Merged: Psychics channel Michael

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Oh thank you so much! That really means a lot...I'm kind of nervous about telling other people about it, but I knew the amazing people in this thread would understand :wub:

Niiice, I love how inspired you sound! I understand the nervous thingie. I nearly had heart palpitations of putting up music that I wrote and recorded. It's like your baby...you want people to LOVE it.

 

[Neeve]

Niiice, I love how inspired you sound! I understand the nervous thingie. I nearly had heart palpitations of putting up music that I wrote and recorded. It's like your baby...you want people to LOVE it.

Yes! well, not even love it...I'd just settle for people not thinking I'm crazy, haha. People outside of my Michael life probably won't get it. but maybe that's ok...
Oh man, I just listened to your piece....um, that's incredible. I love playing the piano but that is just amazing, well done!

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Yes! well, not even love it...I'd just settle for people not thinking I'm crazy, haha. People outside of my Michael life probably won't get it. but maybe that's ok...
Oh man, I just listened to your piece....um, that's incredible. I love playing the piano but that is just amazing, well done!

Thank you Neeve, that just makes my day...and I already had a really good day. I finally got myself a really, really nice microphone. I can't wait to record more. It's as if I got sucked into the creative wormhole and am spiraling in it, you never know where you will come out.

I share your feeling of having grown a lot since June.

 

[mjbunny]

^ Omg, so I feel kinda dumb because I didn't realize that you WROTE that piano piece as well! Holy...! :bow: My mother is a professional pianist and can play those massive pipe organs. I grew up listening to the piano constantly. That piece was really beautiful :heart:

Oh, look how quickly Neeve got famous http://www.majorloveprayer.org a-hee-hee

 

[Neeve]

Thank you Neeve, that just makes my day...and I already had a really good day. I finally got myself a really, really nice microphone. I can't wait to record more. It's as if I got sucked into the creative wormhole and am spiraling in it, you never know where you will come out.

I share your feeling of having grown a lot since June.

Oh, I know what you mean! Since the weekend, I've been like walking down the street or falling asleep and I just have to write down an idea, haha.

That's cool you got a mic! Can't wait to hear more

xxx

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

^ Omg, so I feel kinda dumb because I didn't realize that you WROTE that piano piece as well! Holy...! :bow: My mother is a professional pianist and can play those massive pipe organs. I grew up listening to the piano constantly. That piece was really beautiful :heart:

OOOh, thank you. Michael made me write that, it's kind of my thank you for him in a way. That's literally what I feel when he comes to mind.

So you're mom's a woman that can handle an organ?? That's awesome. That must be one of the best feelings in the world too, sit in a church and get that beast TO LIFE! Organs are just epic, love 'em. We used to go to many organ concerts in Germany.

Oh, look how quickly Neeve got famous http://www.majorloveprayer.org a-hee-hee

That's cool, very cool! :yes: Love the spirit! I think Michael would be moved, I mean, really moved.

 

[mjbunny]

OOOh, thank you. Michael made me write that, it's kind of my thank you for him in a way. That's literally what I feel when he comes to mind.
So you're mom's a woman that can handle an organ?? That's awesome. That must be one of the best feelings in the world too, sit in a church and get that beast TO LIFE! Organs are just epic, love 'em. We used to go to many organ concerts in Germany.

Yeah, she did formal piano recitals for big crowds when I was kid (this is in America, just to clarify), taught piano as well and could just ... you know all those pedals and stops on gigantic pipe organs, many keyboards... and she's only 5'1". Crazy :lol: She played sometimes at the university too, where she studied music. She's got rheumatoid arthritis now, though, so she can't do much. She still substitutes for a small church when their organist is on vacation, but her hands swell so much. Sucks This was one her favorite things to play to occasionally freak out the congregation at the end of a service with on our old church's mondo pipe organ: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_FXoyr_FyFw&feature=related And that place was haunted as all heck, so it was so fitting :lmao: My mom could play the living heck out of that piece, put anyone to shame (including the guy in this vid ) That's how I spent so much time as a teenager... doing homework in a haunted church while my mom practiced the pipe organ :lol:

 

[Neeve]

Oh, look how quickly Neeve got famous http://www.majorloveprayer.org a-hee-hee

:woohoo::dropdead::blush:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

So very cool!! Love it, always had a fondness for the big majesty of the instruments, they can be so impressive. (I figured she's probably American like you)

Sorry to hear about the fingers. That absolutely sucks. I understand because a simple tonsillectomy pretty much ended my classical singing, I had to totally relearn everything (which was just too late at that point in life), airflow was different and I actually lost range. I feel for her.

