Michael my eternal sweet L.?.V.E. I am so sorry I have not been saying one of my goodnight messages to you lately. I just either been too tired, too sad, or not feeling so good to want to say goodnight to you. Which is why I am saying it now my L.?.V.E. Cause real soon I am going up to bed real soon. Ever since your murderer pleaded not guilty he had put me right back in to my depression. And I really did thought I was getting better until he did what he did. So I am really trying right now not to start crying over you again. Which is why I need to go up to bed now. So I don't start my crying over you. So goodnight and sweet dreams my eternal sweet L.?.V.E. I miss and L.?.V.E. you so extremely much. And I still wish more than ever I was with now. ? :heart: :wub: