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I really don't want to hear the defence BS spin, since Michael died I don't have the patience any more for haters etc., before I could calmly put people right but now I rip their heads off! A part of me was hoping Murray would cop a plea just so we didn't have to hear it, but I suppose then we wouldn't have the pleasure of watching the yummy Walgren rip them to shreds.
 
So the defence should be brief and wrapped up by Wednesday.............................. Thats because there is no defence... Nothing you can say makes what that man did defendable. :angry:
 
indeed HOW LONG is this BS gonna last???? Get it over with, gee...
The FACTS say CM is GUILTY... The CORONER prooved its HOMICIDE...
So WHY more BS???? :mat:
 
Absolutely Daryll! Murray should just give it up already.. having said that though - I don't want him negotiating any lighter sentence.

Can't wait to see how many experts they can get to say murray's treatment of Michael was above board and safe!
 
indeed HOW LONG is this BS gonna last???? Get it over with, gee...
The FACTS say CM is GUILTY... The CORONER prooved its HOMICIDE...
So WHY more BS???? :mat:

That is a very good question. I am not even following the trials. Mainly because I can't handle it. And plus I don't want to see that evil monster. But with me being a big time believer in capital punishment. Still wishes more than ever he was getting the death penalty. And I still wish I was out in California right now. Mainly just so I can get my revenge on him. and give that monster the kind of justice that he should get. Which is to spend his eternity in Hell. Burning in that Lake Of Fire where people like him go to.
 
I completely understand...I just wish Murray would at least show some remorse or some humility for what he has done. It angers me no end...I want him to know what he's done and to pay. That sounds so bitter but I guess I am. Absolutely sickened at how he treated Michael! :(
 
That is a very good question. I am not even following the trials. Mainly because I can't handle it. And plus I don't want to see that evil monster. But with me being a big time believer in capital punishment. Still wishes more than ever he was getting the death penalty. And I still wish I was out in California right now. Mainly just so I can get my revenge on him. and give that monster the kind of justice that he should get. Which is to spend his eternity in Hell. Burning in that Lake Of Fire where people like him go to.

Well, I'm glad I live far away across the ocean too and I guess a trip to LA is NEVER gonna happen due to 'censored' reasons... :smilerolleyes:
I couldn't handle the trial at first too... Nightmares, tantrums, you know...
Then I popped into the trial chat during breaks and the peeps were so kind and loving that they made me feel SAVE and now...:better:
I just pop in during breaks and I stay to listen and chat during the trial session so thats fear 0-1 :clap:
 
I hate him, on so may levels I hate him, I hate what he did, I hate his lack of concern, I hate his incompetance, I hate his covering his ass, I hate his greed, I hate the fact he was born, I hate the fact Michael ever met him, I hate how he conducts his personal life, I hate how he lies, I hate how he justs sits there, I hate his lack of emotion, I hate his arrogance, I hate his beady eyes, I hate him, I hate him, I hate him......... and breathe. I bet you will never guess who I'm talking about!

I know hate is a negative emotion that wont do me any good, but for now I hate him. Having watched Dr Shafer, with tears flowing and the camera panning to murray and there was just nothing from him...... the anger just built up inside of me.

He deserves so much more punishment than 4yrs max, I don't mean retaliation, I mean legally.
 
Ah Last tear :better: that felt good didn't it... Just SCREAMING it out and yep, I know WHO you mean... Cheerios hey :tease:
Thats WHY I only 'listen' to the trial chat and follow and chat... I can't stand looking at Cheerios :evil: I too get all 'boily' inside...
 
I hate him, on so may levels I hate him, I hate what he did, I hate his lack of concern, I hate his incompetance, I hate his covering his ass, I hate his greed, I hate the fact he was born, I hate the fact Michael ever met him, I hate how he conducts his personal life, I hate how he lies, I hate how he justs sits there, I hate his lack of emotion, I hate his arrogance, I hate his beady eyes, I hate him, I hate him, I hate him......... and breathe. I bet you will never guess who I'm talking about!

