For that matter, where was Dr. Murray when MJ was "begging" this "nurse" for propofal? Was Dr. Murray sitting by the phone next to MJ hoping himself that this nurse/nutritionist would suddenly become a new down-low hospital-drug hookup"?? Who in the sam hill would reason that?
In all her great morality and ethics, she, according to her, allegedly, unapologetically stood in his house and told him NO WAY! Essentially she said, 'even if you are Michael Jackson I'm telling you NO'. Was MJ used to hearing NO? He wasn't according to many who were around him. He was used to hearing YES. .... . and he's going to call her???? I DO NOT BELIEVE THAT FOR A MILLI-SECOND.
Don't "DRUG ADDICTS" go to people they KNOW will supply them and AVOID LIKE THE PLAGUE, people they KNOW will admonish them???? PLEASE.
3) On another note, one thing the world doens't know is that fans have been paying close attention to MJ over the years and know Michael Jackson to be the worlds' strictest perfectionist (we all know, he insists on having the best of everything on top of being a health fanatic) and one of those "rules" of perfectionism is dealing with people who are PROVEN to be THE BEST.
Now here we are expected to believe that this perfectionis insisted on having an uncertified cardiologist (of all things to have uncertified - a heart doctor???) - plus - no anethesiologist to admister this most lethally dangerously powerful anesthesia??
It makes no sense to my mind what-so-ever. Someone may say, "well drug addicts' standards fall waaaay low when they are in desperate "need" of a "fix". True, HOWEVER, diprovan is not a drug that gives a person a "high", its just a "knock out" drug, the "effects" of it are not even "felt" while the person is "under" its influence. Yes they may become "addicted" to that "glorious" feeling they may have upon awakening, but ALL it does is knock the person OUT. If he wanted a "feel good" "fix" there are other drugs that would serve that purpose.
If he was so desperate to sleep that Sunday night that he called her on the phone while she was in FLORIDA, what would be the best he could have expected from that situation even if she had said, 'yes'???
For her to .... do WHAT?
LEAVE her own emergency room emergency, jump on a plane, go hijack a hospital supply room and rush it over to him?? and she has already proven to be a primadonna herself when it comes to that?
What sense does that make? I'll say it again, she's a NUTRITIONIST ! That's like going to a wholistic healer for a shot of demerol! (Deepok Chopra?) I don't believe ANY of it at all. None of it, period.
OK, so with a constant "supplier" in residence at his house, MJ had to get on the phone to find this drug himself from some NUTRITIONIST he hadn't talked to in MONTHS who already told him to his face hell no. MAKES NO SENSE - NOT EVEN FOR A PERSON IN AN IRRATIONAL ADDICTED STATE or shall I say, ESPECIALLY for a person determined to get something QUICK.
4) About the "CPR" - - Even if, I repeat, EVEN IF .... even if it were a WONDERFUL idea for a cardiologist to attempt CPR on the bed due to him being highly experienced, and so much bigger than the patient etc. ..... at some point when doing it that way and that way didn't work, a little birdie from a Red Cross first aid class would have whispered in his ear, "let's try this on the floor" in his desperation to get something to work in his favor.
ESPECIALLY if you are in a pacnic to get this person to breathe! What am I suggesting? Nothing except that doesn't make a lick of sense.
5) Speaking of breathing, maybe its just my limited recall from CPR class, but as I recall, (and someone correct me here, nurses, I know you all know) when someone has a faint pulse, as the doctor said MJ did at first, but they are not breathing, I recall that the fact that they have a pulse means their heart is beating! The fact that they are not breathing means they need mouth-to-mouth resussitation, NOT cardio-pulmenary-ressusitation, y'all help me out there. Right now it just doesn't MAKE SENSE. AND since the breathing aparatus was a necessity to have on hand...why would the doctor not have him hooked up to that instead of CPR anway? OK, that's where I don't have enough info perhaps...like maybe he had no breathing apparatus just like he had no defibulator ... duh no defibulator and you're a heart doctor.
7) Speaking of being a heart doctor, so he couldn't call 911 earlier because WHY??? No phone access??? So, being a heart doctor, it wasn't built into his modus operandi to make sure he could call for help in the event of a heart emergency. Yeh right.
8) Frank Dileo pointed out that MJ said to him that being a single father, he would never endanger his well-being by being an actively using drug addict of those pain killers he'd been on in the early 90s (ok the first thing we know is that drug addicts lie but stay with me here and let me get to my point) so one thing we know if we believe that much from Dileo, is that Michael DEFINITELY had sense enough not to endanger his life in some kind of reckless way (that is my point) being that he's a single father. ok, but so now you are going to make me believe that he would insist on being artificially comatized by a drug that automatically stops your ability to breathe on your own, and your only hope for survival is for someone who
a) knows EXACTLY what they're doing and b) has PROVEN to truly give a deep abiding CARING about your life, NOT some "broke bloke" who he "hit it off" with in Vegas of all places and who is in a position (like so many others in MJ's RECENT PAST), to do anything for money.
