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Mariajoaosilva said:
Empyrean Dancer...LOLLLLLLLL Do i know who mr Pineaple is?Sure i do sweetie...He is the Love of my life!
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Honey, I know that you know who he is! :D I was talking TO him, as a hint to him, understand now? ;) Anyway, hope that tomorow rains so I can be with you a little. Hugs!
 
LindaC781...thank you so much.I like to think that i can be a good mother too.I just think that maybe it will not happen or if it does,it will not be as soon as i'd wish.My mother needs me very much.She is my priority in everything.

Empyrean Dancer...if your idea was to talk to him,better e-mail.He dosen't come here often.:cheeky:
 
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Thank you linda and blue for remembering my mother.

I haven't said anything in a long time because a lot happened to all of us,and like everybody here,i still find it surreal,and hard to believe,even if know that it is true...unffortunaltely.

As you know,my mother is convinced that she spoke to Michael.

Because of it,she is in deep shock cause she says all the time that she is the one that should have died.
She knows that her changes to survive the brain surgery that she will do hopefully in september,are not big.
Very often she tells me that when shesees Michael,she will tell him how much i love him.
As you can imagine,this is very hard for me because i am doing all i can to control myself.
I didn't cry yet because of Michael,i have no idea when i will have the chance to do so,and i am scared that if i loose control,i will not be able to control myself again soon.
Just imagine what it is to have someone always talking about dying...about death,and to make it worst,about Michael's death.
She has lots of ups and downs during the day.Some of them are scary.Luike when her blood pressions gets to high,or to low all of the sudden.
She just started the preparion for the surgery she must have.The blood tests results come tomorrow,and when i have them,i will go with my mom to our family doctor,to see if she well or not.
Then later this week,she will do an MRI,to the brain,to measure the aneurism and see if it grew compared to last one she did.Thsi will beon the 13th(thursday)
Then on the 26th,she and i will go to her brain doctor so she can see the MRI,and schedule the surgery for hopefuly september.
Loosing Michael is something that i can't deal with yet,imagine loosing my mother!...
Again i want to thank you Linda,blue,and everyboy for taking your time readng this,for caringso much,when we are all in such pain because of our Michael.
 
Wow Maria you are going through so much....remember that God will not put no more on us then what we can bare.....You continue to be strong for your mother and yourself...I will keep you and your mom in my prayers.....
 
Mariajoaosilva said:
Thank you linda and blue for remembering my mother.

I haven't said anything in a long time because a lot happened to all of us,and like everybody here,i still find it surreal,and hard to believe,even if know that it is true...unffortunaltely.

As you know,my mother is convinced that she spoke to Michael.

Because of it,she is in deep shock cause she says all the time that she is the one that should have died.
She knows that her changes to survive the brain surgery that she will do hopefully in september,are not big.
Very often she tells me that when shesees Michael,she will tell him how much i love him.
As you can imagine,this is very hard for me because i am doing all i can to control myself.
I didn't cry yet because of Michael,i have no idea when i will have the chance to do so,and i am scared that if i loose control,i will not be able to control myself again soon.
Just imagine what it is to have someone always talking about dying...about death,and to make it worst,about Michael's death.
She has lots of ups and downs during the day.Some of them are scary.Luike when her blood pressions gets to high,or to low all of the sudden.
She just started the preparion for the surgery she must have.The blood tests results come tomorrow,and when i have them,i will go with my mom to our family doctor,to see if she well or not.
Then later this week,she will do an MRI,to the brain,to measure the aneurism and see if it grew compared to last one she did.Thsi will beon the 13th(thursday)
Then on the 26th,she and i will go to her brain doctor so she can see the MRI,and schedule the surgery for hopefuly september.
Loosing Michael is something that i can't deal with yet,imagine loosing my mother!...
Again i want to thank you Linda,blue,and everyboy for taking your time readng this,for caringso much,when we are all in such pain because of our Michael.
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Hello, I have just read your whole thread from beginning to end I have to say oh my goodness you are a brave woman. God has given you lots of responsibilities right now . I was happy to read that your doctor appointments turned out great. I am however praying for your mom, and that God gives you the strength that you will need to get through all of this. Good luck and may God bless you.
 
