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cgrimberg

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The last weeks have been the worst days of my life. My idol, my life, my insperation, my world and identity past away in Michael Joseph Jackson. Words can not describe how much it hurts inside as for all of u..

My parents took me to Croatia for one week vacation and when i got back the day after the memorial (which was so unbelievable hard to watch, never cried so much in my entire life) my girlfriend which I love of all my heart broke up with me after 2 years and 7 months .. her reasons was that she have feelings for another person .. this is the second time she have done this to me..

I feel so lost right now , so confused ... i miss my idol and I miss my girl ... hurts so much in my heart , more and more everyday .. I lost two persons that meant the world to me , I feel empty right now ...and alone :(

/ Christopher
 
I don't know what to say, I read everywhere that the pain will go away bit by bit every day but the pain is just getting whorse.. I hope that your life will gett easier to live soon. Take care!
 
I'm so sorry to hear that.
About your girlfriend, just think about it that she wasn't your soulmate after all. Don't ever think about taking her back. She will be an obstacle to finding your TRUE soulmate.

About Michael: we're all in the same boat... I hope you can find comfort in the words that he's still alive on the other side! :yes:

PM me if you want, whenever you feel like talking. You'll get through this eventually! You have to stay strong and believe it.
 
Their is reason you have been put on Earth at this time and place.
You must Hold on and let God reveal his purpose to you.
You are in my prayers. :angel:
 
Hon, you just have to take one day at a time. I felt lost for awhile too. We are all here for you though :hug:

Gonna move this to the support forum where everyone will be able to see this and talk to you.
 
When I read how much pain you have I wish that I could do something to take it away, I wish I could take my own pain away. But without you guys I think the days would be so much harder..
 
i know how you are feeling,if it wasn,t for this forum i don,t know how i would have got through these past weeks,if you ever need to talk pm me,
 
thank u so much .. I have said this before and I have been on MJNO and MJJCOMMUNITY for ten years now or something .. it feels like family, thank u.

About my girlfriend: I feel so dumb .. she have done this twice now , being with another guy .. and it breaks my heart. hurts :(

about michael: Everyday I look up to the sky and I pray and giving thanks to michael for everything .. well i hope it will be better in time, but now its hard, like michael says in "who is it" - "tears wont stop..." :(
 
thinking of you Christopher, the pain will ease eventually. The more you care, the more you hurt, what wonderful gift that is to have, but also a burden to deal with. You will survive this and be stronger afterwards, you will be able to help others that feel the way you have because you understand them. God bless you
 
Redridinghood said:
thinking of you Christopher, the pain will ease eventually. The more you care, the more you hurt, what wonderful gift that is to have, but also a burden to deal with. You will survive this and be stronger afterwards, you will be able to help others that feel the way you have because you understand them. God bless you
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god bless u too and thank u for thoose kind words in this time of sadness.
 
Sorry to hear what you must go through right now.
I have some problems next to losing Michael too so I know what you're feeling.
Let's hope there will come brighter days...
 
Angela_MJJ said:
Sorry to hear what you must go through right now.
I have some problems next to losing Michael too so I know what you're feeling.
Let's hope there will come brighter days...
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I hope for brighter days too .. it feels like I have lost almost everything .. of course i have my family and friends .. but two things that have been there in my life for everyday in so many years and then gone ..it cuts like a knife, it really does ..
 
buddy, you'll find a better girlfriend that deserves you.. And Michael is in fact praying in heaven that the right one comes in the way for you..
He's with you, and soon the person you really deserve to have will also be.

stay strong -it will pass..
 
hesiod said:
buddy, you'll find a better girlfriend that deserves you.. And Michael is in fact praying in heaven that the right one comes in the way for you..
He's with you, and soon the person you really deserve to have will also be.

stay strong -it will pass..
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thank u , i dont know what I would have done without u all in here
 
cgrimberg said:
thank u so much .. I have said this before and I have been on MJNO and MJJCOMMUNITY for ten years now or something .. it feels like family, thank u.

About my girlfriend: I feel so dumb .. she have done this twice now , being with another guy .. and it breaks my heart. hurts :(

about michael: Everyday I look up to the sky and I pray and giving thanks to michael for everything .. well i hope it will be better in time, but now its hard, like michael says in "who is it" - "tears wont stop..." :(
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First off, I'm sorry to hear this Christopher. Don't feel dumb in regards to your girlfriend. The fact that you gave her a second chance shows me you're a good and kind person, that is something noone can take from you. It may not have worked out this time, but it gave you the experience and the tools to eventually find your true soulmate.

As for Michael, his legacy will live on in your heart, as it will in ours. Like Michael sings in Stranger In Moscow, 'happy days will drown the pain' in time, just give yourself a chance to get there. Together we will pull through ok. Hang in there and take care! :better:



Redridinghood said:
thinking of you Christopher, the pain will ease eventually. The more you care, the more you hurt, what wonderful gift that is to have, but also a burden to deal with. You will survive this and be stronger afterwards, you will be able to help others that feel the way you have because you understand them. God bless you
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Good post!
 
I feel your pain Christopher. Michael's passing is devastating and even after the tears stop flowing there's going to be a dull ache in our chests forever. I hope that in time you find peace and can learn to cope.

I know that Michael is still very much alive in spirit and all you have to do is listen to his music to know how much he cared about you and all of us.

I hope you can find the strength to move on from the upset of losing your girlfriend as well. Someone very intelligent once wrote "Love is like a bar of soap in the bathtub....you have it in your hand until you hold on too tight."

Let go...and what's truly yours will find it's way to you.
 
You're definitely not alone in how you're feeling. I've been finding it very difficult to deal with Michael's death. I am constantly watching videos of him, listening to his music, and just wanting to forget the reality of what happened. What comforts me, is knowing that there is so much of his music, concerts, interviews, videos out there to watch. There is so many that I'm sure we'll keep finding new things that we haven't seen before. And for that, I'm glad.

But inside I am feeling so dull too. I'm finding it hard to concentrate on other things in my life. Because I don't feel compelled to do what I used to anymore. I'm sure in time I'll be able to, but right now I just feel like dying sometimes...Life sucks and I'm just waiting for it to get better...whenever that may be.
 
I will try to forget my last girlfriend but its hard u know :( ... and Michael I miss him more everyday..
 
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Don't worry about your ex, she's obviously not worth the hassle.

Take some time out to think about yourself, I know how hard it is. Take things slowly, eventually you'll find it easier to cope. Get yourself out of the house, the worst thing you can do is be alone with your sadness. A good walk is great for clearing your head and thinking things over.

I wish you all the best :) x
 
Natashaaa said:
Don't worry about your ex, she's obviously not worth the hassle.

Take some time out to think about yourself, I know how hard it is. Take things slowly, eventually you'll find it easier to cope. Get yourself out of the house, the worst thing you can do is be alone with your sadness. A good walk is great for clearing your head and thinking things over.

I wish you all the best :) x
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thank you :)
 
I just want to echoe what everyone else has said. I hope everything works out for you and i'm sure it will. Stay strong and positive. All the best :).
 
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