I know hate is a negative emotion that wont do me any good, but for now I hate him. Having watched Dr Shafer, with tears flowing and the camera panning to murray and there was just nothing from him...... the anger just built up inside of me.

He deserves so much more punishment than 4yrs max, I don't mean retaliation, I mean legally.

You summed up everything I'm feeling so well. Just hate. Yes its negative. But for now, its what I feel. Maybe someday I'll learn to deal with this a bit better but for now, while this farce of a trial is ongoing I just am so tense with anger and just plainly I despise this man. I would feel a bit better about it if he was in bits, if I thought he even knew and comprehended what he's done, but just nothing. It's crazy!!
 
This is all getting out of control. I'm failing two classes because things have been so bad this month. Moreover, not only can I not find motivation to go to class, I can't even bring myself to listen to the live stream for very long anymore. I am wondering how long this will last.

We're already at the middle of the term. =/ I don't want to have to lose my scholarship and funds, because I kind of need them. I severely need to get my act together. Moreover, I can't really feel much of anything anymore. =/
 
This is all getting out of control. I'm failing two classes because things have been so bad this month. Moreover, not only can I not find motivation to go to class, I can't even bring myself to listen to the live stream for very long anymore. I am wondering how long this will last.

We're already at the middle of the term. =/ I don't want to have to lose my scholarship and funds, because I kind of need them. I severely need to get my act together. Moreover, I can't really feel much of anything anymore. =/

Please Hun :better: Hang in there!
It all be over soon... Next week is the LAST week and then the verdict... Dr. Schafer just nailed his coffin shut... NO WAY of escaping now...
Flousy looked terrified, disappointing he shook his head... good riddens...
I missed you yesterday on the chat... PLEASE take care of yourself :jumpcrazy

Flousy is NOT really worth it that you THROW away your education and dreams...
PROOVE and SHOW that you're STRONGER than him...
That's what gets me through the day... I feel like zombie right now but he's not getting me under... :beee:
Since last night I'm even SMARTER than flousy now with the medical lesson we had from Dr. Schafer... :clapping:
 
This whole case just makes me disgusted. I am so mad and most of all I am scared that there will not be justice for Michael. I can't even listen to Michael's music right now because I break down and cry. I've never been this angry in my whole life.
 
This whole case just makes me disgusted. I am so mad and most of all I am scared that there will not be justice for Michael. I can't even listen to Michael's music right now because I break down and cry. I've never been this angry in my whole life.

I know what you mean. Except for me I can listen to his music but only if I really need to his voice. It really isn't that often. But watching him is still out of the question for me. I had one these news type programs on last night I think. I forget which one it was. But they had show some of the Diane Sawyer interview she did with Michael and Lisa. And I just really started to cry the second I saw it. And I was forced to change the channel. So I really don't know what they were talking about. And I just miss watching him so much anymore. The last time I remember watching one of my MJ related videos was May of last year. And I had never went this long with out watching him.:boohoo: Especially his music videos and his concerts. I am crying over him now just thinking about how much I miss seeing him.:sad:
 
Conrad Murray is a Monster :angry:

This video is NOT about Hate. Its a documentary based on the song, and events going on in the Murray trial and fan base. Its about RIGHTEOUS ANGER and indignation toward Conrad Murray for what he did to our DEAR SWEET MIchael. To me He is the REAL Boogy Man a MONSTER ..

PS No I dont think Monster is 100% Michael but it suites its purpose here for what I want to express.

