ForeverKOP
Proud Member
I don't know where to post this... I didn't want to write this in the Book of L.O.V.E. thread because those are all messages for Michael... So...I was wondering, can we just have a thread solely for expressing how we feel today? Not what we're doing, or where we're going - just how we're feeling..
As for myself, the two words I could use to describe how I feel right now would just be extremely sad & hopeless. Which is really weird...because I thought I had gotten over the "sad/depressing phase" a long, long time ago. I was fine yesterday, the day before that, and the day before that, etc. But today, it's confusing, because suddenly all the gloomy feelings from the past come out of nowhere and replace the cheerful & happy memories I've been enjoying. Why is today so hard for me - for all of us? What really makes today different from all of the other days that he's been gone? How are you all feeling right now?
As for myself, the two words I could use to describe how I feel right now would just be extremely sad & hopeless. Which is really weird...because I thought I had gotten over the "sad/depressing phase" a long, long time ago. I was fine yesterday, the day before that, and the day before that, etc. But today, it's confusing, because suddenly all the gloomy feelings from the past come out of nowhere and replace the cheerful & happy memories I've been enjoying. Why is today so hard for me - for all of us? What really makes today different from all of the other days that he's been gone? How are you all feeling right now?