Did MJ Find Love In The Dark (continued)

I think it will be difficult for MJ to trust a woman again after 2 his ex s left him, one because she didn't want children with him and felt concerned for her money, with another one they would still maybe had a happy family even though maybe as friends if MJ was not so famous, as deb couldn't bear so much press and attention and couldn't do simple things in life on her own anymore and she didn't want to refuse from that, but one has to think about it before. So the fact is that both women left MJ as I think because of selfish reasons or because they couldn't stand life like that anymore and maybe he expressed his feelings about it in the song "Don't walk away".

Don’t walk away
See I just can’t find the right thing to say
I tried but all my pain gets in the way
Tell me what I have to do so you’ll stay
Should I get down on my knees and pray

[ CHORUS 1 ]
And how can I stop losing you
How can I begin to say
When there’s nothing left
to do but walk away

I close my eyes
Just to try and see you smile one more time
But it’s been so long now all I do is cry
Can’t we find some love to take this away
‘Cause the pain gets stronger every day

[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/8dRM ]
[ CHORUS 2 ]
How can I begin again
How am I to understand
When there’s nothing left
to du but walk away

See now why
All my dreams been broken
I don’t know where we’re going
Everything we said and all we done now
Don’t let go, I don’t wanna walk away
Now why
All my dreams are broken
Don’t know where we’re going
Everything begins to set us free
Can’t you see, I don’t wanna walk away

If you go, I won’t forget you girl
Can’t you see that you will always be
Even though I had to let you go
Don't you need me, Don't you need me
There’ nothing left to do
Don’t walk away
 
When he recorded "Don't Walk Away" it really does seem as though he was feeling like love would never become a reality for him, but something caused him to record "One More Chance" two years after releasing "Don't Walk Away." So, it seems like he's willing to give love another chance to come into his life. Plus, he also worked on "Beautiful Girl" in 2004 and it's about being in love. He's going to have to trust again in order to love again. The two go hand in hand. Some years ago he had also mentioned wanting to grow old with someone and that wish cannot come true unless he's willing to trust someone. Then, there are the verses he sings in "Hold My Hand" which say:

This life don't last forever
(Hold my hand)
So tell me what we're waitin' for
(Hold my hand)
We're better off being together
(Hold my hand)
Than being miserable alone
(Hold my hand)

'Cause I've been there before
And you've been there before
But together we can be alright
'Cause when it gets dark
And when it gets cold
We hold each other till we see the sunlight

So, if you just
(Hold my hand)
Baby, I promise that I'll do all I can
And things will get better if you just
(Hold my hand)
Nothing can come in between us if you just
(Hold my hand)
These are not the type of words to sing when you don't want to trust ever again, as these words are not about walking away. They are about coming together.

These are better times for MJ now. His first two marriages had many obstacles in the way. These are the very things that he's been working very hard to rid his life of lately.
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MJ made sure his lady friend's song sounded beautiful. I just noticed what the big difference is between "For All Time" and the other remixes on the "Thriller 25" CD.

It's this...
"For All Time"
Written and Composed by Steve Porcaro & Michael Sherwood
So Little Time Music (ASCAP) / Shecktones Music (ASCAP)
Remixed 10/07
Recorded by Bruce Swedien
Keyboards: Steve Porcaro and David Paich
Guitar: Steve Lukather
Drums: Jeff Porcaro
Additional keyboards: Angelikson Productions
Mixed by Mick Guzauski
Mixing assistant: Tom Bender
Produced by Michael Jackson
previously unreleased track from Thriller sessions
He brought in real musicians for it. He had real keyboards, a guitar and drums. He even had one of the guys that wrote "For All Time" involved in this "Thriller25" recording session.

He gave "For All Time" special treatment. It's the only remix on the "Thriller 25" CD that had real instruments added to it. Also, it's the last song on the CD, but the first song he worked on.

Awwwwwww. He is such a sweetheart. :wub:
 
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^ okay Sherlock you really did it this time! :lol:

Seriously though, great observation! :flowers: and yes, it is a very beautiful thought, to consider that's the reason for those details.

*singing*

Just because you read it on MJJC
Or see it written on here
Don't make it factual
Everybody wants to read all about it
Just because you read it in on MJJC
Or see it written on here
Don't make it factual
See, but everybody wants to believe all about it

Just because you read it on MJJC
Or see it written on here
Don't make it factual
See, but everybody wants to believe all about it
Just because you read it on MJJC
Or see it posted on here
Don't make it factual, actual
She's blonde and she's Mike-fan, ya know! :yes: :kickass: :lmao: :lmao:

^ :lol:

Everyone should read what you wrote seriously though. A "disclaimer" of sorts lol we should put on each page of this thread, along with a blurb underneath that says,

"The views expressed here are not those of MJJC, MJ, as far as anyone knows for sure lol, his "lady friend" as far as anyone knows, nor anyone except us as far as we know. Membership into the "SITD" club is free. Your views are welcome. The only requirement is that you use MJ song lyrics to explain your version of "the unfolding story" and if you use video references be as clear and specific as possible so that we can understand the sense of what you are saying.

For example, you mentioned that "her name was leaked" on American TV show in recent times. If this was the case, would not others have picked up on this? MJ fans are ALWAYS, imo, on the prowl for any news regarding Michael
true, and during the trial, zillions of fans, many of whom listened ONLY for legal details, latched onto every word spoken by the media so anything out of the ordinary would have really STOOD OUT for more than just one or two fans to turn into some mildly rumbling rumor. It would have been a tremor within the fan community.


