MJsBollywoodGirl7
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Has anyone had any mj dreams recently?
The last time I had an MJ related dream. It was 4 moths ago. It was only 2 of them. And they were both horrible nightmares. I am in a way glad I haven't have any more as of yet since. Because it is just going to make my depression even more worst than it already is. I still so miss the days where I used to dream where Michael was either my lover or my very best friend. Back when we still had him those are the kind of dreams I used to have about him almost every single night. I almost never have any nightmares about him. And if I did they were rather on the silly but fun side. But now I almost never dream about him now. And when or if I do have one it is always a nightmare about him. And I am forced to stay up for the rest of the night. Which it really doesn't matter to me. Ever since what had happen to him. I have been suffering from insomnia. I will be lucky if I see 4 hours of sleep. Without those amazing MJ dreams I used to have almost every single night back when we still had him. I am never going to know what it is like to have a good night's worth of sleep ever again. And I only have that horrible evil nameless monster to blame for my constant insomnia. Well at least I know what it was like for Michael. :boohoo