Days 6 and 7

Where do I begin?

First of all, to Ms. Alvarez--this is a criminal trial, not a Hollywood audition! Focus on testifying truthfully instead of refining your instrument.

I hope and pray more everyday that as more and more of these instances of obvious neglect come to light, it will secure the right verdict. I really do.

I didn't know until yesterday that Propofol restricts a person's airway. When I was about to go to work I was going to pull out of the driveway and my mom came out to tell me that she thought it was very likely that Ms. Anding heard Michael coughing in the background while she was on the phone. I have to say that I agree with her. I didn't want to think that it could have been Michael, but who knows?

I also always assumed that the reason Michael's eyes were open was because Murray had opened them to check the pupils (if they were dilated). I don't want to think for a moment that Michael could possibly have died with them open--and perhaps suffered. I can't take that.

Well, I listened to the full recording that they played earlier today of Michael.


It makes me so incredibly sad. Not only was he being recorded in that condition, but it doesn't seem like there was any concern at all about him. None whatsoever. Just an occasional "uh-huh," and "are you okay?" ????????????



I am sorry. Sorry that those who were in a position of helping you could see you as nothing more than a commodity, rather than the living breathing human being that you were.

I am so very sorry.

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