In addition, you mentioned "this lady" being a key witness for the defense, becoming traumatized, sick and the media wishing her well;

I don't believe someone who made MJ feel stronger than ever has this type of make-up. If she was an anonymous person with no media pressure, there would be no reason for her to be "traumatized", especially that far into the trial. The more tired MJ became through the gruelling ordeal, the stronger this person would become, for him, if for nothing else - rooting him along from the sidelines with her spirit, just like everyone else was doing who loved him and wanted to see him make it to the finish line. Its not as if she helped him get dressed every day and went through that gruelling ordeal physically herself and her faith had to be congruent with his. Remember his mother said he was STRONGER than all of them were! If this love kept him going, then his "lady friend" would be a strong person, not a weak person. Speaking of which, that is another reason I don't give credence to the storyline of Who Is It. The woman in that story was pathetically weak. Those people did not kidnap her. In the end MJ's character learned the truth about her, then, went on with his life, and she went back to her pathetic life of trading love for money. End of story. Brilliantly directed piece of "fan fiction".


And about the sealed transcripts, that is just IT they are SEALED! How would anyone know that things pertaining to this "mystery woman" were removed UNLESS, imo, Thomas Mesearu and his assistant shared such privy information. Mr. Mesearu DOES NOT give the impression that he is that type of lawyer who would give out such personal material
I agree 100%. If there was ever an attorney who is/was extremely protective of things such as attorney/client priveledge and any information pertaining to the case, especially information that could potentially compromise the strength and integrity of his defense , it is Tom Messereau. He gives the most impeccable impression of professionalism of any I've ever seen, and I'd go so far as to say that probably anyone who's worked with an attorney in any capacity could say even the worst among them don't violate those things, especially in an environment where fans run rampant with rumors, not to mention the media. . . and someone is supposed to believe that information was "leaked" to THE MEDIA(? lol) and at the most sensitive time of the trial's defense? If the word "surprise witness" came out of the mouth of the media during that time, it was HYPE perhaps based on some RUMOR like everything else the media was doing back then or that word could have applied to any witness the media wanted to "hype".

About the engagement thing I have only heard about 2 women reaching the point of being engaged to him, which are Romonica Harris and Shanna Mantagal. What is puzzling to me is if he was engaged in 86 and 87 then, in 90 and 91, did he not have opportunities to resume where they left off after his divorce to Lisa? Why Debbie? Should he not have returned to her.
Interestingly, regardless to exactly how very "engaged" he actually was, to anyone, it truly bowls me over how some people won't look at the fact that the man exercises CHOICES. It seems imho that he chose not to marry either of them nor anyone else (perhaps because as awesome as both of them must be, to have attracted him in the first place, and as awesome as many women he meets undoubtedly are); they evidently weren't "the one" HE was looking for and seems to have opted for marrying his friends whom he had lots of love for - one, who he thought might work out for him, whether she was 'the one' or not, but it didn't - and sometimes I think it did work out for the time, season and purpose, according to their mutual understandings they had in place but may have gotten out of "understanding" down the road as "understandings" often do - - and then the other friend who offerred/insisted upon bringing kids forth for him to satisfy that aspect of his life he'd been longing to fullfill. She evidently knew she was doing that in absence of being "the one" herself and just did it as a friend who loved him. It doesn't seem complicated to me and fans make it so..


I think MJ is too shy and that's why will never go find that woman or women but will continue singing about it in songs. And that woman is too shy to go find MJ. The END of the story.
^If indeed the music is a means of "communicating" I'd say this seems to be the long and short of it all.

I will add that I would not be quick to agree with the word "never" however, because that word (never) has been known to have a power all its own, hence the expression, "never say never because ya neverrrrrr know" - if you've ever said it then found yourself experiencing that very thing you said would "never" happen, then you know what I'm talking about.
 
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Coming back to make a major correction to my above post about "For All Time."

First, the correct spelling of Jeff's last name is Porcaro which I corrected above. He and Steve are brothers.

Second, Jeff passed away in 1992 as shown here: http://www.drummerworld.com/drummers/Jeff_Porcaro.html Therefore, when MJ worked on "For All Time" for the "Thriller 25" CD, Jeff was not there, but what he contributed to the song was. Also, here's an excerpt from Jeff's bio that shows he worked with MJ on the "Thriller" album.
From the start of his career, Jeff Porcaro was viewed as one of the music industry's top drummers. Porcaro possessed an impeccable sense of rhythm as well as a versatility that bridged virtually every style. Among the hundreds of albums he played on were Boz Scaggs' "Silk Degrees" (for which he wrote "Lowdown" and "Lido Shuffle") [sic], Dire Straits" "On Every Street", Michael Jackson's "Thriller", Elton John's "Jump Up", Don Henley's "End Of The Innocence", Warren Zevon's "Excitable Boy", Rickie Lee Jones' debut, and Bruce Springsteen's "Human Touch".
But, again, "For All Time" is the only remix on "Thriller 25" that has real instruments. The other remixes, a total of five songs, were done in 11/07. The one song with real instruments, "For All Time," was worked on in 10/07.
 
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^ ya knowwwww? :brow: Grandpa "Holmes" would be very proud of this level of detail :yes:

(is your real name "Shirley"?)

j/k :lol:

:D Its good to know these things, to maintain the quality of this lovely story you'e got us addicted to here so

its ALL good...

...and you know the expression.

God is in the details :flowers: THANKS for coming back and sharing that.
 