Mariajoaosilva said:
Thank you linda and blue for remembering my mother.

I haven't said anything in a long time because a lot happened to all of us,and like everybody here,i still find it surreal,and hard to believe,even if know that it is true...unffortunaltely.

As you know,my mother is convinced that she spoke to Michael.

Because of it,she is in deep shock cause she says all the time that she is the one that should have died.
She knows that her changes to survive the brain surgery that she will do hopefully in september,are not big.
Very often she tells me that when shesees Michael,she will tell him how much i love him.
As you can imagine,this is very hard for me because i am doing all i can to control myself.
I didn't cry yet because of Michael,i have no idea when i will have the chance to do so,and i am scared that if i loose control,i will not be able to control myself again soon.
Just imagine what it is to have someone always talking about dying...about death,and to make it worst,about Michael's death.
She has lots of ups and downs during the day.Some of them are scary.Luike when her blood pressions gets to high,or to low all of the sudden.
She just started the preparion for the surgery she must have.The blood tests results come tomorrow,and when i have them,i will go with my mom to our family doctor,to see if she well or not.
Then later this week,she will do an MRI,to the brain,to measure the aneurism and see if it grew compared to last one she did.Thsi will beon the 13th(thursday)
Then on the 26th,she and i will go to her brain doctor so she can see the MRI,and schedule the surgery for hopefuly september.
Loosing Michael is something that i can't deal with yet,imagine loosing my mother!...
Again i want to thank you Linda,blue,and everyboy for taking your time readng this,for caringso much,when we are all in such pain because of our Michael.
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Hi Maria,
I just read this thread too, and you are going through so much. I will pray for you and your mother. I'm glad the doctors appointments went well. I know it must be hard though. Again, my prayers are with you.
 
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ennacent..."God will not put no more on us then what we can bare"...I don't know if this is true,you know?there's been so much going on im my life,and most of the times,all happening at the same time!I must be strong for my mother because although we are 3 adults,i'm the only one caring.Thank you so much for your prayers.

xthunderx2...thank you so uch for taking the time to read my thread,a
 
OMG, I've just read through this...
Maria, everything's going to be okay!
You are such a strong, wonderful person, and a true rock for your mother.
 
I hope everything goes okay at the hospital for you and your mom tomorrow :flowers:
 
Fluffy_Oz...thank you so much for taking your time reading my thread.
I am doing all i can to be the best daughter possible,but i am only human you know?Anyways...it's my mom that is forcing me to have strengh nd control to move on.Thank you so much OZ!


swirly...i sure hope the same.

When i have news,i will let you,and everybody,know them.

Thank you for your support
 
...........(((((((((((((((Maria and Mom)))))))))))))))))))))))
 
My thoughts and prayers are with you! I know what it's like to lose someone you dearly love and sincerely hope your mother pulls through. All the best to you and your family,

Rob
 
Rob...Thank you so much for your support.

Next wednesday i will go with my mom to the hospital to schedule her brain surgery.
I will let all of you know what happened.
Thank you
 
Hey Maria.. Tell Mom that I said hello and that I hope something can be done to help her soon. I know I've not been around here for awhile but I've been thinking of you both. Take care of yourselves.

Love Cass
 
Cass sweetheart....thank you so much...

we atre only 11 hours away to find out what will happen.

Be sure i will let you know everything.

I'll say to everybody when i know what will happen and when.
Thank you all so much for everything
 
I wonder when will i have a good news...

Today was supposed to be the day i would know what is going on with my mother,and when the brain surgery would be.

I just forgot that i live BEHIND THE MOON,and because of it,the weirdest things can happen,and it has to be seen as normal.

