Crying and sadly thinking about Michael. Something I have been doing on and off all day. As I go and get myself something unhealthy to eat. Something I tend to do. After crying over him.
Just drinking a can of cherry coke zero. While spending another sleepless night up. Watching tv and playing my Sims 3 game mostly. What else is there to do in the middle of the night?
Going back to read more of my Left Behind Glorious Appearing. As I still try to get that really horrible thought out of my head. That I might be becoming a MJ hater now. Because I show almost zero lack of interest in anything MJ related now.:sad: Which I totally blame Dr. Death for that.
I was kinda scared when I watched it being a child but I remember it scared me the most watching "It" and "The Omen." Now that I watched it yesterday it didn't scare me and it isn't a good movie IMHP...
Posting here and watching the live performance Who Wants To Live Forever by Queen... :chills:
Getting ready to get my nephew's dinosaur birthday cake. Since his birthday party is this afternoon. I just wish I could get myself in a more better mood when it is time to go to his party. But thanks to what evil monster did and for causing my depression. That is totally out of the question for me.:sad:
Drinking a glass of ice tea. While still being quite upset over that MJ hologram concert. And before I read that. I was trying to have good day. Something that I very rarely have anymore. So much for that good day I was trying to have. I should have known something was going to ruin it for me.:sad:
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