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I had to come back...

Miss_star

Miss_star

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*deep breathe* Hello all :huggy: just thought I'd post..after not being here for a while..

well...it's pretty scary to be back here...I feel like alot has gone on in the last couple of months..not sure what has been happening, people arguing etc..I logged on a week ago and the first thing I saw was a thread that made me think it was best not to come back ( and other threads about folk fighting etc)...but I thought about it and I get the sentiment of the thread in question *stops rambling* :p

I had to come back...I missed MJJC. um....

I suppose I left because I couldn't read the misery here every single day. I notice that the support forum has gone..maybe that's a good thing because possibly people were feeding off each others misery :/

It is good to take a break sometimes, to clear your head. It got to the stage where I was feeling dread at the thought of signing in here...

so..I never did go to see 'This is It' at the cinema..that was partly why I had to leave, I couldn't understand all the mania and excitement over the film. ( btw if you did go to see it, I hope you enjoyed it :) I hope one day I will see it)

I know why I felt like that now. After some thought, I have realised...I didn't want to see the film, because I never ever want to say 'oh, that was it, there is nothing new now, end of'....I never want 'Michael Jackson' to end. I hope this makes sense..I don't want the new stuff to ever stop. :cry:

yes I know that's not realistic...it's just how I realised I felt about this..

so I am here again now...looking forward to getting my Opus. That makes me happy..

I have so much catching up to do.

peace to all :huggy:

Miss_star :heart:
 
Aw, I totally understand you feeling the need to take a break. I'm so glad you're back though. :hug: :heart:
 
Welcome back dear!!
Haha I'm goin' to look for the opus too :D *Dream*
And LOVE Michael forever!! :wub:
 
Thanks Louise, Angela and Amy :huggy: and Limonali: thanks for the invite :heart: I would love to join in with the appleheads again one day :D
 
Welcome back Miss Star. I understand why you had to take a break. I'm glad to see you back here though.
 
:better:Miss star I totally understand cos thats how I feel. After June 25, I just couldnt deal with all the celebrating of Michaels legacy, all the new members (sorry to bring it up again, but thats just how I feel) all the new fans, the excitment and anticpation of TII, and how overnight my life changed forever. Its soo hard to come here and read posts from new members, all their excitment at finding new footage, photographs and info, stuff which I not only remember when it happened but also have memeories of actaully being there and seeing Michael in real life. I just had to take a break from the fan communites in general, not just MJJC. For me, its like, whats the point anymore. I used to love going to fan meetups and MJ fan events, meeting new fans and passing on my experiences, just like fans helped me when I was new to the active fan community.

For the last 6 months Ive slowly withdrawn from all that. There dosnt seem to be any point any more. Its kinda like that part of my life is over. I just dont understand how people can say they are even more MJ obsessed since June 25. Maybe I just dont identify or feel like I have anything in common with the fan community anymore.

Anyway Im starting to ramble abit now, but what I started off meaning to say was that Im logging in to MJJC more often now. I might not post much but I am starting to read more posts instead of just skimming over the topic titles.
 
awww thankyou all...I have had major pc problems...only just got my pc back...it's lovely to read all this
 
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