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Beccabubbles

Beccabubbles

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I do, i'm out with my friends right now and they are making fun of out Mj!
I lovehim so so so so so so much.
I don't think they realise how much it hurts.... infact i know it doesn't.
Just ignoe this, just a few too many and missing Michael more than words can describe.
Please Michael know that I love you more every day, and I will always try to pass ur message all aroundthe world.

xxx xxxxx xxx
 
I don't drink lol, wow and what great friends you have! That's insensitive.
 
I hate anyone talking about Michael now unless I know they are supporters of him. I feel physically sick about it.

Drinking last night though was for other thing.s.
 
Alcohol is a depressant, so yeah it would affect things that people are sad about more.
I know it does me if I am sad and have had a drink. :bugeyed
 
Just want to say a big sorry for posting that drunken message last night.
I was round at a friends party and Billie Jean came on one of the video channels.
They just started really making fun and sayin loadsa horrid stuff about him - I was quite shocked because like you guys said, they know what a huge fan i am.
I won't repeat what they said but I defended Michael as any of us would, but they just laughed and said "yeah thats because you're wierd".
I can't belive it, it really really really upset me. So I asked my mate if I could use her computer. And after going to the toilet for a cry, I went on here and posted that message.
Thats why I did it, so sorry again! And thank you for all the messages.
Last night has resulted in me feeling so awful today - and not just because i'm hung over lol!
But just increadably sad and missing michael so badly and hurting so awfully.

Big Hugs All Round.
xxx xxx xxx
 
Beccabubbles said:
Just want to say a big sorry for posting that drunken message last night.
I was round at a friends party and Billie Jean came on one of the video channels.
They just started really making fun and sayin loadsa horrid stuff about him - I was quite shocked because like you guys said, they know what a huge fan i am.
I won't repeat what they said but I defended Michael as any of us would, but they just laughed and said "yeah thats because you're wierd".
I can't belive it, it really really really upset me. So I asked my mate if I could use her computer. And after going to the toilet for a cry, I went on here and posted that message.
Thats why I did it, so sorry again! And thank you for all the messages.
Last night has resulted in me feeling so awful today - and not just because i'm hung over lol!
But just increadably sad and missing michael so badly and hurting so awfully.

Big Hugs All Round.
xxx xxx xxx
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Don't worry, my friends are exactly the same. They've never respected the fact that I am and MJ fan, they have no idea how much I'm hurting right now. It got soo much at one time, that I banned them from mentioning him around me, to me, or talking about him. They always felt the need to tell me those nasty jokes about him, knowing perfectly well I am a fan, have been all my life. Its really upsetting. Most of my mates are into metal music or rock, so whenever I was at their house that's what we listened to on the music channels, but when I flicked through the channels and saw MJ, I would leave it on but then they all got miffed with me, and they have the habbit of like mocking me, like turning off the tv when I'm in the zone to thriller, they tunr the tv off and laugh. It pissed me off so bad. Even around my house, I couldn't put Michael on cause they would have that look on their faces like "omg not him" and I would feel guilty so I'd let them have their music.

Don'y worry, your not alone. I'm sorry that you were sad last night, hell if I'd have been there I would have kick their butts and rocked the house down with some MJ. lol I hope you feel better today.
 
Beccabubbles said:
Just want to say a big sorry for posting that drunken message last night.
I was round at a friends party and Billie Jean came on one of the video channels.
They just started really making fun and sayin loadsa horrid stuff about him - I was quite shocked because like you guys said, they know what a huge fan i am.
I won't repeat what they said but I defended Michael as any of us would, but they just laughed and said "yeah thats because you're wierd".
I can't belive it, it really really really upset me. So I asked my mate if I could use her computer. And after going to the toilet for a cry, I went on here and posted that message.
Thats why I did it, so sorry again! And thank you for all the messages.
Last night has resulted in me feeling so awful today - and not just because i'm hung over lol!
But just increadably sad and missing michael so badly and hurting so awfully.

Big Hugs All Round.
xxx xxx xxx
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Aw :( Sending you a big fat hug from me. I know what it's like to have friends who say things about Michael, it's not nice at all and makes you feel pretty crap. Just try not to think about it, focus on the good, like Michael would have. At least we know how amazing he is! And that's all that matters. To anyone else, they're missing out! I truly believe that. Feel better soon honey xx
 
StaceyMJ said:
Aw :( Sending you a big fat hug from me. I know what it's like to have friends who say things about Michael, it's not nice at all and makes you feel pretty crap. Just try not to think about it, focus on the good, like Michael would have. At least we know how amazing he is! And that's all that matters. To anyone else, they're missing out! I truly believe that. Feel better soon honey xx
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Thank you. People can be so insensitive sometimes!
Your're right, we know special Michael is and pooh to all those who don't!
Big hugs back - I needed that!
xxx
 
Lorraine said:
Alcohol is a depressant, so yeah it would affect things that people are sad about more.
I know it does me if I am sad and have had a drink. :bugeyed
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Yeah, every time I've drunk alcohol after Michael's passing I've been in floods of tears by the end of the night. Not that I was a big drinker or anything but I've made the decision to stop for now until my emotions are stable again.
 
I sometimes need a drink to put me to sleep at night it's when i think about MJ the most when I'm sitting alone at night.
 
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