Sorry...I have to open up

I can't thank you enough...all of you are so wonderful to me...

Well...i finally went to my famliy doctor and right now i am trying not to think to much in what i heard.

My doctor found a ball of 4 cm in my liver,and because of it she asked for a ultrasound to my liver to be made as soon as possible.
I will make it on the4th of june,meaning next week,and then i will return to my family doctor on the 12th.

My mom is very worriedwith me and because of it,she is having a lot of troubles sleeping and i just wish she wasn't as conscient as she is right now.

Have no idea what is wrong with me,but i can tell something is happening because i am always very tired,and i'm not anemic.
Anyways...right now i am trying not to think in all this because i already have a lot on my mind.
Will let you know how everything is going when i have news.
Thank you so so much for all love,your prayers and support.They mean a lot to me.
God Bless you all.
 
Oh Maria... I really don't know what to say. I am really praying hard that whatever it is in your liver is nothing very serious and that it can be taken care of very quick. You know how I feel about you and your mother. I love you so much! I know that you are very scared right now and this is the LAST thing you need right now. I wish there was some way I could help you more. Please try to stay calm as much as you can. My love to you and your mother!
 
I can't thank you enough...all of you are so wonderful to me...

Well...i finally went to my famliy doctor and right now i am trying not to think to much in what i heard.

My doctor found a ball of 4 cm in my liver,and because of it she asked for a ultrasound to my liver to be made as soon as possible.
I will make it on the4th of june,meaning next week,and then i will return to my family doctor on the 12th.

My mom is very worriedwith me and because of it,she is having a lot of troubles sleeping and i just wish she wasn't as conscient as she is right now.

Have no idea what is wrong with me,but i can tell something is happening because i am always very tired,and i'm not anemic.
Anyways...right now i am trying not to think in all this because i already have a lot on my mind.
Will let you know how everything is going when i have news.
Thank you so so much for all love,your prayers and support.They mean a lot to me.
God Bless you all.

I'm so very sorry you received that news. I know exactly what you are going through having to hear something you never in your life anticipated you'd ever hear, it's very difficult. I'll keep positive thoughts for you. You truly are a selfless person, a beautiful daughter, and great example of an Angel here on earth. I hope it all turns out ok for you. Take care.
 
I can't thank you enough...all of you are so wonderful to me...

Well...i finally went to my famliy doctor and right now i am trying not to think to much in what i heard.

My doctor found a ball of 4 cm in my liver,and because of it she asked for a ultrasound to my liver to be made as soon as possible.
I will make it on the4th of june,meaning next week,and then i will return to my family doctor on the 12th.

My mom is very worriedwith me and because of it,she is having a lot of troubles sleeping and i just wish she wasn't as conscient as she is right now.

Have no idea what is wrong with me,but i can tell something is happening because i am always very tired,and i'm not anemic.
Anyways...right now i am trying not to think in all this because i already have a lot on my mind.
Will let you know how everything is going when i have news.
Thank you so so much for all love,your prayers and support.They mean a lot to me.
God Bless you all.

OMG Maria...I am praying for you right now. Please, take care of yourself. Please get someone to help you with your mother....you are running yourself ragged. Please. Do it for you.

Can you please explain every symptom of yours to me? Are you experiencing weight loss? Abdominal pain? What are you feeling??
 
Latinodude007...I love you so so much as well my angel!I can't thank you enough for your constant love andsupprt over all these years.You are one of the best persons i met ever.
Yes i do know what i and my mom mean to you and i aprreciate it so much.Never forget that you mean exactly the same to me.

Lily...thank you so much for such kind words.I am sorry to know that you can relate to what i am going through.I wish noone would have ever feel this way,even me.
Yes i am selfish and i try my best to be a great daughter.My mom deserves the very best only because she made me whom i am.She was and still is,a fighter,as well as a survivour.
Thank you for your thoughts and support.They mean the world to me.Take care too.

LindaC781...yes i am very tired.To be more specific,i feel exausted.I go to sleep tired,and i wake up as tired or even more tired then before.
What i am feeling most of all is Abdominal pain,and very very tired.I also have my blood pressure very low.I have them low,most of the time,but lately they are even more than they use to be.
I am going to make an ultrasound and ct scan to my liver next thursday,and on the 12th,i will return to my family doctor to know the result.
I pray it is nothing...but the fact is that i loose blood through my urine sometimes.
Thank you all so much for your love and care.
 
Latinodude007...I love you so so much as well my angel!I can't thank you enough for your constant love andsupprt over all these years.You are one of the best persons i met ever.
Yes i do know what i and my mom mean to you and i aprreciate it so much.Never forget that you mean exactly the same to me.

Lily...thank you so much for such kind words.I am sorry to know that you can relate to what i am going through.I wish noone would have ever feel this way,even me.
Yes i am selfish and i try my best to be a great daughter.My mom deserves the very best only because she made me whom i am.She was and still is,a fighter,as well as a survivour.
Thank you for your thoughts and support.They mean the world to me.Take care too.

LindaC781...yes i am very tired.To be more specific,i feel exausted.I go to sleep tired,and i wake up as tired or even more tired then before.
What i am feeling most of all is Abdominal pain,and very very tired.I also have my blood pressure very low.I have them low,most of the time,but lately they are even more than they use to be.
I am going to make an ultrasound and ct scan to my liver next thursday,and on the 12th,i will return to my family doctor to know the result.
I pray it is nothing...but the fact is that i loose blood through my urine sometimes.
Thank you all so much for your love and care.