 

[mjbunny]

So very cool!! Love it, always had a fondness for the big majesty of the instruments, they can be so impressive. (I figured she's probably American like you)

Sorry to hear about the fingers. That absolutely sucks. I understand because a simple tonsillectomy pretty much ended my classical singing career, I had to totally relearn everything, airflow was different and I actually lost range. I feel for her.

Oh dear. I can sympathize to a degree. I had decided in high school to really get serious about training my voice. I took songs to contest, got the solos for choir concerts, but I kept getting hoarse a lot. I had this weird thumb-sized lump that stuck out the front of my neck. It was a thyroid tumor :mello: So summer between junior and senior year I had surgery. The tumor was wrapped around the main vocal chord nerve so they had so bump and stretch the nerve a lot. They suspected I woudn't be able to talk for 3 months after that. Well, nothing will shut me up and I could talk... but I had NO control over my singing voice. :doh: I mean, I couldn't even sing Mary Had A Little Lamb in key. It was awful. And I was never a 1st soprano again either, lol. I slowly got most of the control back, but by then high school was over and I was working 70 hrs a week to pay rent. Ah, life. *sigh* I mean, I'm no Barbara Streisand, so maybe in the end it just saved me frustration :lol:

 

[mjbunny]

:woohoo::dropdead::blush:

LOL :lol:

 

[amygrace]

Beautiful blog Neeve, with beautiful writings! I also RSS'd you :heart:

Hope everyone is doing well tonight...er whatever time it is for everyone. I've been playing with clay tonight making MJ jewelry. Fun stuff.

Much love!

 

[MJstarlight]

Beautiful blog Neeve, with beautiful writings! I also RSS'd you :heart:

Hope everyone is doing well tonight...er whatever time it is for everyone. I've been playing with clay tonight making MJ jewelry. Fun stuff.

Much love!

Hi Amy! :hi:

That sounds like alot of fun! Im starting to feel creative again too. When I was at work I was so bored so I made a list of songs I want to play on my flute and video themes of MJ to make lol. I have alot of ideas now that should keep me busy

Btw I love your new video on youtube!!! :cheeky: :heart:

 

[amygrace]

Hi Amy! :hi:
That sounds like alot of fun! Im starting to feel creative again too. When I was at work I was so bored so I made a list of songs I want to play on my flute and video themes of MJ to make lol. I have alot of ideas now that should keep me busy
Btw I love your new video on youtube!!! :cheeky: :heart:

Hey Shay! :huggy: Glad you are feeling creative too...looking forward to more videos from you! It's kinda funny...I've always been the creative type but now just about anytime I want to do something creative...it's either all about Michael or inspired by him. lol. :heart: Oh and thanks for the compliment on my latest vid :blush:

 

[mjbunny]

You guys are so talented in this thread. It is amazing! I have nothing to offer here. My music corner sucks because I do not play that often and I do not really care how it looks like.. When my music skills were developing to a higher level my life turned into trouble and did not have a piano for a long time. So I decided to switch to guitar and I did. I played guitar for a while. I used to sing too. But then I was so busy with trying to fix my life, so even guitar was not my preference anymore. Now I have my piano back, I play time to time just to make myself to feel better. That’s about it.

