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If this http://www.youtube.com/user/majingangsta is anyone on here then you're an idiot and you have been blocked from my YouTube account due to leaving nasty comments about my work. Criticism is fine but childish crap like "ha! I could do better than that!!!" and 1 star ratings is absolutely pathetic.

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It just shows them for what they are...pathetic. IF they have nothing better to do with their time than go looking for videos on youtube to leave comments like that, it says it all!
 
It just shows them for what they are...pathetic. IF they have nothing better to do with their time than go looking for videos on youtube to leave comments like that, it says it all!
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Thanks man :)
 
hi Em, hi peeps

You know your work is great and we love it, such comments are worthless :yes: ;)
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so true!
and i watching your videos again today.. just can't stop.. :-]

You know whats odd Fujon, and I've said this to you countless times in PM and on here, thats exactly how I feel the majority of the time. You do ok and bam something kicks you back down again, like the sewer is our place to be.[/b]
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exactly, Malc!

and what is more odd, i always feel if something bad is coming..
intuition..

destiny playing with us like with a toys
i don't see a sense

the humans are not perfect. cuz we haven't ''turn off'' button :(

maybe to try to sleep or maybe not
i have headacher from all of this

sometimes i have such a good dreams... see some of fans there.. and Michael..
and beautiful music playing around us.. which i never heard before.. i haven't words to describe it.. so perfect...
Michael having some 'musical dreams' from time to time, too..

interesting, is it just our imagination or something more? hmm..

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well.. i went to gym club today, but spent there not much time..
i thought maybe it will help to fight with stress a bit and relax, but it didn't.
so.. i left asap

paid off the bills today & went to office to say that i don't be working about a week or maybe gone forever.
it mean i'll get very small paying next month.
but to the hell.
i can't be there now, can't smile & to say that i'm o'k. cuz i'm really Not o'k. :no:

met a few buddies.. they asked to go to bar together & for 'to kill sorrow'..
but i didn't go. alcohol not a helper in situation when you in a deep ass of stress.
it just will make everything even double worse.

now i feels like Michael before the verdict :cry:
i don't know where is my life going to lead me..

sorry, guys for my messages in this thread..
i just sitting here and thinking about all this mess in my life.
i'm stuck in a bog & can't get out... haven't any luck recently :no:

dear Lord if you reading this ( lol ) please show me the right way, help me please.
or take me to the Heaven. cuz i'm really very very veeeeery tired from this all & fed up.
i haven't any energy anymore.

life is like a road and you driving your car through the city..
i had a destination..
but now i'm in impasse.. the map is lost.. no gas..
i wander in a labyrinth of streets... cold.. hungry.. lonely.. unhappy.. desperate.. lost..
for what? i'm in the end of the road.
the night sky sparkling from stars.. looks like they winking to me ''come on, Fujon, join to us on the sky.. free your soul..''
my heart is bleeding..
i dreamt to have a good house, wife, kids..
looks like it really never will come true..
i'm totally unlucky in this, now i see it.

if there was no Michael Jackson in my life, i would not be still alive..
Michael having unique charm..
whole this years he is invisibly supporting all of us by his art, inspiring us & sharing the Love.
it's probably hard to be Michael Jackson.. everyone want something from you, attention, hugs, autograph or new songs, clips..
screaming crowd follow you everywhere you go..
but it's because you're so dear to us, Michael. like a family member, father or brother.
you are like a sunshine in our lives.. such a special person.. just a few words from you - treasure for us..

and Michael's fans are unique, too - just like a Michael is..
i never met before so much interesting, intelligent, funny, talented people in one community.
we're all soul-mates & related in some way - i feel it.

so.. i'm thankful to God for Michael Jackson. that he is free & enjoy his life now.
and i'm thankful for PC & Internet - such a great possibility to meet wonderful fans of MJ.

it's all. there is no others things for me atm to be happy about :no:
 
Rant and rave all you want here my friend Fujon, this is what the thread is intended for, and your friends will always listen anyway. I too feel like whatever controls the non trivial (to some) things in your life likes to take the piss out of you from time to time, it certainly does with me.