MariaJo- I was going to ask you one more question, but it's very personal so I will PM you...please don't be offended ok?
 
Linda...not offended at all.Just answered you.
thanks for everything
 
Thank you all so much for your support and love.
Words aren't enough to say how much that means to me
 
Maria, I know it's hard to believe in the compassion from someone you don't even know, on the forum - but I sincerely fell for you, from the bottom of my heart and promise that you are in my heart - if Michael has taught us something that is to share the love and positive energy around the world , especially in the darkest of moments.

So just be strong, I am sending you the most positive thoughts in the world from very far away... Hope it travels to you and you feel it.

Much much love... Milan
 
Just saw the updates,so sorry to read this all:( *bighug*) Take Care
 
Thank you all so much for your support.

I will have the results of my exam on tuesday,and doctor's appoitment on friday.just hope it's nothing serious...:angel:
 
Maria.. Did you find out anything yesterday? Hope everything is ok. My Mom has been here for 3 weeks. She is leaving on Saturday. :( I'm really going to miss her. It was great having her right here with me. Matthew is going to Ireland with her for 5 weeks. Love to your Mom. xxxx
 
Maria, I know it's hard to believe in the compassion from someone you don't even know, on the forum - but I sincerely fell for you, from the bottom of my heart and promise that you are in my heart - if Michael has taught us something that is to share the love and positive energy around the world , especially in the darkest of moments.

So just be strong, I am sending you the most positive thoughts in the world from very far away... Hope it travels to you and you feel it.

Much much love... Milan

it isn't hard to believ if we can feel it.
I can feel in every word you wrote,the compassion and support.
Thank you so so much Milan!
God Bless you.
hugs
 
Cass my sweet friend...I went to pick the results yesterday,but i will only go to my doctor on friday.
I just pray it is nothing serious.
I am glad to know that you were with your mother.I'm sure she will miss you too.
Keep in touch.
love you
 
And today is the firat day in a long time that i feel happy and such a relief....

I just found out that i will not need any surgery.I don't have to make an histeretomy,as it was thought.
My fertil levels and hormones are a bit down,but with a treatment,can be solved.
I CAN STILL BE A MOTHER!YESSS(honeyyyyyyyyyyyyy):wild:

On the other hand,i also found out that the ball on my liver,is a secondary effect form a medficin i am taking for quite sometime namde EFEXOR XR 75.
I will now start to reduce it,till i am free of this stuff.
Thank you all so much for your love,your prayers and support.
 
Wonderful news Maria. I am so relieved for you. Glad to know what was wrong with your liver was a side effect of your meds and thrilled to know that you can still have children. That's awesome! Matthew left today. I miss him like crazy already. He will have a great time in Ireland with my family though. Always does. They all spoil him rotten! This day 5 weeks I'll be back at the airport to pick him, my sister and my neice up. I can't wait already! Take care Maria. Love you. xxx
 
poefiend,movingcoolcat and sweet princess...Thank you so so much for your constant love and support.You are so sweet.:flowers:


Empyrean Dancer...LOLLLLLLLL Do i know who mr Pineaple is?Sure i do sweetie...He is the Love of my life!And believe me,if it's not with him,i doubt it will ever happen.Can't imagine myself with anyone else.i'm so in love with him!But that's not new to you.;D
HUGSSSSSSSSSS

cass...I'm sure Mathew misses you already.You are such a sweet person,I can only imagine how you are as a mother.Adorable for sure!
If you ever need to talk,you know how to find me my dear friend!
Thank you so so much for everything.
 
And today is the firat day in a long time that i feel happy and such a relief....

I just found out that i will not need any surgery.I don't have to make an histeretomy,as it was thought.
My fertil levels and hormones are a bit down,but with a treatment,can be solved.
I CAN STILL BE A MOTHER!YESSS(honeyyyyyyyyyyyyy):wild:

On the other hand,i also found out that the ball on my liver,is a secondary effect form a medficin i am taking for quite sometime namde EFEXOR XR 75.
I will now start to reduce it,till i am free of this stuff.
Thank you all so much for your love,your prayers and support.

OMG MariaJo!! That's WONDERFUL!! I am so glad you went to see your doctor. I had a feeling it may have had something to do with female problems - that's why I asked you what I asked you in a PM on MJJC!! Congratulations. Now you need help with your mom. I just wished I lived closer to you...I'd help you out...

Thanks for the update!

Take care!

Linda:)
 
Wow, I just saw this thread and I just wanted to say I'm so relieved everything is okay. I hope everything goes well for you in reducing your medication and trying for kids. Take care. :)
 
LindaC781..You are to sweet and i can't thank you enough for everything you do for me.Believe me that you do way much more than my family living 5 minutes away from me.HUGS

Nova...thank you for your support.I am not trying to have a baby dear.Maybe i wrote it wrong and for that please excuse me but english is not my mother language...
I am not trying,but i hope i will soon. It dosen't depended only on me you know?:cheeky:
 
LindaC781..You are to sweet and i can't thank you enough for everything you do for me.Believe me that you do way much more than my family living 5 minutes away from me.HUGS

Nova...thank you for your support.I am not trying to have a baby dear.Maybe i wrote it wrong and for that please excuse me but english is not my mother language...
I am not trying,but i hope i will soon. It dosen't depended only on me you know?:cheeky:
Okay. Well good luck for the future then. :happy:
 
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