I was very, very upset. I was angry at the most. I had been patiently waiting, always "knowing" he would be back someday and would have the chance to see him again.
But not in London.
I was like... WHAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTT????? tHE FINAL COURTAIN CALL???? Just 10 shows??? Just LONDON???? Why on earth LONDON?????
:angry: :angry:
I was totally dissappointed, angry, upset. I wanted to see him, but what was I to do??? Travel half the world to have a chance?? Why? Why always the same lucky guys? :ranting WHY????
And so on.
So I was basically ---> :ranting, for I knew I will not be able to travel that far, to spend a little fortune to make it. So then I got really very sad. Very, very sad.
Eventually I learned about the new shows and I knew he would make it until March 2010 and I got wild!!! I could travel in Feb, I'll do it, I'll do it!!! And then, of course, there were no tickets left (aggggg :doh
, but I didn't care about that. I was ready to book the flight next week, for I was sure I will get a ticket somehow, someway. I didn't care!! If not, I will just go to the O2 and sit outside, knowing he was there, still enjoying the excitment.
And then June came.
And then my life really changed.
And now, months later, I just live 1 hour from London and some 1,5 from the O2.
And now, he is not anymore.
Talk about the ironies of life......