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Just trying to keep the thread moving in the right direction while the beautiful mystery is still unfolding.
:flowers:

Here are some other things that I want to point out in the cover for MJ's "Number Ones" CD, the song "You Are My Life," "Stranger In Moscow," the trial, the song "For All Time" and what's presently taking place in his life.

In the "Special Thanks" section of his "Number Ones" CD cover he said the following:
To my "other" family...thanks and gratitude for your love...your support...and for always being there for me...and for my children...Love, Michael Jackson
Is his lady friend a part of this other family? He said thank you to this family on behalf of himself and his children. He thanked them for always being there. He put the word other in quotes and he did not name the members of this family but apparently, they are important to him enough for him to include them in the Thank You's. Remember we had a discussion in the thread about him possibly becoming a step father? This is one of those things that makes you go, "Hmmmm, his other family..."

In "You Are My Life" he said:
Now I wake up everyday
With this smile upon my face
No more tears, no more pain
'Cause you love me
You help me understand
That love is the answer to all that I am
And I'm a better man
In 2001, he felt love deprived. There were tears flowing from his eyes because of it. In 2004, in "The Way You Love Me," he said "I was alone there was no love in my life. I was afraid of life and you came in time." If he was still feeling love deprived as in 2001, and that had continued on all the way up until he had gone through the trial, he would not have had the strength that he displayed to the very end. It would have been too much to bare alone. It would have meant feeling hated and also being hammered by those that were showing him hatred. That's too much for one person to bare alone and that's how everyone should be able to tell that someone came to MJ and brought love with her. She supplied him with an abundance of love to carry him through. One on one love would nourish someone that was feeling love deprived.

In "Stranger In Moscow" he said, "Happy days will drown the pain." During interviews from the new millenium he has mentioned the pain he has gone through. The word pain is in several songs on the "Invincible" CD. But, in the song "You Are My Life" he said there would be no more pain because she loves him.

Now, look at the way that he withstood the pressure of the trial and how he is acting right now in the present day. He's not even acting like he went through all of that. He's happy, cheerful, smiling and laughing. The love he was getting from her sustained him and this is why I now have been looking again at this line from "For All Time" that seemed unclear to many of us here.

Some of us think it's saying "For this good love I'm receiving." Some of us think it's saying "For this good love undeceiving." The lyrics from the "Thriller 25" booklet provided with the CD that was distributed in Japan says, "For this good love undeceiving..." And if you really listen closely it does sometimes sound like he is saying "For this good love undeceiving..." It sounds like he's hanging on the "n" while singing the word "undeceiving" in this line. "For this good love unnnnnndeceiving..." can very easily sound like "For this good love I'm receiving." But, if we think about what he needed to get through the trial, which is true love, and how he felt love deprived in 2001, and how he had been deceived so many times in the past, he would indeed need this love to be undeceiving or it was not going to be enough to strengthen him during his darkest hour. He could not afford for it to seem real and then find out that it wasn't during a time like that.

Therefore, I'm now starting to think that he is saying, "For this good love undeceiving, I'd go anywhere just as long as you are there."
 
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hm I took 'other family' to be those close members of his team

hm gotta listen to that unnnnndeceiving again :yes: but I can believe it.

I'm reminded of the scripture that says (paraphrased) when God gives a blessing He brings no pain with it ..

I'll be back at some point to post the exact words...
 
Moddie777...you are so right about, Who is it, it is a key factor as it was others that hurt them. They have weathered the good, bad and ugly together! The music videos are very telling, they give a lot of details and clues. Her name was leaked on american tv show in recent times...they were very much in awe of her inner strength and calmness. I won't say which show or what her name is but its the same love for the last 25 years. MJ has never been involved with any other woman and the trial actually dealt with all that sort of stuff. She was the defense surprise key witness, she was involved with the trial.The news had said she was traumatized and sick like MJ and wished her a speedy recovery. There was info etc about her off and on throughout the years and during the trial but there are gags in place, sealed documents, etc. Everything about her was removed, she was made invisible.... Remember the public got the 'Judge approved transcripts'. A lot of people actually know her like staff, friends, family, business associates. People don't know MJ unless they know her, that has always been the common denominator....so when fans or cuckoos get an autograph and claim to know him or claim to be in the know its clear that they are playing games. There are some that know a lot about her but don't personally know her like Geraldo, Jay Leno and a few others. They were engaged in 86 or 87 and also they were engaged in either later of 1990 or early 1991 there was a tv news announcement about it. They couldn't marry due to circumstances and MJ is very careful throughout time on what he says about her due to legalities and safety, security issues. So depending on what is going on at the time as to what he can say and how much. That's why they chose to share their lives through MJ's song and dance.

In the 80's she was referred to as Tinker Bell, 90's Mystery girl, and 2000's his Queen. MJ's song and dance has always been about them and will always be. Future songs will be more clearer meaning less words of mystery. Once people understand history then one has a better understanding of the present and future. The vogue magazine is very telling its one of MJ's masterpieces! It's good to see these type of discussions throughout the years! PHM was edited a lot for public but the intro and ending of it is in dedication to her. It's easy to find the connections between all the songs by matching similar lyrics. As we learn how to match things in grade 1 and 2 but unless we look at the bad and ugly we will never fully understand what happened to them and appreciate the good and some of things they survived! Also we would have more appreciation for Mj as a musical genius! Do any of you get when and why the masks and scarves came about?


Wow...this is very interesting :D Thanks :)!!this is so romantic!!!!
 