:hug: Oh, you don't have to feel down about it. I feel like that sometimes too with this bunch here I can't really play any instrument (well, I was good at the flute years ago) and I once had a pretty good voice, but now from apartment living and lack of a car there's been no way to really just sing out and practice, so my voice is sooo out of shape. And I've never written a song (well, not a real song, lol). But not everyone has to do the same things, you know. We each have things to work on at some points in time and things that it's not the time for. Maybe that will change at some point.:angel:

Btw I love your new video on youtube!!! :cheeky: :heart:

Oh yes, nice. Saw it earlier

Well, here I am again, awake at 7am. :doh: Everytime I get into a better schedule I end up back on the up-all-night one :rolleyes2: :lol: Darn the morning people who run the world :evil: lol. Anyway, goodnight everyone :hug: Ohhh I want a dream with Michael this morning... we all want dreams with Michael... lol.. :wub:

 

[MJJLaugh]

Amygrace It is already pages ago, but I'm glad and relieved to hear you're feeling better now. Please take good care of yourself and your beautiful little daughter!

Mjbunny I used to be able to remember many dreams and now I don't remember a single one, so I have no idea of knowing if I even dream about Michael, and I want to dream about him! I think i do though, just don't remember it.

Neeve Beautiful blog! I love it! You've expressed exactly how I feel, and then that synchronicity of posting it a day before Barbara posted her article about energy frequencies. Doesn't that prove that we're all connected in the same energy of vibration field because "we heed a certain call"

Modulation Alert I love, love, love the piano piece. it's so mesmerizing, sensitive, spiritual with a certain calling to those who can really listen. It is my sincerest wish that someone will use it to make a video, if that's okay for you. I subscribed to your blog.

I can't say I'm a very creative person. I cannot compose music but I can only open my heart and let the music speak to me, I do love music very much. It is a language all its own and can move me very much, as can nature, flowers, trees and animals, you know, the little things that we can be thankful for, despite the difficulties and hardships.
I do love to take photographs and write. I make "yearbooks" after a year has gone by, with noteworthy events and how they affected me, with pictures, photo's and everything.
I want to learn to make videos and maybe start my own blog if and when I find out how to create your own blog-sphere and what to keep in mind. Does anyone have any tips ?

After feeling especially sad about Michael's passing I suddenly felt really inspired to create a thread in the Legacy Project forum with positive websites and videos. It's called "Positive websites and videos that celebrate MJ". I post two items every day, seven days a week and I name sources always for the website, to credit the makers. I know what I will post today Neeve's blog about Michael and Modulation Alert's piano piece. First day without a video or I'll post three things maybe.

Wishing all of you well! Love you all! :heart:

 

[jenny*]

okay, something "funny" about a bunny.

After michael,s death i have a weird thing with bunny,s and butterflies.
They show up at places which is very rarely for the time of the year or for the place where i am at that moment.
I take it for what it is, but i can,t deny it feels like a little wink from heaven.

Well....
Last week i was on my way to Paris (france) and while i was driving i started talking with mike, i do that often.
After a short while i asked for a sign, maybe a bunny i sayd.
And what happend?
A bunny showed up right away and * sorry* it walked under my wheels and i killed the bunny!!!!!
I felt so bad and sad about it.

maybe michael needed a bunny friend?\Sorry, bad joke.
But it was very awkward tho.....

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

okay, something "funny" about a bunny.

After michael,s death i have a weird thing with bunny,s and butterflies.
They show up at places which is very rarely for the time of the year or for the place where i am at that moment.
I take it for what it is, but i can,t deny it feels like a little wink from heaven.

Well....
Last week i was on my way to Paris (france) and while i was driving i started talking with mike, i do that often.
After a short while i asked for a sign, maybe a bunny i sayd.
And what happend?
A bunny showed up right away and * sorry* it walked under my wheels and i killed the bunny!!!!!
I felt so bad and sad about it.

maybe michael needed a bunny friend?\Sorry, bad joke.
But it was very awkward tho.....

Jenny, he might be saying Hi to you...those on the other side can use birds, dragonflies, butterflies etc

I had Ladybugs showing up in the dead of Winter in a Northern Climate- in February. There was exactly one a day that showed up in my house.

