*Billie Jean*
Proud Member
Re: Prayer for global L.O.V.E. every month on the 25th
I don't know what to say, except that I fully understand you and I'm also having a hard time coming true this and my heart is hurting. I'm still hurting bad.....I try not to think about what has happened... it hurts so bad... then I start crying... whenever I see a picture of Michael... whenever I hear about him.. On Christmas Day will be exactly 6 months since he's gone... For me it will be a very sad day. Also he passed in summer and now here is summer. It will probably be sunny like the day he passed away but my heart will be :weeping: Oh, God. I just want him back. I can't stop crying..
Christmas day. First one without MJ. :-(
It still seems surreal. I still 5 and a half months on think that I will wake up and say to people ''Oh my goodness I had a nightmare that Michael Jackson had died''. :-(
Anyone else feel the same? Or you moving into acceptance?
Some days I accept it, other days like today...........am in my safe place of denial......it hurts like crazy....... we must accept it.............but how exactly?? :-(
xxx
I don't know what to say, except that I fully understand you and I'm also having a hard time coming true this and my heart is hurting. I'm still hurting bad.....I try not to think about what has happened... it hurts so bad... then I start crying... whenever I see a picture of Michael... whenever I hear about him.. On Christmas Day will be exactly 6 months since he's gone... For me it will be a very sad day. Also he passed in summer and now here is summer. It will probably be sunny like the day he passed away but my heart will be :weeping: Oh, God. I just want him back. I can't stop crying..