There's no way to win really, you'll have that good day but you can bet your ass the next one will be bad enough to even that score. Some people are born lucky, good looks, girl on the arm, nice job, car, money and everything. What makes them deserve it more than you? nothing but fate.
 
RT: it's strange, why lifts almost always open the doors for me - before i going to push a button? friends, who walks with me & noticing it - wondering..
and it happening in any building which having lift ( not just in my house )

recently i walked through long hall at hotel ( i was there at first time ), there were no ppls around at that moment..
and i just thought - 'will it open or not?' - and it DID!

weird? yeah.
 
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like we says here:
hoping for the best,
better prepare for the worse


Fujon : The Second Coming :lol: :)
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i'm seriously wondering about it..
 
Em-Jay Your videos have given me hours of pleasure, your amazing talent is second to none, dont let anyone tell you otherwise. Its because you have such talent that you have the haters. :flowers:

Fujon I dont even know you, I've never spoken with you like others on here have. Yet when I read your posts I feel the warmth and love that you radiate, to have that quality is something special. I hope you feel much better tomorrow. :flowers:
 
Em-Jay Your videos have given me hours of pleasure, your amazing talent is second to none, dont let anyone tell you otherwise. Its because you have such talent that you have the haters. :flowers:
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Thanks Rita! that haters theory is a very good one, and one that I hadn't thought of til now :)
 
Fujon I dont even know you, I've never spoken with you like others on here have. Yet when I read your posts I feel the warmth and love that you radiate, to have that quality is something special. I hope you feel much better tomorrow. :flowers:
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thank you so much, Rita :blush: :flowers:

i will try to radiate even more warmth and love, if i'll survive
 
btw, Rita is right Fujon. I too haven't really spoken to you other than in this thread and PM, but you're a cool dude in my book :yes:
 
Hey FUJON hun, *hugs* I don't know what is happening in your life, but you seem to be very upset. You have been for so long. Do know that I love you so much. You are a very sweet and caring person. You are my other brother in life. I really pray and wish that things get better for you. :heart: You will always be loved and cherished by me. :yes: God bless you, hun.

Em, I know a lot of things have happened to you. I know that you are stricken by bad luck constantly. I hope and pray that things get better for you, too. I love you so much, too. You are also a brother in my life. *hugs* :heart: God bless you.

Linky, I love you so much. I hope things get better for you, too. Mommy loves you. Always and forever. God bless you. Don't feel lonely because I am always with you, in spirit, until we meet.

Tempany, girl I love you very much. I hope you feel better soon enough. You have also suffered a lot in your life. God bless you. Please never feel lonely, for I love you very much.
 
Hey FUJON hun, *hugs* I don't know what is happening in your life, but you seem to be very upset. You have been for so long. Do know that I love you so much. You are a very sweet and caring person. You are my other brother in life. I really pray and wish that things get better for you. :heart: You will always be loved and cherished by me. :yes: God bless you, hun.

Em, I know a lot of things have happened to you. I know that you are stricken by bad luck constantly. I hope and pray that things get better for you, too. I love you so much, too. You are also a brother in my life. *hugs* :heart: God bless you.

Linky, I love you so much. I hope things get better for you, too. Mommy loves you. Always and forever. God bless you. Don't feel lonely because I am always with you, in spirit, until we meet.

Tempany, girl I love you very much. I hope you feel better soon enough. You have also suffered a lot in your life. God bless you. Please never feel lonely, for I love you very much.
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awww roshy i love u more sweetheart

:cry: someone had to do it with something sweet
 
everything is bad..
the work which i really hate
in private life - total sh*t, too atm
health not perfect either
finances is in a deep a$$
and yesterday had an argue with my ex GF ( too bad, we meet sometimes cuz of work :doh: )

i even not sure in my plans for the future
i feel absolute lost
i hate my life :cry:

why it's always like that?
you trying, working, almost doing o'k, but than - bach - life put you down really badly! :no:
enough is enough :(
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awww my poor angel...... :flowers: Sometimes being an adult sucks, I'm just learning that now.
This life is so cruel sometimes. Please try to look at thing postitively, ok? Remember WE LOVE YOU. *sends you warm hugs* I love you. :kiss:
 
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