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...(is it something like the anger comes after the sadness???)

I am angry with the tabloids...absolute b******s, they destroyed Michael. They pushed him down to the ground, yet that wasn't enough...he was hounded, betrayed, abused, slandered....f*****g makes my blood boil. Especially 'The Sun'. Should be called "The Shit"

Anytime... they couldn't write something nice..oh no, his face is falling off, he has this wrong, that wrong, he's weird, a freak :( *fuming* wtf omg stfu...

That woman who interviewed LMP and said something like "what were you THINKING? I mean, Michael Jackson?" What a shallow peice of work!!!!!!!!

All those god damn hateful writers of books about Michael that should be banned they are so horrific ( I have never read them, just what I heard)

Martin Bashir, patronising, spiteful...

So called friends who just saw him as a paycheck.

Too many 'yes' men.

All the lying people...

I hate them all. They and many others that brought Michael nothing but sadness and sorrow.

Angry that his poor kids who are so so young have lost him :( Their little faces at the memorial broke my heart :cry:

I feel cheated. Cheated that I will never see him again. Cheated that I will never have the chance to meet him. Cheated that I will never see his magic and talent grow even more.

I know his family and kids feel more pain than anyone :(

I feel lost. I know all you guys do too :cry:

Just....so sad and angry.
 
I feel the same way: lost and sad. I am not angry anymore because i realized that so much anger isn't healthy for me. The best thing to do is to ignore the tabloids and all the shallow people who refuse to understand what an extraordinary man Michael was.
When you feel lost and angry, just remember Michael's words: “In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe.” :hug:
 
MJFore said:
I feel the same way: lost and sad. I am not angry anymore because i realized that so much anger isn't healthy for me. The best thing to do is to ignore the tabloids and all the shallow people who refuse to understand what an extraordinary man Michael was.
When you feel lost and angry, just remember Michael's words: “In a world filled with hate, we must still dare to hope. In a world filled with anger, we must still dare to comfort. In a world filled with despair, we must still dare to dream. And in a world filled with distrust, we must still dare to believe.” :hug:
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Thanks :cry: :hug:
 
hah, anger is one of the stages in the 7 stages of Grieving so this is totally normal and expected! I was so angry a couple of weeks back when my grief was out of control. I got angry at god ( or whatever higher power that is with us ) for taking him away.
I was bitter because it came at such a painful time too ( Just before his 'This is it' tour ) and i really really wanted to see him stick it up to everyone who didn'tbelieve in him.
I was counting on him so bad to rule the world and make music all over again, and then he left us, and i was distraught.
So be angry as much as you want. Get pissed off. You deserve it
 
mj was treated so badly throughout his life and there is a resentment among some fans about that which is perfectly understandable. its a rough time being a mj fan but together we can all pull through this together. just know you arent alone and other people on here completely understand what you are feeling
 
Thankyou krism, victoria and D.S :hug:

I feel so bad...like all the speculation is making me feel ill....and I just read another thread that says Michael was so so thin, I mean my heart breaks to think of him suffering :cry:

I have alot of resentment now towards all the people who made his life a misery...and seeing that LWMJ thing again last night really riled me.....that bashir guy just took the piss out of him...but Michael being Michael never got angry with him or anything. He was always so kind and gracious :cry:

He didn't deserve to die...he had the chance to shove his talent down the haters throats and out the other end....but that will never happen. It makes me sick
 
Miss_star said:
Thankyou krism, victoria and D.S :hug:

I feel so bad...like all the speculation is making me feel ill....and I just read another thread that says Michael was so so thin, I mean my heart breaks to think of him suffering :cry:

I have alot of resentment now towards all the people who made his life a misery...and seeing that LWMJ thing again last night really riled me.....that bashir guy just took the piss out of him...but Michael being Michael never got angry with him or anything. He was always so kind and gracious :cry:

He didn't deserve to die...he had the chance to shove his talent down the haters throats and out the other end....but that will never happen. It makes me sick
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believe me I do understand your pain. That other thread made me soooooooo mad too. But like the others have said Michael wouldn't want us to be so angry all the time. I do have to agree that when I see the shit on CNN, and all the other news channels I yell at that tv. But like you I do have to work on not getting so angry, it will pass in time.
 
It's ok to be angry Miss Star, you deserve it!

Every single person that stood behind Michael troughout his life has the darnest right to be fuming at all those who did him wrong.

Just don't let the anger eat you up ok. Be angry, but try to look past all the tabloid ish and bashit talk once in a while. Michael always aimed at the good in life, and he left mountains of that behind for us to remember him by :)
 
Thanks, you all have such a way with words. Every single one of your posts brought tears to my eyes because you are so kind :cry:
 
Hi Miss Star *hugs*

I too feel angry, and upset!! I feel cheated and I feel disgusted by some people.

But we can get through this! It's okay to feel angry sometimes :)
 
Hello Swirly, :hug: for you too. I do hope that all of us can get to the stage when we don't feel this awful anger. But I think that the resentment will linger forever
 
miss_star- you are not alone. where ever you are, sending a hug. every time i get angry and more often sad- i go on youtube and watch michaels interviews and past performances. the grammys channel on youtube actually has some (SO ADORABLE) MJ appearances on the grammy shows. dating back to like his early teens. that is the only thing that is getting me through these sad days.
 
I can't help but feel angry with myself for being too naive and ignorant of what was happening and angry with the people who were around me and the media for portraying lies as truths and twisting stories.