So now we're supposed to believe that being the sober-minded, dedicated single father that MJ has PROVEN to be, and he's going to insist on someone UNQUALIFIED who he fairly recently met in Vegas?? and who's broke as hell and who doesn't have the adequate equipment to care for him?
If any doctor (or any other professional of any kind for that matter) has any kind of history of being careless, or half-stepping I do not believe MJ would want them anywhere near him. You may say, 'well look at Marc Schaffel, MJ didn't know he was involved in those things he was into" and I say, "ok true, however, Marc Schaffel was someone MJ took a chance with in an area where he was comfortable taking chances, his creativity and business - not his very LIFE and HEALTH.
So then,
here we have a HIGHLY dedicated father who is SUPPOSEDLY desperately hunting for a drug that is virtually guaranteed to stop his breathing each and every time he uses it (the whole purpose of the artificial respirator being on hand and monitering being a strict requirement and the only reason it is to be used only in a hospital setting and only with the due dilligence of a well-trained anesthesiologist on watch 24/7 does he stand a chance of ensuring his surivival) and this perfectionist who's entire family and career hinges on the success of this one doctor and MJ is going to insist on having an uncerfified, non-anesthesiologist who's broke as hell and could easily be in a position to do anything for money?? to watch after him??? the sole parent of his 3 angels????? Umm NO. .... a health-conscious, perfectionist who has to have ONLY the best of everything. When did that change?? Someone is expecting me to believe that he has a 50 concert gig where his health is vital, "this machine that fuels this entire business" - would insist on having one of the most uncredentialed, broke, ill-reputed doctors he could find to be in full charge?? of his health?? fully knowing?? this breath-stopping knock out drug has his life in his hands??? Um..NO. I'm not the one to believe MJ would make such a choice.
What am I suggesting is the case? Nothing except that doe not make any sense what-so-ever to me and I'm not buying it. I feel Randy Phillips should have been too embarrassed to even make that statement of MJ's quote about being "the machine that fuels this business" while being the head of the company that is paying this QUACK. That does not make sense.
And besides, if for insurance, if for no other reason, wouldn't AEG ensure their investment by having a qualified doctor on hand? Did they do no research before agreeing to allow this to be MJ's private doctor?
Speaking of the chefs in MJ's house ... did AEG hire her too? I saw it mentioned in that one article stated that someone from AEG said MJ was being fed a strict vegetarian diet so I'd think the only way they'd really know that is if they hired the vegetarian cook themselves. When and why was she originally let go? Why/when was she hired back?
All these "new" people were going to be traveling with MJ.
Wouldn't this be the first time MJ took so many "Fast friends" on tour with him? Was Brando going? Anyone MJ really KNEW? (besides Dileo?)
MJ "liked" Dr. Murray that much to the point where his "liking' him was more important than making sure he was qualified for the job of overseeing this "machine" while it was helplessly knocked out?
I'm starting to believe that MJ was "enslaved" to this contract. This deal was imho not only about his making good on the 50 concerts but AEG was looking 3 years out at a world tour! MJ had already made it clear that he did not want to spend the last half of his life doing that and there's no telling what kind of "push back" AEG was getting from him. He wanted to do films, remember? He knew he could have had his kids see what he does without agreeing to put them through what he didn't want to go through as a child himself. All that grueling traveling ..
And its just entirely too interesting that it just so happens that Dr. Quack had a long phone call to make or fell asleep or something afterall. Being that THAT very thing is the gravest danger of this drug, that is too dam convenient and even dang near laughable because i DON'T BELIEVE IT. He stands to have more money than he's ever seen in his life with as much trouble as he's been in financially and he's going to "forget" that the greatest star on earth, entrusted to his care, is in the next room knocked out. yeah right.
NONE of it makes sense. And I wish the press would stop comparing this to A.N.-Smith, because it is an entirely different situation. There has been NO tox report that supports their "drug overdose" theory OR their Diprovan theory and if one does come out at this point, I doubt it will be believable. I'm sorry this was long and repetitive. You know anytime there are so many questions and no answers, something is amiss and this is only a scratch at the surface of things that don't make sense.
Frank Dileo gets to go say goodbye to MJ and hug him etc. and his childen mom etc. don't get to until 20 min later?? OK, *sigh* I'm done lol this is all just crazy. *exhale* ok... will catch up on reading some more pages now. ...again (for any who read it) ...sorry this is so long!!