Don't be sad, MJsBollywood. Don't have any negative thought. You seem to like Michael very much ; so do I and all the members of this forum (as millions of people all around the world). It's hard, I know, to realize that, for 7 years, he isn't among us anymore. God called him back. But, for someone who enthusiastically gave joy to people through his music and considered his fans as family, Michael wouldn't want his fans to mourn him and/or hurt themselves or others. I have no doubt about that ; I can safely say that.Depressed
sad
tired
And just as miserable as ever before.
I truly hate feeling this way constantly. But without MJ there is just no point of being that h word ever again. 7 years it's been. But for me it still tends to feel like it just happen yesterday. The thought of spending the next 50 plus years of living in total misery. Is something I truly hate the thought of doing. But thanks to that mother fcking ahole. Who I still want to see dead so extremely bad. Especially by my own hands. It is something I am forced to do. Becoming a Michael Jackson fan was definitely the most biggest mistake I ever made in my entire life. :boohoo And what really hurts just as bad that I am still having those horrific vivid MJ nightmares. That I was constantly plague by 7 years ago. I had 2 more 2 and 3 days ago. The one from 3 days ago was so upsettingly bad. That I was forced to stay up the rest of the night. And I had spent half of that night crying because it was that upsetting. I just wish I could go out in my backyard and burn every single one of my MJ items. What is the point of having them anymore? When I will never be able to watch and listen to him ever again. Or even read any of my MJ books. Especially Dancing The Dream a book that was once considered one of my very most prized MJ items. :boohoo
Don't be sad, MJsBollywood. Don't have any negative thought. You seem to like Michael very much ; so do I and all the members of this forum (as millions of people all around the world). It's hard, I know, to realize that, for 7 years, he isn't among us anymore. God called him back. But, for someone who enthusiastically gave joy to people through his music and considered his fans as family, Michael wouldn't want his fans to mourn him and/or hurt themselves or others. I have no doubt about that ; I can safely say that.
Don't be sad : you are too loved and precious for being like this.
Be strong !
Michael is at peace. He would want you to be at peace too, probably even sad that you're tormenting over this. Conrad Murray will be forever known as the person who killed Michael Jackson, he will have a miserable life for the rest of his days. His medical career is over, he is desperate for money, trying to sell a failed book of laughable lies that even non-fans aren't believing. Enjoy the work Michael created. He is alive through the work he left here on Earth. Rest... please.
Michael is at peace. He would want you to be at peace too, probably even sad that you're tormenting over this. Conrad Murray will be forever known as the person who killed Michael Jackson, he will have a miserable life for the rest of his days. His medical career is over, he is desperate for money, trying to sell a failed book of laughable lies that even non-fans aren't believing. Enjoy the work Michael created. He is alive through the work he left here on Earth. Rest... please.