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Im missing michael

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Im missing michael :(

I could NOT believe it when the news announced that he was dead and I still find it hard to believe now...

I listen to his music 24/7

Ive been a fan since my childhood and I have many happy memories including his history concert in belgium...

Michael was so amazing...

I often feel depressed and lonely

So glad Ive found this site where I can now chat with other fans who feel the same as I do

Hugs for everyone letts do what Michael wanted and fill this world with love!
 
I know how you feel I'm only 14, so not alot of my friends understand what I am going through, my room is turning into a shrine to him, I'm missing him so much everywhere I go I see him, I feel his presence with me and I just want him back I was ment to see him for the first time in september and february, I just can't believe he is gone
:( :cry: :sad: :cry: :(
 
I haven't listened to any other music at all, only Michael's. I feel its the only way I can pretend he's still here :(
 
Hi everybody,

I missing Mike too.
Today would be my show in London.
I will see Mike and I am very sad...
I love him so much and my life is worst without his presence.
Sorry my english...
 
i'm still grieving too:( michael has been there all my life and i just can't let go.
 
look, i'm not at my best at the moment as i had some wine, not godd thig to do as it makes me worse. i got MJ music on and feeling so emotional , why cant i get over this? why cant i move on, im not a kid(no offence) im 45 ffs, i got 2 kids and a divorce behind me, im supposed to be strongbut im not,im a wreck and i cant see it geting any easier.
this is something i dont know how to deal with... i mean i cant go to me dr can i.. say what?.... im sad cos MJ died... whats the cure? there aint none.
sorry, im babbling. im just thankful my kids r in bed and cant see how i get at night.
i need some closure, i need some fecker to be convicted i need to KNOW WHY.
I NEED TO KNOW WHY?
im sorry
 
MJSongbird said:
How do you move on after 25 years or more of having him by our sides!
I will always feel the same way and can never change but for the fact when Michael went so did my childhood.
I always think you Michael! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VcjBrkyq_Xk
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Thank you so much for your post.....these is exactly how I feel...I have been saying this to people since Micheal died...It just feels surreal to see it written...:sad:
Edit....beautiful video too..:smile: ....thanks for sharing...:yes:
 
How much I’m missing him

When I listen to his music I can help it
I never want to say goodbye
I imagine him singing lady of my life
With a blank stare will you be there
It killing me inside that’s he gone to soon
On that day I wish he was warn
Can’t stop crying until the break of dawn
Missing him so much knowing that you are not alone
Feeling bad I get so mad
Saying **** the media they don’t really care about us
Just hungry for money
Feeling down and out
Wishing heaven can wait
Wore out from this empty space
We lost a strong powerful inspiring leader
I try to sit back and unwind
And remember the times
A true legend in our eyes
They murdered you
But our loved for you is unbreakable
 
I wish god would just take me so i can be with him this pain is killing me I CAN NOT IMAGINE LIVING YEARS WITH OUT MICHAEL JACKSON! :CRIES HARD:
 
I miss Michael more and more.
The almost 4 months without him coming to me so strange.
I miss seeing him. I can't imagine it, never again to hear him speak on a topic.

I have the feeling that he is becoming more foreign to me.
And that's a terrible feeling.

Why everything has happened as it is now? I can't understand. This life should be a happy life for us all. It's so hard to be content with what is left. I'm so sad.:(
 
Sorry for my English … I can still feel his presence. Sometimes I really feel stupid when I suddenly feel for crying when I hear his songs in public. I'm still mourning his death I can't get over it. I’m afraid of getting help I don’t want anyone to laugh at me. Well at my work they all understand but, there are some people that just don’t have any respect. One guy asked me “have you heard MJs new song what was it called This Is Sh..t?” I just looked at him and smiled and never answered in front of my boss. He wasn’t worth an answer then my boss said this girl is one of MJs biggest fans maybe it’s good for you to know, at least he defended me :) ... At the university I just can’t focus on anything right now. I’m studying Industrial Engineering and Management so all that Math is just too much… I just miss him and it’s too hard to accept he’s gone. :no: Why Michael, Why our beloved Michael?
 
claire64 said:
look, i'm not at my best at the moment as i had some wine, not godd thig to do as it makes me worse. i got MJ music on and feeling so emotional , why cant i get over this? why cant i move on, im not a kid(no offence) im 45 ffs, i got 2 kids and a divorce behind me, im supposed to be strongbut im not,im a wreck and i cant see it geting any easier.
this is something i dont know how to deal with... i mean i cant go to me dr can i.. say what?.... im sad cos MJ died... whats the cure? there aint none.
sorry, im babbling. im just thankful my kids r in bed and cant see how i get at night.
i need some closure, i need some fecker to be convicted i need to KNOW WHY.
I NEED TO KNOW WHY?
im sorry
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First of, don't be sorry, you're not babbling at all.

Second, you can go to your doctor. There's no judging involved, none whatsoever. Speak of your feelings, because that's what matters. Allow someone to lend a hand when the hills seem to steep to climb. The goal is that you are given tools that will allow you to walk your road of life on your own again. That’s what counsellors are trained to do, no matter what the cause of your pain is.
Fight for yourself, fight for your children, for your life! You've got the courage and the strenght within you. Let someone show you the way if it's to dark for you to see it. You will pull though this, we believe in you :better:

And that goes for all of you. Believe in your inner strenght, your courage, your knowlegde. Michael was a part of your life for a reason, he more then anyone knew what it was like to fight for life, for love, for peace. You can do it too, just have a little faith :yes:
 
I'm missing Michael dearly aswell. I am a mess tonight. Had been doing good for a few weeks but I feel like i just reverted back to july 7. This is so hard, and it was just a video of Mike that set me off...he was smiling and it was on the HIStory tour when he was talking to the fans...next thing I know the tears come then the sobs. Still sobbing after almost four months..i mean, full on sobs.

I guess we will all have our good and bad moments.
 
hi guys u are not alone......im still grieving as much as i did when i first heard the horrible, tragic news!! what hurts me the most is that mj will never be able to sing here for us on earth never get to fufil his dream(this is it tour) tts gonna be sooooo hard for me to watch this film im excited to see it but sad as well ..ive never got to see mj in concert and this will be the closest thing to it for me.. i still to this day cannot listen to some of his songs or see certain videos i have though forced myself too ( tears just pour out ) im 41 when mj died he took a big chunk of me with him.... i have a huge hole that will never be filled again...ive been a fan for 34 yrs and no one i mean no one will ever fill his shoes !! RIP MICHAEL u will truly be missed !!! but your legacy lives on!!!!
 
:better: to all of you
It's hard to explain how I feel since I just became a fan recently after what happened and for me I'm sad yes I do get very emotional sometimes but at times I feel like he's always here I don't know if that's bad but I don't feel that he's gone, I just feel like his spirit is with us all
 
I am missing him very much it keeps hittng me all over again.. I think it will the rest of my life... i listen to his music sometimes makes it better and I smile
 
MJsBollywoodGirl7 said:
I feel exactly the same way.
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I feel the same... and that place where Michael is living on sounds magical just about now. I would give anything to be there. My life is so horrible without him. I cant imagine never seeing that smile again, hearing that sweet laugh, or his innocent jokes. God I truely do miss him :cry: Excuse me I need to go lay down and cry in my pillow some more.. :(
 
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