i confess i need you show up to me ..................right now!!!!!!
don't wait until midnight, tomorrow, tomorrow again
how about ... if there was a bigger problem next second? next hour? next 10 hours? or the original one exagerate a bit in few hours? then throw me down onc more? again?
you would lose me totally in this way. i just...
can't bear... the most hurtful to me, is you always put the request of my heart on the bottom line on your list.
the unnessary worries is ahead of it.
your plan is ahead of it.
suprising, perfectionism...... is ahead of it.
every mood(hesitation/hurtful feeling...) is ahead of it(do you really need to be a king in Psychology when showed up to me?)
...
......
........ etc. etc. etc. terrible list.
while...
at the same time i need you put me on your first line all the time...... as my way to you.
while...
i was always the last line on your list, always accompanying a holy cloak: i do everything for you; it was for our future......
then i would explode like a volcano
before your way had tore me into pieces.