I think it's really amazing that he wrote a love song during the trial. It really shows that he had her on his mind the whole time. The words to "You Are So Beautiful" are really loving. The first part of the song shows he felt true love coming from her. It also shows that she was with him.
You are so beautiful, to me
your true love showed me the way
the way, I had to go
I walked with you
A thousand miles
through hurtful lies
Standing strong with you
Additionally, the above part of "You Are So Beautiful" reveals that a request he made in "Will You Be There" was fulfilled. Three times in "Will You Be There" he said he wanted her to show him.
Will you show to me
You'll be there for me
Hold me (show me)
Show me you care
In "You Are So Beautiful" he said "Your true love showed me..." And what did he say at the end of "You Are So Beautiful?" He said "You were there." What did he say in his good-bye message before going overseas? He said, "You were there when I really needed you. Your ever-present love held me..."

He had to feel her love in order to be able to see that she cared about him. She did it. She showed him and this could be the reason why he's so happy right now. It must be really nice to have someone come to him and show him true love right when he needed it the most.
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And you know how you can tell that he did not have to give her anything for it? You can tell because in "For All Time" he said, "If these words could keep you happy, I'd do anything." He's giving her his word. Nowhere in this song does he mention material things. Nowhere in "You Are So Beautiful" does he mention material things. Nowhere in "One More Chance" does he mention material things. Nowhere in "Beautiful Girl" does he mention material things and nowhere in "The Way You Love Me" does he mention material things. It's because he didn't need it. True love is free. The saying, "The best things in life are free" sure was confirmed here.

Also, God does not put a price tag on the things that He creates. What He creates is free of charge and more valuable than anything that man can make, and true love is one of them. That's what makes it so fulfilling.
 
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The line in "You Are My Life" that says,"You help me understand that love is the answer to all that I am..." has come to fruition like all the other parts of the song.

:yes:

God hasn't just been working in MJ's life. He's been giving it a complete overhaul.

And the love story continues...
 
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Is of course will be great if MJ finally finds someone or maybe he already did (there was this photo with a girlfriend) and we will hear about it in new songs. Anyway what I was thinking about, if he finds her is he also really going to be not selfish and give her all those things she needs? Meaning does he want more children for example if for example she wants to have more kids of her own and to adopt some more like Angelina Jolie and Brad Pitt? Or there are many other issues. Anyway just imagine he finds her and everything is going great and then it appears that 3 children is enough for him. I did hear enough MJ songs about love and finding it, but nothing definite about his future plans when he finds it. Or maybe there are some songs about it? And does he really want to get married or just to find love and stay with it? Are there songs about it?
 
Some of these songs just may be about his Mother. A Mother's love is pure and true in a different way and clearly his Mother is his rock and has been there for him through all the celebrations and turmoils. A Mothers love is a constant love he can depend on. Just another way to look at some of the meanings in his songs, they don't all necessarily have to be about romance. Love has many meanings. :)


:popcorn::D
 
I agree with you Pua :yes:

I sometimes got the feeling he's affraid of adults in general; just his mother or really close friends like Liz Taylor had hurted him.
I don't think he's interested to find the love (romantic) in these moments, but if Michael in some moment in his life was in :heart: congrats for him :clap: it most be an awesome feeling.
 
First, let me say that I have great respect for all of you in here.

Have that in mind as I tell you that I don't think, you do this thread any favors, trying to pin point WHO Michael's great 'love' is.
I find myself getting a little frustrated with the thread, and the direction it seems to be taking.

This isn't and shouldn't be about facts.
I feel like the essence of this thread is discovery and enjoyment?

The more you try to force an idea or theory..
The moment you determined to make it the 'truth'..
It becomes stagnant, stale.
The miracle of it all DIES, because you don't allow it to flow; Letting it take you, where it wants.

Michael may have had a 'special someone' in mind.
He may have had several; depending on the time line.
He may have had his kids in mind.
He may have had family and friends in mind.

Use your imagination. Decipher the lyrics.
But remember to leave a little room for the unknown.
For the element of surprise.
 
This thread is mainly about love, romance and spirituality as I have stated many times throughout the thread as a reminder.

The thread is entitled, "Did MJ Find Love In The Dark." When I initially started the discussion it was based on what he said in "Someone In The Dark" and "The Way You Love Me."

In "Someone In The Dark" which he officially released in 2004, he said "One sweet night I knew I would see a stranger who'd be my friend." This line automatically eliminates family and long-term friends as they were not strangers to him. This person that he was waiting for was to be someone he did not know and this person was going to come to him unannounced.

In "The Way You Love Me" he said, "I was alone in the dark when I met you." Because he said, "I was alone in the dark...," this line ties into the song "Someone In The Dark." If he said, "I was alone in the dark when I met you" in "The Way You Love Me" this can very easily mean that the one sweet night he was waiting for the stranger to come and be his friend finally happened.

In "The Way You Love Me" he also said, "I like the way how you're holding me..., I like the way how you're loving me..., I like the way how you're touching me..., I like the way how you're kissing me..." These lines point to romance, as he always says touch and kiss when he's referring to romance. You can refer back to "Butterflies" and see that touch and kiss points to romance. You can also refer back to "Break of Dawn" where he says "Kiss and touch, nothing much, let it blow just touch and go" and see that he's referring to romance whenever he mentions "kiss" and "touch" in a song.