Song: Michael Fan Has Spoken
Monster remix and Rap by Big Spook Loc

Michael Fan has Spoken
Unleash the fans

How is it your are innocent man
when you lied to his family and his fans
Want the world to think you have clean hands
want the world to believe Michael did it to himself

You're a liar all you wanted was the money
Dr Conrad Murray is nothign but a monster
No matter how you look at it, He's nothign but a monster
Defense team know you're guilty

Too bad Hollywood's Got you jumping like you should
Its got you bouncing off the wall its got you drunk enough to fall
Hollywood

What you thought . We weren't gonna say nothing
You thought the fans were just gonna be quiet

Dr Conrad Murray

Monster (Dr Conrad Murray)
He's a monster (Dr Conrad Murray) He's an animal (Dr Conrad Murray)
Monster (Dr Conrad Murray)
He's a monster (Dr Conrad Murray) He's an animal (Dr Conrad Murray)

Justice for Michael .. JUSTICE

Need a verdict need a verdit real fast
Fake tears dont work yeah too bad
4 year I dont think you deserve that
Think many times Michael cry every night :...(

See you aint nothing but a monster
When a girl hit it she's not gonna want you
Cause your guilty you know you're guilty
The devil dont even want you

Too bad Hollywood's Got you jumping like you should
Its got you bouncing off the wall its got you drunk enough to fall
Too Bad Hollywood (You call yourself a Doctor. What Dr dont call 911)

Dr Conrad Murray.

Monster (Dr Conrad Murray)
He's a monster (Dr Conrad Murray) He's an animal (Dr Conrad Murray)
Monster (Dr Conrad Murray)
He's a monster (Dr Conrad Murray) He's an animal (Dr Conrad Murray)


Justice for Michael
 
If the jury still find Murray "not guilty" after everything that that has been said during the trial, except for the defense's character witnesses predictably kissing his butt, I will be very, very, very upset.
 
If the jury still find Murray "not guilty" after everything that that has been said during the trial, except for the defense's character witnesses predictably kissing his butt, I will be very, very, very upset.


Same here :sad:


Ever since what that monster did he had forever ruin my life. Causing me live in constant misery. I am crying all of the time now. And I am really just so sick and tired of crying all the time. But there is really nothing I can do about it. Since a lot of the times the tears will come on very suddenly for me. And what makes it more worst for is to have uncaring and unloving people in my life. Just to make me feel even more miserable than I already am. What do you expect from MJ haters. Who really doesn't care about what had happen. It is no wonder why I am always wishing I was dead now. At least if I was dead I will finally be happy again. Because I will be with Michael now.:sad: :boohoo:
 
@MJBollywoodGirl7 *hugs* please don't say that, although I do understand as it's run through my mind as well. You have to try to find positive aspects of your life to hang on to and focus on. I wish I could say more to make you feel better, hang in there, you never know what is around the corner. *hugs*
 
at the end of this trial...all I want to see is Conrad Murray hauled off to jail...IN HANDCUFFS. That is what he deserves...he has been given special treatment through out this whole thing.,,brought in back doors...not handcuffed when he turned himself in. There was poor Michael an innocent man and he was treated like shit. He was humiliated for the world to see. I know to some seeing Murray in handcuffs is not a big deal...but ..to me...it means justice. Not that it is gonna bring Michael back...but to know that his murderer will feel those cold bracelts around his wrists,,,gives me SOME satisfaction...and it will remind Murray of WHAT it is he has taken away. Until then,,,I dont think he will truly know.
 
:banghead::banghead::banghead:
:banghead::banghead::banghead:


:voodoo_doll::voodoo_doll::voodoo_doll:
 
:banghead::banghead::banghead:
:banghead::banghead::banghead:


:voodoo_doll::voodoo_doll::voodoo_doll:

Couldn't have said it better though :tease:

Just read Yahoo news... BAH...
You tell me HOW Michael caused his own death??? SERIOUSLY, That's the biggest :bsI've heard... :beee:
 
Same here :sad:


Ever since what that monster did he had forever ruin my life. Causing me live in constant misery. I am crying all of the time now. And I am really just so sick and tired of crying all the time. But there is really nothing I can do about it. Since a lot of the times the tears will come on very suddenly for me. And what makes it more worst for is to have uncaring and unloving people in my life. Just to make me feel even more miserable than I already am. What do you expect from MJ haters. Who really doesn't care about what had happen. It is no wonder why I am always wishing I was dead now. At least if I was dead I will finally be happy again. Because I will be with Michael now.:sad: :boohoo:

I have gone through this over the past two years more times than I care to admit. August this year was a particularly bad time, and it literally got to the point where it was hour by hour. I understand, truly I do.

