What are you doing this very second?

Just sitting here wiping my tears away from crying over Michael. I was up all night long again just crying and thinking about him. Because I still miss him like crazy. And I always forever and a day will. I still so badly wish that it was me and not him that had died that horrible day. :weeping:
 
Just sitting here wiping my tears away from crying over Michael. I was up all night long again just crying and thinking about him. Because I still miss him like crazy. And I always forever and a day will. I still so badly wish that it was me and not him that had died that horrible day. :weeping:

I feel the exact same way Billie Jean. :boohoo:



Right now I am watching the HIStory Channel. While I chew a piece of gum. As I work on this house I am redoing in my Sims 3 game. Though I feel like taking a nap now since I do feel pretty tired. And I still feel sick.
 
just waiting for my cell phone to charge up cuz my music is on it, and I'm going to the gym :D
 
I'm trying to raise $2,000 for Easter Seals along with my store (CVS) not having much luck though :(
 
Just eating a big plateful of leftovers for my supper. It is 9:20 pm now and I haven't had anything to eat in about 10 hours ago. It's no wonder why I am starving now. I am also watching Sailor Moon while drinking a glass of ice tea.
 
Just sitting here thinking that it is now 2:30 am and I am still up. I am tired but I really am not that tired to want to go to bed. So I am going to go get my bottle of cherry pomegranate juice. Out of the freezer where I was keeping it really cold. It tastes better that way. And I am going to go back to my Sims 3 game. While I watch tv.
 
Just drinking some orange juice and 2 slices of buttered toast with strawberry jelly. For my breakfast. As I watch tv. And think about how I am back in to my state of deep depression and sadness. Over just how much I still miss Michael. I already cried over him a few times and it is still morning here.
 
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