going crazy wish things were bck to how they used to
You were probably thinking of something else. But for me I had wish that for over 10 years. If everything was back to the way it was. I will not be suffering from depression. I won't be relying on video/ computer/mobile games as my anti depressants. And I still will be one of the most biggest MJ fans in the world. As well as still having my bedroom walls and doors still cover in pictures and posters of him. Now all of my gorgeous MJ posters. That I used to love so much. Are now down in the basement collecting dust. The same goes for every single one of my MJ concerts. Or anything else that I either bought or taped related to him. Never to be touch by me ever again. I can't tell you just how badly I still miss watching and listening to him. I still can't even look at my MJ collection that I used to love so much. Without wanting to cry a million tears.
Right now I am just relaxing in my bed. Just trying to stay warm. While I listen to some you tube creepypasta stories. As I work on my gypsy witch caravan lot. In my Sims 4 game.
I'll 2nd u on that one, I have MJ as a screen saver on my phone and everytime I unlock it I feel a lump in my throat, I want him in my phone so he's always with me but I don't if that makes any sense, it hurts so much and I don't think it will ever get any easier. I love being able to share my pain with other fans, sort of makes me feel a bit better
that isn't healthy. have you tried therapy or try to get on medication? not trying sound rude or anything.
ScreenOrigami;4275930 said:Shaking my head in disbelief about this conversation I just had on Twitter:
Person accusing MJ: “What evidence do you need exactly for a pedo case?”
Me: “Anything that proves he did something illegal with those kids. Because that’s what you claim, right? Prove it then.”
Person accusing MJ: “Well Jesus, if we applied that logic to all pedophiles, child abuse conviction rate would be at zero.”
:doh:
DifferentKindOfLady;4275949 said:This kind of people don't deserve our time! So, to this person is okay to accuse innocents without any proof?