In "Will You Be There" the first verse says, "Hold me like the river Jordan and I will then say to thee you are my friend." A person becoming someone's friend usually starts from the person not being known. In this song he also said, "Carry me like you are my brother. Love me like a mother." He also says "hold me" and "kiss me" in this song. This signifies romance and he is not going to say this to his brother or his mother. To carry him like a brother means being strong, showing some strength. Love me like a mother means to nurture him like a mother does, but do this to him as his friend. Because he says hold me and kiss me in this song, he is clearly talking to a lady friend.

In "Beautiful Girl" which has also been discussed in this thread, there is a line that says "It's almost like dancing when romancing in her arms." This line automically eliminates family and the friends mentioned above, as this line is a no-brainer and he is not going to say such things to them or about them.

"Stranger In Moscow" is mentioned in this thread because it is the song that described his agony following what took place in 1993. In this song he talks about rain coming and not ceasing. Well, in "The Way You Love Me" he says, "You took away the rain and brought the sunshine." This person that took away the rain and brought the sunshine could not be a family member or long-term friend because his family and long-term friends were around when the rain started and had been around while the rain was continuing. Therefore, it would have to have been someone outside of them that took the rain away. He said he was alone in the dark and they came in time. Someone coming to him is not going to be someone that is already around him. It is going to be someone that wasn't

In "You Are My Life" he said, "Once all alone I was lost in a world of strangers. No one to trust. On my own. I was lonely. You suddenly appeared." This person cannot be a family member or long-term friend because his family members and long-term friends were already around him. He said this person suddenly appeared. Also, this person suddenly appears in the manner that he describes in "Someone In The Dark." "In Someone In The Dark" he said "Wherever you may be I'll look up and see someone in the dark for me." Well, if he at first doesn't know where they are and he looks up and sees them, they suddenly appeared. And again, in "The Way You Love Me" he said, "I was alone in the dark when I met you. You took my hand and you told me you love me. I was alone, there was no love in my life. I was afraid of life and you came in time." If this person came in time, then they came during that time that he did not know specifically, but it was the right time when they arrived because he needed them. He needed this person to be there with him.

Did you hear what his brother Jermaine said while being interviewed by BET days after MJ was exonerated? He said he could not figure out how MJ did it. He said he was still trying to figure it out. He said somehow, MJ stood up. This right here tells us that his family was not alone in helping MJ. They don't even know who this person is. But guess what? MJ does. He's singing to her. He knows exactly who she is.

He's not romantically in love with his family members and friends. He is not singing about dancing and romancing in their arms. He is not singing about them holding him, touching him and kissing him. He is singing about this woman being with him in this way and doing these things to him.

And look at "Fall Again" that he released in 2004 along with "Beautiful Girl," and "The Way That You Love Me." In "Fall Again" he's saying, "I want to spend time till it ends." What does this mean? It means he wants to stay with her for life.

Look at what he's saying in "For All Time." "When I say I need you, that's for all time." What does that mean? It means he wants her to stay with him for life. He even mentions the rain washing away in this song. This would mean it's about the same person that took away the rain in "The Way You Love Me."

Look at what he's saying in "You Are So Beautiful." He says, "You near dried my tears, washed away my fear." This means it is the same person mentioned in "The Way You Love Me" as well as the person he was expecting in "You Are My Life," as the person in "You Are My Life" was going to suddenly appear and do what after appearing? This person was going to take away the tears, the fear and the pain.

And since the time line is covering this one person, it means the person he's singing about in "One More Chance" is also the same person, as this song is between "You Are My Life" and the ones mentioned above with the exception of "Stranger In Moscow" that was released in '95. The reason why "Stranger In Moscow" ties in is because it is the song that the rain is starting in. The rain is starting in this 1995 song and ending now.

This thread was intended to move in the direction of love, romance and spirituality, because MJ is in love—one on one love—he is being romantic and his relationship with his lady friend is very spiritual. God is involved is all facets of it just like He was involved in all facets of the trial. Actually, since MJ was singing about her in "One More Chance" well before even going through the trial, God was interacting with them before then, during and after. What does MJ mention in "For All Time?" He mentions souls embracing. This brings God's presence into the relationship after the trial because God is the creator of souls.

The events mentioned above have already taken place, and have already fallen into place. Look at MJ's description of the days while souls are embracing silently in "For All Time." He said the days are quiet.

Are the days presently quiet? Yes they are. :yes:
 
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Ohh thanks :).. and you mentioned "Will you be there" too, so this songs ties into his lady friend as well too?oww this is very interesting :D
 
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Imagine if I had to say all of that in one breath! :lol: I'd need oxygen for sure!! :lol:
 
WOw :eek: :lol:.... that would be so tiring for you!!!!that is a lot to say :yes::lol:
 
The main thing that stands out to me about this thread is the fact that a statement made without a song to support it, is pretty much off topic because we're exploring the original question which is really two part - did MJ find love - and if so, was it in some way, "in the dark"

This isn't and shouldn't be about facts.
I feel like the essence of this thread is discovery and enjoyment?
I do know what you mean as far as not trying to pinpoint and I feel that for most of us its all about the lyrics.

For me, its just about connecting any dots that are (if any) to be connected and the irresistableness of suddenly noticing certain things.

Some songs its hard to conclude about completely - - simply because sometimes there are elements of a given song that seem to me to "cancel out" a direct connection, almost like "contradictions" within the same song,

for example,

in You Are My Life - while I feel there could be a parallel in the line, "You Are the Sun" and the whole song may well be prophetic, its also hard to conclude that its about someone he doesn't know (as of the releasing in 2001) because he also says, "you taught me by sharing your life" which seems to be a very finite reference to the past.