It's those little things by which they communicate. And I love to talk to him while driving, I'm like you in that regard, he'll even sing along...:yes: I've even "written" a song while driving, talking to him, out of nowhere the melody and lyrics came.

 

[Neeve]

Beautiful blog Neeve, with beautiful writings! I also RSS'd you :heart:

Hope everyone is doing well tonight...er whatever time it is for everyone. I've been playing with clay tonight making MJ jewelry. Fun stuff.

Much love!

Thanks hun!
And I saw your vid on youtube, wonderful song!!

Neeve Beautiful blog! I love it! You've expressed exactly how I feel, and then that synchronicity of posting it a day before Barbara posted her article about energy frequencies. Doesn't that prove that we're all connected in the same energy of vibration field because "we heed a certain call"


I can't say I'm a very creative person. I cannot compose music but I can only open my heart and let the music speak to me, I do love music very much. It is a language all its own and can move me very much, as can nature, flowers, trees and animals, you know, the little things that we can be thankful for, despite the difficulties and hardships.
I do love to take photographs and write. I make "yearbooks" after a year has gone by, with noteworthy events and how they affected me, with pictures, photo's and everything.
I want to learn to make videos and maybe start my own blog if and when I find out how to create your own blog-sphere and what to keep in mind. Does anyone have any tips ?

After feeling especially sad about Michael's passing I suddenly felt really inspired to create a thread in the Legacy Project forum with positive websites and videos. It's called "Positive websites and videos that celebrate MJ". I post two items every day, seven days a week and I name sources always for the website, to credit the makers. I know what I will post today Neeve's blog about Michael and Modulation Alert's piano piece. First day without a video or I'll post three things maybe.

Wishing all of you well! Love you all! :heart:

Thanks darlin!
I love that thread, it's such a great idea.
You know, to you and Asedora, I will say, just do what comes from the heart. In all honesty, I never ever thought about writing, I never thought it was my thing, I never considered writing a blog - ever. But I think with my meditations and with discussing all these things with you guys, I've opened my heart more, and all of a sudden I knew I had to do it. It happened one night a few days ago, I was falling asleep - BAM! I need to start a blog: to express what I'm discovering, to share with people, to talk about Michael..everything. It all just fell into place. I feel like I really know what Michael meant when he spoke about being a vessel...that it's all up there somewhere already, we just need to channel it. And you're right, we're all connected in this. What you expressed about appreciating things despite hardships, that's a perfect purpose for a blog. I had no idea what I was doing, I just signed up to wordpress and have been stumbling about since then, lol. So if it feels right, go for it. :wub:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Amygrace It is already pages ago, but I'm glad and relieved to hear you're feeling better now. Please take good care of yourself and your beautiful little daughter!

Mjbunny I used to be able to remember many dreams and now I don't remember a single one, so I have no idea of knowing if I even dream about Michael, and I want to dream about him! I think i do though, just don't remember it.

Neeve Beautiful blog! I love it! You've expressed exactly how I feel, and then that synchronicity of posting it a day before Barbara posted her article about energy frequencies. Doesn't that prove that we're all connected in the same energy of vibration field because "we heed a certain call"

Modulation Alert I love, love, love the piano piece. it's so mesmerizing, sensitive, spiritual with a certain calling to those who can really listen. It is my sincerest wish that someone will use it to make a video, if that's okay for you. I subscribed to your blog.

I can't say I'm a very creative person. I cannot compose music but I can only open my heart and let the music speak to me, I do love music very much. It is a language all its own and can move me very much, as can nature, flowers, trees and animals, you know, the little things that we can be thankful for, despite the difficulties and hardships.
I do love to take photographs and write. I make "yearbooks" after a year has gone by, with noteworthy events and how they affected me, with pictures, photo's and everything.
I want to learn to make videos and maybe start my own blog if and when I find out how to create your own blog-sphere and what to keep in mind. Does anyone have any tips ?

After feeling especially sad about Michael's passing I suddenly felt really inspired to create a thread in the Legacy Project forum with positive websites and videos. It's called "Positive websites and videos that celebrate MJ". I post two items every day, seven days a week and I name sources always for the website, to credit the makers. I know what I will post today Neeve's blog about Michael and Modulation Alert's piano piece. First day without a video or I'll post three things maybe.