My mother, I am so upset with her for how she used to beat me and scare me into hiding and would comment about the news reports on Michael. My mother I could only agree with, if I disagreed I felt it hard. She may be a different person now but she still believes in the things she said many years ago about Michael and when I commented about it to her a couple of weeks ago and how afraid she made me from the times she almost killed me I caught a glimpse of the mother she used to be and had to back down before she kicked off. I can only disagree with her in my mind and feel unhappy that I cannot get her to see the truth and be a bit more sympathetic with the things Michael experienced in his life.
 
its a tough time being a mj fan. not only did we lose one of the true greats of entertainment history but now we have to endure all the hate in the media and them dragging his name through the mud for the sake of ratings. even media like cnn and larry king have done some very questionable pieces for the sake of ratings and sometimes its just like so much noise that i have to shut it out and meditate and get back in touch with nature. as long as we all stick together and support each other through this rough time i believe we can come out of this stronger. peace be with you all.
 
Miss_star said:
...(is it something like the anger comes after the sadness???)

I am angry with the tabloids...absolute b******s, they destroyed Michael. They pushed him down to the ground, yet that wasn't enough...he was hounded, betrayed, abused, slandered....f*****g makes my blood boil. Especially 'The Sun'. Should be called "The Shit"

Anytime... they couldn't write something nice..oh no, his face is falling off, he has this wrong, that wrong, he's weird, a freak :( *fuming* wtf omg stfu...

That woman who interviewed LMP and said something like "what were you THINKING? I mean, Michael Jackson?" What a shallow peice of work!!!!!!!!

All those god damn hateful writers of books about Michael that should be banned they are so horrific ( I have never read them, just what I heard)

Martin Bashir, patronising, spiteful...

So called friends who just saw him as a paycheck.

Too many 'yes' men.

All the lying people...

I hate them all. They and many others that brought Michael nothing but sadness and sorrow.

Angry that his poor kids who are so so young have lost him :( Their little faces at the memorial broke my heart :cry:

I feel cheated. Cheated that I will never see him again. Cheated that I will never have the chance to meet him. Cheated that I will never see his magic and talent grow even more.

I know his family and kids feel more pain than anyone :(

I feel lost. I know all you guys do too :cry:

Just....so sad and angry.
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You are soooo not alone feeling like this! I go from sad to angry and back again daily. I too feel cheated which then makes me feel selfish and sorry, then I feel sad again which turns to anger again. In all my 39 years I have never been on such an emotional rollar coaster as the one I'm on now.:no: Big hugs to you - all of you. :flowers:
 
I £*^$&"" hate the c&%^£"* £&%$S of the tabloid s*%&$£!!!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*breaks down* I'm going to bed now. Goodnight people :(
 
I'm sick of the press too. Today was a bad day, again. There's so much hate and jealousy with people in the press. I mean dont they have feelings? Its like in todays world theres no boundaries or ethics in the media anymore. Anything is fair game, long as it makes them a good story. I knew I shouldnt have watched the news today. Its a trap. Cause they just report bad things and it does a number on your mind watching it.
 
Thankyou for the support guys :hug:

Do you know what really irritates me? They always call him 'Jackson'. You know, like criminals who are only reffered to as their surname. It bugs the hell out of me. Why can't they show some respect and call him by his first name, or Michael Jackson. Maybe this sounds silly but I can't stand it :(
 
Let the press be the press. Writing garbage is what they do and always have done. The facts will come out sooner or later, and until then we'll just have to be patient and ignore all the trash that is being blasted out into the world.

A big hug to you all :better:
 
((hugs)) Miss Star I know how you feel. I can feel the anger is so intense that you felt you had to share it with the rest of us. It's natural to feel the way you do. Those you mentioned are the very people who figuratively tried to kill Michael. I add fair-weather and fake ass friends of Michael to the list. Ah, sometimes they get on my damn nerves more than typical haters do.

Esp.for the several days, nah, for a week or so after Michael passed away, I felt so much anger, I cursed out the fake friends, haters, the racist media...day in and day out, thew things, etc. I still have that anger, but to a less degree. Instead, recently I've been feeling depressed. It's like, the degree of anger for the 1st whole week kept me from losing my mind.
So, I say, sometimes it's good to let yourself be instead of trying to make yourself feel better when you know it ain't easy. Just let yourself be whatever you're feelin at a given moment, as long as it doesn't reach to the dangerous point.
 
Experience the magic said:
Let the press be the press. Writing garbage is what they do and always have done. The facts will come out sooner or later, and until then we'll just have to be patient and ignore all the trash that is being blasted out into the world.

A big hug to you all :better:
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Speaking of this, i've realized that we should extend this kind of attitude to other celebrities or celebrities in general as well.
We are quick to defend Michael when the press are slanderous but sometimes, when they report things that other celebrities say, we believe it and dismiss it as true immediately, especially if we don't like the celeb.
If the press screw around with Michael they are sure to screw around with other celebrities too. We should keep an open mind.
 
i try to limit how much i welcome the press into my life. it can be a trap watching endless hours of cable news because of the lot of the news is just garbage and they constantly go over the same thing. some days i succumb and watch hours of news and im usually feeling like crap by the end of the day. other times i watch a little bit and it doesnt affect me nearly as much. but thats cable tv for you. all the networks are competing for ratings so of course they are going to try and juice up their stories as it were.
 
krism said:
i try to limit how much i welcome the press into my life. it can be a trap watching endless hours of cable news because of the lot of the news is just garbage and they constantly go over the same thing. some days i succumb and watch hours of news and im usually feeling like crap by the end of the day. other times i watch a little bit and it doesnt affect me nearly as much. but thats cable tv for you. all the networks are competing for ratings so of course they are going to try and juice up their stories as it were.
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I think I have to limit my news-watching and reading too. Even when it's not tabloidy mudslinging and lies, everything is negative. Good news doesn't sell. Ugh.
 
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