Having made it through all of those times, albeit barely, I offer this advice: hold on, dear one. Hold on for Michael. Think about it from his perspective - I often get an image of my head of him crying tears of absolute sorrow at the thought that someone was suffering that much out of missing him. When I think about it, and all of the pain Michael endured in his physical life, for us to feel as though we have nothing left to live for would cause him immense pain. He shared his dreams, his hopes, his life goals with us, and we can see them through for him now. We are the torchbearers for all that he stood for and will always stand for. He knew that it was us that understood his soul and would be the ones who sowed the seeds of Love across the globe over the years and for generations to come. We can make our lives count for him in the present, until the joyful day comes when we're all together again with him. That's when I get more images in my mind, but this time of him looking down on us from heaven happy that Love carries us through. Whenever things get hard, hold on to your beautiful memories and allow the Love you feel in your heart to guide you towards honouring him in your own life. That would make him happiest of all. (hug)
 
@roomdownstairs :cry:

Thank you, your wise words are so true and should be remembered during our darkest days.
:better:
 
I have gone through this over the past two years more times than I care to admit. August this year was a particularly bad time, and it literally got to the point where it was hour by hour. I understand, truly I do.

Having made it through all of those times, albeit barely, I offer this advice: hold on, dear one. Hold on for Michael. Think about it from his perspective - I often get an image of my head of him crying tears of absolute sorrow at the thought that someone was suffering that much out of missing him. When I think about it, and all of the pain Michael endured in his physical life, for us to feel as though we have nothing left to live for would cause him immense pain. He shared his dreams, his hopes, his life goals with us, and we can see them through for him now. We are the torchbearers for all that he stood for and will always stand for. He knew that it was us that understood his soul and would be the ones who sowed the seeds of Love across the globe over the years and for generations to come. We can make our lives count for him in the present, until the joyful day comes when we're all together again with him. That's when I get more images in my mind, but this time of him looking down on us from heaven happy that Love carries us through. Whenever things get hard, hold on to your beautiful memories and allow the Love you feel in your heart to guide you towards honouring him in your own life. That would make him happiest of all. (hug)

:better: Thanks for your sweet words, Hun...

@ QBee: THANKS for the vid, dear... Its so TRUE...

ARGH, the :censored: stuff I would do...
 
Yesterday I had to take my child for minor surgery to the hospital and they put him under. It was very scary for me. I kept thinking about Michael and what happened. When it was finally over, everything was okay, I told the anesthiologist, know I spelled it wrong, that I was glad his name was not Dr. Conrad Murray. He laughed! But it was scary.
 
Yesterday I had to take my child for minor surgery to the hospital and they put him under. It was very scary for me. I kept thinking about Michael and what happened. When it was finally over, everything was okay, I told the anesthiologist, know I spelled it wrong, that I was glad his name was not Dr. Conrad Murray. He laughed! But it was scary.

Glad your child is okay! It's nerve wrecking for a parent. Glad all is well.
 
Glad your child is okay! It's nerve wrecking for a parent. Glad all is well.

Thank you. I got a great chance to see how a doctor is supposed to put someone under and they monitored every vital sign, every heartbeat, everything I'm sure Murray did not do.
 
Yesterday I had to take my child for minor surgery to the hospital and they put him under. It was very scary for me. I kept thinking about Michael and what happened. When it was finally over, everything was okay, I told the anesthiologist, know I spelled it wrong, that I was glad his name was not Dr. Conrad Murray. He laughed! But it was scary.

I'm really glad he's OKAY and yep, there are still GOOD docs out there though ;)
 
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