Wishing all of you well! Love you all! :heart:

MJJLaugh, thank you so much. I'm sitting here choked up. I'd be so so honored. That piece is literally what's in my heart for Michael. It's just my way of saying I love you, Michael, and I miss you. And I thank you for everything and being such an inspiration to me. I wrote my first piece when I was 14- and he inspired me to do that. I looked at him and thought to myself, man, I wished I could express myself like he did.
Now, 18 years later he again inspires me to look within myself to see how he level of expression inspires me. He has been such a rock of inspiration when I was younger, then years later again and again.

It was one of my biggest wishes to make music with him and to just watch how he creates, it's sort of a tribute to his level of expression that left me in absolute awe the first time I ever saw him.

I brought him these flowers (and Jelly Beans that I shared with other fans- we had a little Jelly Bean eating event going on on Holly Terrace) to Forest Lawn on Valentine's Day, it was such a beautiful day.

I was just visiting LA and had no clue about Florists etc. I had very specific ideas about the flowers. So I just ended up bying 4 dozen roses in lavender, green, pink and orange- and one bouquet with lilies and lavender. I sat outside a Trader Joe's and simply put the flowers together. Lots of people going by smiling and wondering who the happy recipient would be on a beautiful Valentine's Day Sunday.

I think I'll make a separate entry in my blog about my two visits to Forest Lawn- on the second one my son was with me and he and two kids were running all over Holly Terrace, being loud and laughing, playing jumprope, they were happy kids bringing smiles.

 

[Bee]

I suddenly got inspired to start a blog...I'm constantly getting ideas and it kind of takes over my mind
If anyone's interested, you can check it out here: http://everythingbyitsrightname.wordpress.com/

Aw, beautiful Neeve! Keep it up with the blog!

You guys are so talented in this thread. It is amazing! I have nothing to offer here.

Imma quote wat mjbunny said 'cause that's true:

:hug: Oh, you don't have to feel down about it. I feel like that sometimes too with this bunch here
...
But not everyone has to do the same things, you know. We each have things to work on at some points in time and things that it's not the time for. Maybe that will change at some point.:angel:

I know what you mean, Asedora, with feeling you got 'nothing to offer'. Even though I am a 'creative centipede' most of the times I'm feeling like I'm not getting there. Thing is though, if you want to get something done you gotta focus on it. Try some stuff out, find your passion...do what you love and try to grow. Maybe try new stuff for the piano, get a book, or even get back at the guitar! You'll be the one to make sure you'll accomplish, there's nothing holding you back, simply said.

I'm a bit stuck in my creativeness at the moment though as well, I've just studied design for 3 years but now it's like....what am I gonna do after I graduate next year, what do I wanna do for a living? I write, sing, do graphic/web/video design, photography...and goddamnit I love fashion design, dancing, painting and playing music instruments as well! Going nutsss! :lol: But I figured out for myself I just might be trying to cut down on the things, and try to grow as much as I can in the area's I know I'm good at and which I love the most, which I hope will be music but yeah...that's hard. It's indeed tough though, to see when people around you are on age 15 or whatever and are so good in one area, while I'm still behind because I do so much. Those realization moments literally bug me, they make me feel so unworthy after 20 years of life, like it's all been nothing. Hmmm. But hey, Michael did a lot too and he managed.....I'll just make some decisions and work harder and harder until my butt comes off. Who knows. :timer:

okay, something "funny" about a bunny.

After michael,s death i have a weird thing with bunny,s and butterflies.
They show up at places which is very rarely for the time of the year or for the place where i am at that moment.
I take it for what it is, but i can,t deny it feels like a little wink from heaven.
...

Oh weren't you the one with the butterfly that got into your house last winter? I guess you were, I remembered because you were a Dutchie too. :cheeky: Crazy about the bunny though...the poor thing, awww.

