleep for 3 weeks, attempting to stop you from killing yourself.

It's not hard to send an email. One email.

That was not my point.
My point is that you have lied, manipulated, USED, and deceived yourself, myself, and others.

You constantly told me that you would KILL yourself if I was not to stop you, to convince you otherways. You'd beg for me to let you die, and you put YOUR life in MY hands. How do you think it feels to have someones life in your hands? How do you think it feels?
And when you're feeling a little better, I don't hear from you again.

And you see NOTHING wrong with that.

I gave my all to you, and when you didn't need me, I'm nothing.

No, I am NOT moving to PM, because this is a "Confessions" thread, and I am purging of my frustration just as you are with your little comments... And now that's the end of it.

So, stay on your high-horse, continue to be self-righteous. You're always hurt by the world (you're the victim of humanity), yet you never hurt anyone else, correct?

Thought so.

Report me to the mods if you so wish. But look in the mirror before you do so.
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set one thing straight

i havent used my MSN becoz it wouldnt load on my laptop u wanna talk to me girl u had plenty of opportunitys cuz i was on the other messengers so stop acting spoilt
 
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