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Daryll748

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Hello lovelies :ciao:

Yep, the past weeks has been hell, right... :cry: I was getting so lost, frustrated, ill :puke: I had some BAD Medical news yesterday...
So, I stepped away from all of it and tried to clear my mind... I went to a friend and we just had some 'Michael quality time' :wub:

Today, though I'm in real pain and I know I should take it easy but I decided to 'escape' in my stories... and I feel in 'bliss' right now...
I feel FOUND... Grounded... soothed...

Its NOT running away though...
I realized that getting all worked up over CM :evil: is NOT gonna bring Michael back NOR is it 'helping' his legacy so I'll do what I do best...

Write... Create... Escape and HOPE I can 'drag' other peeps into my HAPPY spot too...

So guys, I really hope you can find your happy spot too to endure this ordeal.

HUGS, Daryll.
 
I realized that getting all worked up over CM is NOT gonna bring Michael back NOR is it 'helping' his legacy so I'll do what I do best...

Write... Create... Escape and HOPE I can 'drag' other peeps into my HAPPY spot too...
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Daryll, I needed to read that today. {Steps into your happy spot}
 
I decided to start laughing about the utter balloney Murray was distributing in his original police statement. What a creep! He's not gonna walk. I did much the same as you did, Daryll.

I decided to do the 'spoiling'- I found a wonderful Mozart CD that had gone missing, plopped that in just treated myself to some shallow girl time with a few new clothes, dumped a ton of good smelling stuff on myself- and felt better.

Was able to write a ridiculous satire song today and feel a lot better.

This 3 day trial break- now THAT'S "divine guidance".

Hope you guys all feel better! Sometimes you gotta treat yourself in a similar way you would deal with other heartbreaks- be kind to yourself, you matter.
 
Daryll, this is great. A couple of friends have spoken of how in their sadness, grief and anger these past two weeks there have been moments where they have felt suddenly uplifted, and given new hope. It sounds as though this has happened to you also, and I am very happy for you!

I think it is so important that when we are feeling strong, our faith is unwavering and we have hope (given to us by Love), that we share that with as many other fans as possible to help those who are struggling. We all have ups and downs at different times, and those who are feeling stronger can help to restore the emotional equilibrium of those who are having a rough time, so that we all feel a little more capable of moving forward as the days of the trial progress. For that reason I commend you for sharing yourself here, as your ripple of Love will expand and hopefully reach others in our fan family.

During these three days, I hope everyone takes the time to rest, recuperate and focus on the everlasting Love we feel for Michael in our hearts, and let that carry our spirit into next week with resolve and heads held high - just as he would want.

Much love to all xxx
 
roomdownstairs said:
Daryll, this is great. A couple of friends have spoken of how in their sadness, grief and anger these past two weeks there have been moments where they have felt suddenly uplifted, and given new hope. It sounds as though this has happened to you also, and I am very happy for you!

I think it is so important that when we are feeling strong, our faith is unwavering and we have hope (given to us by Love), that we share that with as many other fans as possible to help those who are struggling. We all have ups and downs at different times, and those who are feeling stronger can help to restore the emotional equilibrium of those who are having a rough time, so that we all feel a little more capable of moving forward as the days of the trial progress. For that reason I commend you for sharing yourself here, as your ripple of Love will expand and hopefully reach others in our fan family.

During these three days, I hope everyone takes the time to rest, recuperate and focus on the everlasting Love we feel for Michael in our hearts, and let that carry our spirit into next week with resolve and heads held high - just as he would want.

Much love to all xxx
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OMJ, :blush: I loved the BOLD sentence... That really 'touched' my :heart: Thanks sweetie :D

Indeed, Michael would want us to be PROUD and HAPPY and NOT sad or hurting...

It amazes me sometimes of HOW strong I am and how I BOUNCE back when BAD news hits me...

I mean... The doc put a "medical condition" on my test paper with a ??? and so I looked it up :doh:
A part of me wants it to be just the ???? but the other part is :woohoo:SHE has found the 'solution' after 8 'cruelling' years, you know...

Anyway, we'll see on Friday but whatever the outcome... YOU're NOT gonna get rid of me... I'm UNBREAKABLE...
 
Even though I am still waking up from probably 2nd or 3rd nap today. But I agree with what you said about finding something to be happy in. I no longer know what happiness is thanks to that evil monster. Now I just try to find things now to seek comfort in not happiness. Since I haven't felt a single ounce of happiness since before 6:30 pm on that horrible June day. When I had gotten the worst news ever. The things that I sought comfort in now is either watching my


Beloved Bollywood movies (Especially the ones that stars my number 1 favorite actor in the world Shahrukh Khan. Or the revenge type Bollywood movies like Rahkt Charitra.)

Playing any of the Sims games for the computer (I am mostly just playing Sims 3 now. Can't wait to get Sims 3 pets that I had pre ordered.)

Playing my video games

and reading the Left Behind series


As for the last one I am now on the third book The rise of the Anti Christ Nicolae in this series. I am like really getting in to this series now. Especially after reading what had happen in the last 2 chapters of the 2nd book in the series Tribulation Force. That was really something. I can only imagine how good Nicolae is going to be. Since what I had read on the back cover of the book. That it is the most explosive of the 3 books so far. And ever since what had happen to Michael I had gone back to really believe in God and Jesus again. I have to if I want to be with Michael in Heaven now. It is the only thing that I have left to really look forward to now. Well other besides of what the bible says of how the world is go to end. At least if and when the Rapture does happen I will finally be with Michael in Heaven. And that is the only place where I so badly want to be at anymore.
 
Ah, MJsBollywoodgirl :better:
I know Hun... Life will NEVER be the same again...
Just DO what makes you 'happy' or what makes you less sad and crying I would say... Just to keep yourself busy...
I feel I can't RELAX and watch silly TV... I explode or I'll cry... Thats why YOU find me online each evening... With MJ tunes playing in another window, I BEHAVE :scratch:
No seriously, am I glad I live ALONE and when I visit my parents and I feel I'm gonna :mat: I just LEAVE...
I come to my senses once I'm ALONE again...
I feel blessed I can write... Well, thats a challenge too these days...
Ah, life hey :tease:
 
Severus Snape said:
Say, Daryll, weren't you working on a story not too long ago? I'd love to read it. Where can I find it?
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Well, the current story "Saved" can be found on my MJJC Blog see my signature :clapping:
and the other BIG story is a 'trilogy' series called 'the Wonderboy project... More info follows on that one...
Thanks for asking dear...

You can always follow this project on "Nathan Dayle" my FB group :cheeky:
 
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