In the song The Way You Love Me he keeps repeating, "you'll see" as to indicate they have not as of yet connected physically whereas in For All Time he says, "with a tender touch you know so well"

well - how can that be, if he's talking to/about the same person -

its that type of thing that keeps me pretty much only focused on songs where there are no "contradictions" in terms within the same song -

so what I do is look for a consistant "storyline" where there are no contradicting terms,

such as in the fact that the same action of the woman he's talking about in Who Is It (the song not the video lol) is the same action mentioned in You Are Not Alone, just mentioned with a different sentiment or expression,

or when I hear Can't Let Her Get Away, in addition to the song title suggesting what it obviously means, there is also a line that says, "I'll never let her be" both of which lines remind me of the words, "I'll never let you part" in Will You Be There simply because its saying the same thing.

Those songs are on the same album time-line wise so it makes sense they could be about the same person

now -

being that this is someone who "left" I notice in the next album, HIStory there is still talk about someone who "left" in You Are Not Alone


he also says she is "in his heart" just like in Will You Be There

- then being that in the next album, Invincible there is also a song about someone who "left" in Don't Walk Away and he expresses that this person is always in his heart

in Don't Walk Away he says, "even though I had to let you go, you will always be" - and he also says, "you and me" just as he'd said in the adlib of You Are Not Alone, "you and me - together" in addition to saying, "you are always in my heart"

- imho the point of all that, goes back to Someone In the Dark, "you and I, could never REALLY say goodbye"

so it would make sense to me that by the time 2004 came along and Someone In the Dark is on the Ultimate Collection, it only makes sense to me that as far as timeline goes, he may have put it on there, along with a song like, Fall Again to express the same thing in a different way, which in Fall Again he said, "I haven't left you alone" so it stands to reason that Someone in the Dark showed up on TUC, not so much because it was the year 2004, but because it was a reference to the past

and all this assuming any of it means...

... :lol: anything!!

Now while I'm talking about "meanings"

It seems that One More Chance could have been the result of a spiritual "revelation" he may have had as just prior to that time MJ seemed to be keeping company with men of a siritual orientation, and who were said to be assisting him and that is also the period in which he did the TV Guide interview where he mentioned the spirituality of his upbringing, so it seems he was in a very spiritual frame of mind, perhaps due to the other things he'd also been through during that period, and everyone knows that when we are "going through" is when we reach out to Spirit even more, and also toward TRUE love - so perhaps that is when he "connected" with the idea of giving the two of them a sure chance of being together by praying, meditating and then deciding to release that song OMC

With all this, I also feel we have to allow for a bit of "poetic license" because as Quincy said, "Michael understands drama" and we all know what that means, :lol: our man is drama royalty as demonstrated in the multifarious ways he goes about expressing himself.


The more you try to force an idea or theory..
The moment you determined to make it the 'truth'..
It becomes stagnant, stale.
The miracle of it all DIES, because you don't allow it to flow; Letting it take you, where it wants.
agreed

True, and I hope no one is or would continue doing that because it would really throw things off in the thread.

Michael may have had a 'special someone' in mind.
He may have had several; depending on the time line.
He may have had his kids in mind.
He may have had family and friends in mind.

yes, interestingly, the timeline is one of the key elements of this thread
which makes it very interesting when a song from the past connects with a song from recent times - and at the same time - any number of people may have been in his thoughts intermittently throughout -

the most famous entertainer in the world has to know more people than anyone in the world - or so it would seem

The fun is in the fact that its all a big "eye opener" and at the same time, very difficult for me to be "conclusive" about certain things, especially with songs that contain two contradictory aspects

- as another example,

with You Are My Life, it is also on the same album with Butterflies which MJ had a remix done for which moddie777 (i think it was) mentioned the rap by Eve where she says, "all your life you've waited for this chick, nobody told you it would feel like this"

- well if that is the case then the person he's talking about in the line that says, "you taught me by sharing your life" would not be someone he's been waiting "all his life for" as of the releasing of that same album because if he's been "waiting all his life" and "feeling" a certain way as a result of it, then that person did not teach him by sharing their life

right?

actually, imho You Rock My World is one song wherein he suggests a number of things that could be considered as "contraditory" in terms within the same song making it hard to pinpoint what he's saying

, for instance - the song is called, You Rock My World, but what he repeats in the song is You Rocked My World you know you did,which suggests that he is responding to a person of the past, then he also says, stay with me (suggesting she is presently there) then also says...."I'll be (suggesting future tense) all you need" -

so the only thing I can imagine about that is when he says "stay", he may be

talking about someone who is "with" him without being physically "with" him.

That would then make sense with what Eve says in the rap to Butterflies, and therefore suggests that all along this has been someone who he has had a "sense" (spititually) of being "with" him even though he's been "waiting" all his life for it to manifest

and whom he may have "rediscovered" or someone who "reappeared" during the big ordeal of 2003, thereby being an "answer" to his "reaching out" in the song, OMC

I hope this makes sense,If not, I hope someone will copy and quote which lines to further discuss, for clarity.


But remember to leave a little room for the unknown.
For the element of surprise.

If there is an "unfolding story" here, it will likely not be about anyone we're all familiar with anyway because, as MJ told Geraldo, when it comes to loyal friends, "you wouldn't know them" - and neither would we so it would be fruitless to even "go" there

I feel the "safest" thing we can do is stay away from interpretations.

