Ape...please don't worry for not having said anything for sometime.believe me i understand very well what you feel .
I'm doing all i can for my mother's confort and happiness.
I fear this can be our last christmas together,so i want to make sure i give her and do to her,all i can.
Yes i am very tired.But i don't know if i am more tired of seeing my mother in pain and getting worst with time,or if i am tired because i am all alone doing everything for her.
Like i said already,my mother is the person i love the most in this world.anything i can do for her,i do without thinking,because she made me who i am,and i couldn't be more happy for being her daughter.
Bl00dyphynix...You made me smile when you suggested that i should hear Michael.
Anytime i am deep despair,Michael is the one i listen and believe me,it helps a bit.
Also i do trust and believe in God very much.In fact,i think that if it wasn't the faith i have,i think i would gone crazy a long time ago.I want to thank you,from the bottom of my heart for your kind words.HUGS
Tomorrow my mother will make an ANGIO MRI...doctor thinks that my mom's aneurism has gott bigger so they will measure it.
My mom is so tired and scared.She says it hurts a lot,because all her veins are very damadged.I just hope she dosen't have to suffer.She has been through so much already.
Thank you all so much for your words of support and prayers.They mean much more than i can say,and i truly believe that if it wasn't the support i am having here,i would be lost a long time ago.
God bless all of you.