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I miss you Michael

I miss you so much day more then before. And I keep having flashbacks of June 25 and that's not helping :(
 
I think of you in silence, I often speak your name,
All I have left are memories && an unforgiving pain,
My heart aches with sadness, && all my tears will flow,
But, what it meant to lose you, no one will ever know.

I hope you know my love how much I miss you and need you right now :depressed:
 
It hurts so much that you are gone. There's not a day that goes by that I don't think about you. I just want to tell you Michael, I miss you so much. :weeping:
 
oh Michael my love,
I waited for 15 years thought I could meet u one day..
and now I just know I'm never gonna meet you ever and it hurts so much it's like I have all needles into my heart it's just so wrong and empty :(
:cry:
I miss you so so so much
 
I can’t believe that 9 months have already passed! It seems like everything happened just yesterday. Today, I feel the same sadness like I felt back then. I still can’t believe that you are gone. But like I’ve said before, maybe you are not here physically anymore but your spirit will always stay with us and your legacy will live forever because LEGENDS NEVER DIE.
I miss you & love you.
 
I still miss you so extremely much Michael. I am starting to cry over you because I just miss you so extremely much. And I am sitting here looking at the time on my laptop. And thinking that in exactly 18 hours and 30 minutes from now. Is going to be exactly 9 months is when I had gotten the worst news ever about you. And nearly every single day during those 9 horrible months I had cried over you. I still feel pretty much the same as I did then. My depression and sadness is never going to go away from me. And when I think of how I had gotten the news about you. Just makes the pain all the more worst. Which is why I know I am going to be in deep mourning over you for the rest of my life. Which is why I am always wearing black now. To show that I am still in mourning over you.
 
Forever Missing You

That certain song started playing,
And I completely fell apart,
Lately your sudden loss,
Has been gnawing at my heart.

I've been missing you badly,
Dreaming of your face,
I wonder if you're really,
In a better place.

My feelings haven't changed,
And it's been so long,
I guess I'll never truly,
Understand why you're gone.

You meant the world to me,
So much, I can't explain,
I've moved on in agony,
But you're worth the pain.

All the pretty flowers,
Show my love to you,
If I could just reach out,
There isn't anything I wouldn't do.

I still go on with out you,
Still question the same old,
It wouldn't make any difference,
Even if I was told.

It's amazing how much it hurts,
How time just passes by,
I deeply think of you,
In every tear I cry.

And hope that you're with me,
In everything I do,
Because I still keep you close,
As I try to push on through.
 
I'm feeling very melancholy tonight, my love. I can't stop crying. I miss you terribly, and I love you more than words can possibly express. I can't live without you. I just can't. Please come back to me.. :weeping:
 
I can’t believe its been 9 months already. I only feels like just yesterday. I cried so much last night, more then before. I feel sadness. I hurts so much that I can't even say what I want. I just want you to come back. I miss you so much Michael :weeping:
 
I miss you, my love... too much... more than my mind can even begin to comprehend. I still wish this was a terrible nightmare and that I'll wake up soon to discover you are still with me. But, I know it's not. I know you're gone and it hurts as much today as it did nine months ago. Michael, this hurts so much. I am crying now just because I miss you so very much. Why you? Why couldn't I have died instead of you? I don't know how to live my life without you anymore. The pain is so deep. I can't stop crying. The tears never seem to end. I miss you today more than yesterday. I don't know what to do anymore. I just want to die and be with you forever. :weeping:
 
Michael, I miss you so much. Can't you see from Heaven how much we all need you? Although it would be great for you to come back, we just don't want you to go through the terrible pain you had by those press people because they don't know a single word they're saying. I know you're never coming back as a person but your spirt will ALWAYS be with us and nothing can make that go away. I love you, Michael!!!
 
