I personaly would find something like that hard cos there are people like who want to help but you know you cannt do anything to give them the kind of life a normal person has...the human brain is damn strong, eveen if u have a crappy childhood aslong as you have the drive and motivation you can still succeed, have you studied about that girl called "Genie" who was locked inside her basement for 12 years since the age of 1 was rescued and they tried to rehabilitate her