Me and my mother go the appoitment,and doctor tells us that the machine that helps making embolizations is still not woking???'
She hopes that by october or november,that the machine is working well.But because she can't tell,she will call me when she knows something.

In the mean time,more than 70 people that need embolizations,will have to wait.Lets just hope that noono dies!
My mother was told that the surgery is very dangerous,but that she needs it because she is loosing blood.
She was also told to gain some weight because she is almost not eating at all and also to go to a sleep specialist,because she is not sleeping at all.
Now i don't believe anything anymore, and i swear that if something happens to my mom while waiting,that our beloved prime minister will hear from me,and he will not like at all,what i will say,ask,and do.
The more i see,the more i know that i was born here by mistake.

Sorry people for this angry post,but i am in my limits for a long time,and this is not helping at all.

Thank you so much for all your prayers and support.
 
Mariajoaosilva said:
I wonder when will i have a good news...

Today was supposed to be the day i would know what is going on with my mother,and when the brain surgery would be.

I just forgot that i live BEHIND THE MOON,and because of it,the weirdest things can happen,and it has to be seen as normal.

Me and my mother go the appoitment,and doctor tells us that the machine that helps making embolizations is still not woking???'
She hopes that by october or november,that the machine is working well.But because she can't tell,she will call me when she knows something.

In the mean time,more than 70 people that need embolizations,will have to wait.Lets just hope that noono dies!
My mother was told that the surgery is very dangerous,but that she needs it because she is loosing blood.
She was also told to gain some weight because she is almost not eating at all and also to go to a sleep specialist,because she is not sleeping at all.
Now i don't believe anything anymore, and i swear that if something happens to my mom while waiting,that our beloved prime minister will hear from me,and he will not like at all,what i will say,ask,and do.
The more i see,the more i know that i was born here by mistake.

Sorry people for this angry post,but i am in my limits for a long time,and this is not helping at all.

Thank you so much for all your prayers and support.
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.............Awwwwwwwwwwwwww:(:no::better:
Maybe another hospital with the same equipment can help out?:yes:

((((((((warm hug:better:))))))))))))
 
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.............Awwwwwwwwwwwwww:(:no::better:
Maybe another hospital with the same equipment can help out?:yes:

((((((((warm hug:better:))))))))))))
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Thank you carol,i'm affraid it is not that simple....
 
I know it is now almost 2 months since the last time i updated you all on my mom's health,but to be honest,i wish i there was no news.It would mean that my mother was doing ok...
But the truth is that i went to rest for 9 days in september,and when i returned,my mom was way much worst and seeming like a very old woman.
She lost a lot of weight,she is having serious insomnias,she is confusing and mixing everything,and we fear that she might be developind Alzeimer's or Artereoscleroses.
Also,her breathing is weak,and her blood pressure is either too high,or low,no matter what she takes or does to try to control them.
I went last tuesday with my mother to my family doctor and she was scared with what she saw.
She prescribed exams and lots of vitamines,to see she starts feeling strongger,and if she starts to eat better.
Her exams will be done next tuesday.Hopefully it will not take long to know the results,and maybe start a treatment?
Till today we don't know when my mom will have her surgery,and unffortunately,her aneurism seem to be growing,because my mom is getting sicker each week that goes by.
Our family doctor told us that maybe it would be good to go to Fatima(a very special religious place,where miracles do happen sometimes),and confess her signs as well as have her last blessings,cause she might not have long to live.
As all of you can imagine,i panic anytime i am forced to think about this.
We will go after the results of the exams are known.(will let all of you know when).
While in Fatima i will confess my signs,and will light a candle for all of you,and pray because if it wasn't this place,if it wasn't all of you here,i would be crazy a long time ago.
God Bless you all my dear ones
 
Aw Maria, my thought are with you and your mum, and i hope that when you have the test results the right treatment can be given to make your mum feel better. your a blessing to your mum. take care now x
 
.............Awwwwwwww:no:
((((((((((warm hug to both of you:better:)))))))))))))))))))
We are here for you:yes:
 
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