This is my personal list:
You know you're obsessed with MJ when...
...you must sing out loud or at least lip-sync the part "I do" during IJCSLY
...when you're having a problem or you're in a difficult situation, you silently in your mind ask Michael's help
...when you're going to sleep, you've Michael's name on the list of people who you're wishing good night
...you've googled someone whose artistic work Michael admired very much, and you probably became a fan of theirs
...you notice you haven't touched your pop corn/candy during the entire This Is It and your napkins have turned into tissues
...you caught yourself buying lollipops and bubble gum, even though you're an adult.
...you no longer feel guilty about climbing trees and going to amusement parks as an adult, because Michael did it too and he didn't care what other adults thought
...you've bought white tape/plaster from a pharmacy because you wanted to see how they looked like on your 3 fingers
...when sitting in a restaurant/cafeteria you hear them play a random MJ song you get a little annoyed when other customers don't get excited but just keep on eating
...you think over and over again what it would have been like to have met him live. You imagine interviewing him and asking him all these interesting questiongs that have never been asked before. Sometimes you also dream about having become one of his true close friends who would have understood and supported him always. And dream about how you could have helped him and changed what happened in June.
...you find it hard to find a life companion because no one can be as perfect as Michael
...you feel you've been inspired by Michael. You want to make a change in your life. You want to help others and become a better person because of him.
...When people say "I love you", you reply with "I love you more".
...you've named one of your pets Michael, Doo-Doo, Smelly, Applehead, Billy Jean, Ben, Diana, Rockin Robin or some other Michael-related name (in my case, Ben)
...When watching This Is It you find yourself remembering what you were doing on that rehearsal day of that specific scene
...You're going to light a candle on the 25th of Dec.
...You celebrated today's/yesterday's Thriller 27th anniversary by listening to Thriller album/doing something special
...You've traveled to another city/country to see TII one more time, because your local movie theater have already stopped showing it
...You've been seriously thinking about flying to London just to be able to see the MJ Exhibition, even though you can't afford to fly
...you sometimes notice you've spent the whole night watching Michael's youtube videos. And you lie you did something else and that's why you're so tired the next day
...you're still hoping every day you'd wake up and Michael's death was just a bad dream
...you want to buy / order online MJ merchandise you can't afford
...you will always find a specific MJ lyric/song that perfectly describes your emotions in a certain moment
...you've googled some of Michael's nephews' and other relatives' pictures in order to find some familiar traits in their looks that would remind you of Michael. (For example Austin's eyes, smile and singing voice is quite similar to Michael's.)
...you enjoy watching Janet's pictures(her smile, eyes, cheeks) because she reminds you of Michael.
...you have written Michael's name in the "thank you list" of your Bachelor's / Master's thesis
...you are going to buy Play Station 3 or some other blu-ray player just to be able to watch your TII special edition blu-ray when you've purchased it
...you're thinking about buying some expensive hi-fi technology / build a home theater just to be able to enjoy TII, Live In Bucharest, Bad Tour or any other Michael's concert films, short films and his music in a higher quality.
...you're constantly updating news pages and trying to find new MJ-related information
...you note you hate modern music and you wish you had the ability to time travel
...you're writing this list and realize it's 4 am