I wrote my first piece when I was 14- and he inspired me to do that. I looked at him and thought to myself, man, I wished I could express myself like he did.
Now, 18 years later he again inspires me to look within myself to see how he level of expression inspires me. He has been such a rock of inspiration when I was younger, then years later again and again.

It was one of my biggest wishes to make music with him and to just watch how he creates, it's sort of a tribute to his level of expression that left me in absolute awe the first time I ever saw him.

Wow this is great, that you were inspired to write your first piece on age 14 and how you are still going on in that. Can't believe you wrote that part you let us hear, so awesome! You totally got to keep up with doing that. I love to hear those kind of stories, I can only hope Michael knows and realizes how many people are deeply inspired like this for ages.
Beautiful that you have visited Forest Lawn, do you live close? Aww those kids....bless them. Amazing. :angel:

 

[mjbunny]

I got to see Michael a bit in a dream this morning! It wasn't personal, but like I always say... better some MJ than no MJ I was working in a large office building and he came to visit there for some reason. I passed him in the hallway and it was like old times... I felt all "omg... it's Michael! Don't faint... omg, don't faint, be calm..." :lol: I was just really excited to be close and that he was in my office building! I think he wore a white jacket and fedora and Blanket was with him, probably about 3 years old. At one point I was outside on some concrete steps talking with someone and Michael and Blanket sat two steps down from me and I just sat there in awe, watching him and giggling about cute things Blanket did :wub:

okay, something "funny" about a bunny.
After michael,s death i have a weird thing with bunny,s and butterflies.
They show up at places which is very rarely for the time of the year or for the place where i am at that moment.
I take it for what it is, but i can,t deny it feels like a little wink from heaven.

Oh no, you hit a bunny? That must be tough. My mom hit a bunny with her car once too. It's funny you mention Michael, bunnies and butterflies. I met my husbunny on an MJ forum. Neither of us had given much thought to rabbits, lol, and one day he called me "bunny" and it just stuck. So our wedding was all bunnies and Michael. :wub: And butterflies... oh yes, me too. I had a few MJ-related butterfly experiences as well. Like Mrs Music said... were you the same one who posted about your butterfly experience last fall?

I was just visiting LA and had no clue about Florists etc. I had very specific ideas about the flowers. So I just ended up bying 4 dozen roses in lavender, green, pink and orange- and one bouquet with lilies and lavender. I sat outside a Trader Joe's and simply put the flowers together. Lots of people going by smiling and wondering who the happy recipient would be on a beautiful Valentine's Day Sunday. I think I'll make a separate entry in my blog about my two visits to Forest Lawn- on the second one my son was with me and he and two kids were running all over Holly Terrace, being loud and laughing, playing jumprope, they were happy kids bringing smiles.

:flowers: Those were beautiful :angel::heart:

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

You guys are so talented in this thread. It is amazing! I have nothing to offer here. My music corner sucks because I do not play that often and I do not really care how it looks like.. When my music skills were developing to a higher level my life turned into trouble and did not have a piano for a long time. So I decided to switch to guitar and I did. I played guitar for a while. I used to sing too. But then I was so busy with trying to fix my life, so even guitar was not my preference anymore. Now I have my piano back, I play time to time just to make myself to feel better. That’s about it.

Asedora, but isn't that the point? You play to make yourself feel better! Don't worry about what others do, just do what you feel you need to do.

And honestly, there are so many different ways to be creative. Some people turn into amazing cooks, others love to decorate. Others love gardening in a creative fashion- and others cherish their children- I remember you describing how you take care of your little one with homemade baby food. Taking care of a child with dedication is an accomplishment- why do you think Michael Jackson was so intent of letting people know that our children need US, our love, they need to be close.

I hear you on fixing your life- it was similar with me. I didn't even have a piano the last 10 years, I was busy just making rent.

You're trying to be you, to express yourself. There are different ways to do that- writing is one of them. And you're certain prolific here through words and a language that isn't even your mother tongue- I can hear the russian through your words sometimes, love that.