To me the difference is that an "interpretation" is the reader/listener's "version" of what MJ is saying, whereas the lyrics themselves are strictly what MJ himself has said and when we use that information alone, it makes it more fun for the purpose of this thread imho.

What I feel the point of this thread is, is to figure out what he's saying - in some cases - seemingly, from song to song - not who he's saying it to,


For the most part I feel we've been doing pretty well. MJ's songs are like a train ride through a long tunnel ... as we enjoy the sights

or rather

the sounds

May the exploration and discovery continue...:dancin:
 
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Wow. I made a boo boo?

First of all: I was speaking in very general terms. Meaning All of Michaels songs. Some of them are used in this thread. Others are not.
Of course, the OBVIOUS love songs are not about family or friends.

I was also referring to the talk of a 'mystery woman' giving evidence at the trial etc.. That is part of what I mean by 'trying to pinpoint'.

In MY Personal Opinion:

Someone in the dark.
A stranger becoming a Friend.
The thrill of the feeling that someone (the friend) is 'out there'
This was done for E.T., so we know what it is about.

Will you be there.
He's talking about a Christian kind of love.
"Hold me like the river Jordan.." Why not the Mississippi River?
He's saying how any one, (known friend, new, or yet unknown), who cares for him, holds him up, he considers a friend.
The kiss in this song is a kiss of kindness.
This song is about his need for understanding and comfort.
If this was strictly about romantic love, he wouldn't have mentioned: 'brother' or 'mother', would he? He would make it romantic.
It's not as if he doesn't know how.
There is nothing romantic in this song to me At All.
Human kindness. A brotherly motherly love.
'Love thy neighbor' type of thing.

You are my life.
This one could be about a romantic love, or the love he now experiences, having children. A dear friend. The lyrics give no cause to think that it is ONLY about romantic love.
If you try to be sensitive to the many many levels and nuances of Love, instead of focusing 'only' on the romantic side of it, you will see, what I'm trying to say.

Speechless.
Same thing. A great love so powerful that he is at a loss for words.
His mind is racing (or spinning), and he can't describe, (because it's such a powerful feeling), but he isn't unhappy.
It's like someone being so much in love that it takes their breath away.
We can't live without air but that isn't what we mean, when we say it.


Did you hear what his brother Jermaine said while being interviewed by BET days after MJ was exonerated? He said he could not figure out how MJ did it. He said he was still trying to figure it out. He said somehow, MJ stood up. This right here tells us that his family was not alone in helping MJ. They don't even know who this person is. But guess what? MJ does. He's singing to her. He knows exactly who she is.

He's not romantically in love with his family members and friends.

A person gets his/her strength from MANY different sources.
Family, friends, (fans too, in his case), lovers, pure will power, God.
And yes guess what, Michael and his lady friend, (if there is one), are the only ones 'in the know'.
If you insist on going in the direction mentioned in the quote above, then that is all you will 'see'.

I will refrain from making further comments, as I don't want this thread to turn into a discussion of 'right or wrong'.
I do not comment on certain things, because some of it feels true. Meaning I agree.
Other things make little sense to me but so what?
There should be made room for ideas, different from our own.

State, I don't mean to ignore you.
You had a lot to say that I can't remember right this second, so I have to get back to you on that lol
I agree with many things you said.
What you said about Eve, "You are my life", remix and interpretation.

As an artist having to add a little something something to a song, you have to interpret it, right?
'well, if she was wrong, wouldn't Michael correct her?' Not necessarily.
The original song is open for interpretation. The remix is not. It pinpoints.
If there is room for interpretation, you may not be wrong, so why change it?

I think Michael likes to give 'clues' that go in all direction.
That way everyone will find something that makes the song special to them, and Michael gets to keep his secrets ;)
 
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This thread is mainly about love, romance and spirituality as I have stated many times throughout the thread as a reminder.

The thread is entitled, "Did MJ Find Love In The Dark." When I initially started the discussion it was based on what he said in "Someone In The Dark" and "The Way You Love Me."

In "Someone In The Dark" which he officially released in 2004, he said "One sweet night I knew I would see a stranger who'd be my friend." This line automatically eliminates family and long-term friends as they were not strangers to him. This person that he was waiting for was to be someone he did not know and this person was going to come to him unannounced.

In "The Way You Love Me" he said, "I was alone in the dark when I met you." Because he said, "I was alone in the dark...," this line ties into the song "Someone In The Dark." If he said, "I was alone in the dark when I met you" in "The Way You Love Me" this can very easily mean that the one sweet night he was waiting for the stranger to come and be his friend finally happened.

In "The Way You Love Me" he also said, "I like the way how you're holding me..., I like the way how you're loving me..., I like the way how you're touching me..., I like the way how you're kissing me..." These lines point to romance, as he always says touch and kiss when he's referring to romance. You can refer back to "Butterflies" and see that touch and kiss points to romance. You can also refer back to "Break of Dawn" where he says "Kiss and touch, nothing much, let it blow just touch and go" and see that he's referring to romance whenever he mentions "kiss" and "touch" in a song.

In "Will You Be There" the first verse says, "Hold me like the river Jordan and I will then say to thee you are my friend." A person becoming someone's friend usually starts from the person not being known. In this song he also said, "Carry me like you are my brother. Love me like a mother." He also says "hold me" and "kiss me" in this song. This signifies romance and he is not going to say this to his brother or his mother. To carry him like a brother means being strong, showing some strength. Love me like a mother means to nurture him like a mother does, but do this to him as his friend. Because he says hold me and kiss me in this song, he is clearly talking to a lady friend.