My world is empty now you're gone. These past 9 months have been the most painful I've experienced in my life. I've tried so hard to move on with my life but the days just seem so empty without you. I find myself looking at the stars some nights and speaking to you. I miss you so much my love. :weeping:
 
Dear Michael,

I dreamt about you and you looked so healthy and so happy to see me. If only if that was for real and I could hold you and tell you everything will be alright. Today I did something I wanted to do long time ago, I logged into "The Case" to read about the latest news and reports so I can be prepared for the 5th. I couldnt do it. I started reading it one by one, then I just couldnt...its so draining Michael, its so painful. Specially reading about that you might have had your heart still going when you arrived to the hospital. Im drowned with questions like " did they try their best to save you", what if's and what should'ves ,thats what I think...and matter of second you could have been saved. You could have been alive now, right at this moment with your children around you, loved by your fans like never before. If you were saved, I would have written to you everyday, I would have convinced my husband to take me whereever you are and wait outside the gate, just to have a glimpse of you. Just to be near. I dont want your autograph, I dont want to take a pic with you, I just wanna hold your hand and to tell you how much i love you. Just to hold your hand, and thats all I want. If you were saved....I miss you so much. I miss you so much. But you werent saved. Now I will never get the chance. It hurts so much Michael, so much. I hunger for you, I thirsty for you, I want you so bad.
April 5th huh? here we go again, the emotional draining waiting for the day. No matter what happen that day I know whoever that is responsible for what happend to you, will have to pay one day or another. Karma will come haunting them. Michael you are not in pain anymore, you are happy arent you? You are in a place where no one can hurt you ever again, you are safe. Thats the only comfort I have right now. I dont know why I even write here, but I just neede to get it out, I have been holding everything inside, with everything thats going in my life right now, I do think about you everyday. I love you everyday. I miss you everyday. You are a part of me now, just like we are a part of you. I will never let you go my angel.
 
I still miss Michael more now than ever before. I was doing so very good for the past couple of days by hardly crying over him. Until I decided to go back and watch the rest of this 2008 Bollywood movie called Ghajini. It is such a good movie but I should have known better by going back to that movie. Because the girl that Aamir Khan's character was in love with was murder on June 23rd 2006. And Asin's character Kalpana reminded me of Michael in away because she was very helpful towards people. But yet she was murdered for that. It wasn't just the movie that started to really make me cry over Michael again. It was the main song in the movie called Hai Guzarish that really brought the tears back on for me. I am still crying now. And I just fully realized that these tears are never going to end for me.
 
^ I know how you feel. I thought I was getting better, but now I'm crying again. :weeping: One minute I think it's okay and at least my beloved Michael at peace now, then the next minute I can't believe it and am in shock. I know I sound dramatic but I don't think I can get through this. I just can't. I don't know what to do, where to go, what to say... I am so sad. My heart is full of pain. It is the same pain each day, my tears roll down my cheeks because I miss him so much. I cry every day, and I cannot do anything about it. But I'm here for you anytime. :huggy:
 
Michael, there are no words in any language that even begin to describe how much I miss you. It's still very strange to think you're not here anymore. I remember looking out at the sky and finding comfort thinking that we were both underneath it, even though you were always so far away from me. You'll always, always be close in my heart though. I miss you more and more each day, my love. But I love you so so so much more.
 
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I miss you more each day Michael. I cried a long time last night, I broke down again this morning and I cried when I went to Church. My pain seems to get worse everyday, sometimes just listening to your music is hard now. I still can't believe you're not here. I wish this was all a dream, I wish you were here, my love. :weeping:
 
Michael I'm so very much missing you
I break down each time I just think u're gone!
plz plz plz stay with us Michael my love :cry:
plz Im begging you I need you Michael
how can I ever live my life when u're not in this world
it's hell now :(
 
I miss you, my love. I can't stop crying. Why did you have to go? Why? I ask myself that question a lot, yet never get any answers. :weeping: The days are coming and go. I still miss a piece of me that has left me and will never come back. I wish that you could come back and fix me. Make me completely again.
 
Its hurts everyday, but today - ugh.
I feel guilty for not being stronger, and I'm sorry.
Forgive me.
I love you very much, and I'm so greatful for all that you give me.
I guess today I just haven't been able to fool myself.
It all feels horribly real.

And I miss you terribly.

xxx
 
I love you Michael. I hope you you know how much you are loved. You are my angel.:angel: I miss you so much.
 
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