Just be who you are, you're already doing it here- especially here, what people do here on this forum is nothing but expressing themselves! (and that is not to be undervalued- many people here EXCEL at that, they truly do!)
Just do what you love!

 

[MJfan10]

I got to see Michael a bit in a dream this morning! It wasn't personal, but like I always say... better some MJ than no MJ I was working in a large office building and he came to visit there for some reason. I passed him in the hallway and it was like old times... I felt all "omg... it's Michael! Don't faint... omg, don't faint, be calm..." :lol: I was just really excited to be close and that he was in my office building! I think he wore a white jacket and fedora and Blanket was with him, probably about 3 years old. At one point I was outside on some concrete steps talking with someone and Michael and Blanket sat two steps down from me and I just sat there in awe, watching him and giggling about cute things Blanket did :wub:

That's nice, you got to see Michael in the morning in your dream I had one the other day. Prince and Blanket were in it and Michael gave Prince a present, but he didn't want to open it because his dad wasn't there

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

I'm a bit stuck in my creativeness at the moment though as well, I've just studied design for 3 years but now it's like....what am I gonna do after I graduate next year, what do I wanna do for a living? I write, sing, do graphic/web/video design, photography...and goddamnit I love fashion design, dancing, painting and playing music instruments as well! Going nutsss! :lol: But I figured out for myself I just might be trying to cut down on the things, and try to grow as much as I can in the area's I know I'm good at and which I love the most, which I hope will be music but yeah...that's hard. It's indeed tough though, to see when people around you are on age 15 or whatever and are so good in one area, while I'm still behind because I do so much. Those realization moments literally bug me, they make me feel so unworthy after 20 years of life, like it's all been nothing. Hmmm. But hey, Michael did a lot too and he managed.....I'll just make some decisions and work harder and harder until my butt comes off. Who knows. :timer:

I hear you...and I'm about to turn 30 and was getting the second round of "what have I accomplished in my life" sort of deal flashback.

Wow this is great, that you were inspired to write your first piece on age 14 and how you are still going on in that. Can't believe you wrote that part you let us hear, so awesome! You totally got to keep up with doing that. I love to hear those kind of stories, I can only hope Michael knows and realizes how many people are deeply inspired like this for ages.
Beautiful that you have visited Forest Lawn, do you live close? Aww those kids....bless them. Amazing. :angel:

Unfortunately I don't live close to California at all (right now we're in New England, East Coast of the US)- I'd love to live closer, despite the fires, mudslides and earth quakes. There's something about the Santa Barbara area that I JUST LOVE. I completely get why Michael was drawn to the area initially, it's hard to explain.

We were in LA for several reasons and of course I was planning to go to Forest Lawn, was an absolute need for me. Just had to go. I was lucky to be able to go twice, once without the family and the second with Hubby and Son.
Forest Lawn is very peaceful and I liked it actually. I had to be dragged away from Holly Terrace, I didn't want to leave.

 

[MJJLaugh]

Modulation Alert wow, you started creating music at age 14. Please keep on creating music because it's wonderful! And wow again, at being able to go to Forrest Lawn. I wish I could go to the USA again, and visit those special Michael places, one of which would be Forrest Lawn.
I read today in another thread in Michael Jackson Discussion that Michael supposedly/allegedly bought a house at some point in or near Poughkeepsie N.Y., and just reading that gave me butterflies because that is where I used to live. I don't know if it's true at all, but just the idea gives me goosebumps, that he liked that area where I too was very happy, even though it was years ago I lived there.
Lastly, I wanted to let you know that I will write up a contest to make a video to your music, crediting you for the music of course. MJStarlight are you reading this ? You have work to do, lol!

Jenny awww, you hit the bunny, oh no. Like the others said, it could very well be a sign from Michael, especially since you requested a sign and immediately got it.

Reminds me of those times I turn on the radio to an MJ song, or have been driving in the car for more than half an hour and I say 'wouldn't it be awesome if the next song is an MJ song', and believe it or not, next song was an MJ song! When I was watching the Bonnie Vent videos ( psychic who was in contact with Michael) the light on my desk started flickering, it flickered a few other times too ( I asked him if something was okay to post in the positive thread and the light flickered and I knew it was a 'no').