In "Beautiful Girl" which has also been discussed in this thread, there is a line that says "It's almost like dancing when romancing in her arms." This line automically eliminates family and the friends mentioned above, as this line is a no-brainer and he is not going to say such things to them or about them.

"Stranger In Moscow" is mentioned in this thread because it is the song that described his agony following what took place in 1993. In this song he talks about rain coming and not ceasing. Well, in "The Way You Love Me" he says, "You took away the rain and brought the sunshine." This person that took away the rain and brought the sunshine could not be a family member or long-term friend because his family and long-term friends were around when the rain started and had been around while the rain was continuing. Therefore, it would have to have been someone outside of them that took the rain away. He said he was alone in the dark and they came in time. Someone coming to him is not going to be someone that is already around him. It is going to be someone that wasn't

In "You Are My Life" he said, "Once all alone I was lost in a world of strangers. No one to trust. On my own. I was lonely. You suddenly appeared." This person cannot be a family member or long-term friend because his family members and long-term friends were already around him. He said this person suddenly appeared. Also, this person suddenly appears in the manner that he describes in "Someone In The Dark." "In Someone In The Dark" he said "Wherever you may be I'll look up and see someone in the dark for me." Well, if he at first doesn't know where they are and he looks up and sees them, they suddenly appeared. And again, in "The Way You Love Me" he said, "I was alone in the dark when I met you. You took my hand and you told me you love me. I was alone, there was no love in my life. I was afraid of life and you came in time." If this person came in time, then they came during that time that he did not know specifically, but it was the right time when they arrived because he needed them. He needed this person to be there with him.

Did you hear what his brother Jermaine said while being interviewed by BET days after MJ was exonerated? He said he could not figure out how MJ did it. He said he was still trying to figure it out. He said somehow, MJ stood up. This right here tells us that his family was not alone in helping MJ. They don't even know who this person is. But guess what? MJ does. He's singing to her. He knows exactly who she is.

He's not romantically in love with his family members and friends. He is not singing about dancing and romancing in their arms. He is not singing about them holding him, touching him and kissing him. He is singing about this woman being with him in this way and doing these things to him.

And look at "Fall Again" that he released in 2004 along with "Beautiful Girl," and "The Way That You Love Me." In "Fall Again" he's saying, "I want to spend time till it ends." What does this mean? It means he wants to stay with her for life.

Look at what he's saying in "For All Time." "When I say I need you, that's for all time." What does that mean? It means he wants her to stay with him for life. He even mentions the rain washing away in this song. This would mean it's about the same person that took away the rain in "The Way You Love Me."

Look at what he's saying in "You Are So Beautiful." He says, "You near dried my tears, washed away my fear." This means it is the same person mentioned in "The Way You Love Me" as well as the person he was expecting in "You Are My Life," as the person in "You Are My Life" was going to suddenly appear and do what after appearing? This person was going to take away the tears, the fear and the pain.

And since the time line is covering this one person, it means the person he's singing about in "One More Chance" is also the same person, as this song is between "You Are My Life" and the ones mentioned above with the exception of "Stranger In Moscow" that was released in '95. The reason why "Stranger In Moscow" ties in is because it is the song that the rain is starting in. The rain is starting in this 1995 song and ending now.

This thread was intended to move in the direction of love, romance and spirituality, because MJ is in love—one on one love—he is being romantic and his relationship with his lady friend is very spiritual. God is involved is all facets of it just like He was involved in all facets of the trial. Actually, since MJ was singing about her in "One More Chance" well before even going through the trial, God was interacting with them before then, during and after. What does MJ mention in "For All Time?" He mentions souls embracing. This brings God's presence into the relationship after the trial because God is the creator of souls.

The events mentioned above have already taken place, and have already fallen into place. Look at MJ's description of the days while souls are embracing silently in "For All Time." He said the days are quiet.

Are the days presently quiet? Yes they are. :yes:

:clapping::clapping::clapping:SUPERB JOB! You laid out the arguments and backed them up with facts including time frames. Are you a lawyer because if you are I NEVER and I mean NEVER EVER want to be found in a court room with you for I would surely lose the case.
 
Michael Jackson is a natural born sweetie. He cannot fake that for a period of 50 years. A person can't touch the lives and souls of others in a loving and positive way if they have a dark heart. It will not work.

Look at the love that he put into Neverland. You can feel the beauty of Neverland just by looking at it in photos. A person that has a dark heart cannot create a place like that. A person that has a dark heart is going to create a place that will drain the energy of everyone that enters it. When people go to Neverland they leave revived.

It is Michael's spirit that was filling Neverland and bringing it to life. When he's not around people can tell. That entire county can tell he is gone even though Neverland is still there. Right now, it's like Neverland is sleeping and waiting for him to return and wake it up. In addition to this, the citizens of that county miss him. No one in their right mind would miss a person that has a dark heart and this is another way of knowing that Michael doesn't.
:yes::yes::yes::yes:
I agree
 
I think who ever this person is will be "in love" with Mr. Jackson till the end of time...I think this person has been by his side from the beginning, the middle, and will "always" be there for him which ever road life takes them...

They are predestined, prohetic, it appear by all the romantic compositions Mr.Jackson has finally found what he has been searching across the globe for all these years...THAT one in a million..!

As the very romantic mystery continues...

Giggles~~~

Heal The World~~~"Education Is The Key"
 
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