Mjbunny Another dream with Michael in it. Lucky, lucky girl!! Enjoy it!

Amygrace what's the name of the new video you made ? Is it on youtube ? I'd like to hear and see it!

Mrs. Music what you wrote about being pulled into many creative areas or energies reminds me a lot of a friend of mine who has experienced the same thing, feeling the same about it. Listen to your heart or intuition, it will tell you what direction to take. You will know it when you come into the "flow" - you don't realize what time it is, whether you're thirsty or hungry and you care anymore either. I get into a "flow" when I'm painting. Painting things, like walls, furniture, my kitchen ( received compliments from professional painters even), I just love it! Crazy huh ? I'm a crazy lady!

 

[mjbunny]

Turned on the 'telly' and on BBC2 right now is a documentary called "The Secret Life of the Airport" ... We ate dinner while watching this same program when it originally aired... from 1pm to 2pm L.A. time on June 25th ... right before we found out :no: :boohoo: Crazy that something like that can mess you up ...

 

[PaceMioDolceCuore]

Turned on the 'telly' and on BBC2 right now is a documentary called "The Secret Life of the Airport" ... We ate dinner while watching this same program when it originally aired... from 1pm to 2pm L.A. time on June 25th ... right before we found out :no: :boohoo: Crazy that something like that can mess you up ...

:better::better::better:

 

[Bee]

Unfortunately I don't live close to California at all (right now we're in New England, East Coast of the US)- I'd love to live closer, despite the fires, mudslides and earth quakes. There's something about the Santa Barbara area that I JUST LOVE. I completely get why Michael was drawn to the area initially, it's hard to explain.

We were in LA for several reasons and of course I was planning to go to Forest Lawn, was an absolute need for me. Just had to go. I was lucky to be able to go twice, once without the family and the second with Hubby and Son.
Forest Lawn is very peaceful and I liked it actually. I had to be dragged away from Holly Terrace, I didn't want to leave.

Aww okay, well great anyway that you went there. I can imagine how you had to be dragged away from it. It seems one beautiful place, I'm glad he's laid to rest there...it's private enough and yet also doable for fans to go to. Not to mention the gorgeous nature and way the cemetary seems to be set up. Perfect. Really hope to go visit there soon.:angel:

Mrs. Music what you wrote about being pulled into many creative areas or energies reminds me a lot of a friend of mine who has experienced the same thing, feeling the same about it. Listen to your heart or intuition, it will tell you what direction to take. You will know it when you come into the "flow" - you don't realize what time it is, whether you're thirsty or hungry and you care anymore either. I get into a "flow" when I'm painting. Painting things, like walls, furniture, my kitchen ( received compliments from professional painters even), I just love it! Crazy huh ? I'm a crazy lady!

Yeah you're right, I think I'm still in my 'searching process' or something...I really hope the music will turn out to be the one I can focus on the most (actually I know it is but getting there is another thing) but we'll see. Great you got such passion for painting, nothing crazy about that...keep it up! :yes:

Turned on the 'telly' and on BBC2 right now is a documentary called "The Secret Life of the Airport" ... We ate dinner while watching this same program when it originally aired... from 1pm to 2pm L.A. time on June 25th ... right before we found out :no: :boohoo: Crazy that something like that can mess you up ...

Ugh I know right...that's so heartbreaking. I hate seeing that date popping up. :better:

 

[mjbunny]

^ :hug: Well your English is certainly better than my German

Ok, everyone else was being brave lately and making me totally want to sing again I went digging through my old hard drive to find some things I recorded for fun before I moved to Germany. I love hearing voices of you all, you know. Makes it feel more personal. So this is me trying (I strongly emphasize the word trying) to get my 'Alanis' on :lol: http://sites.google.com/site/mytempsitedb11 (Can't believe I'm actually sharing this :blush:-- I must really like you gals, lolol. It's not so bad, but it's not like I'm gonna win X Factor or something ).