i confess
you just made me so worried each time, can't sure whether your last step(also the first step) would succeed or not; why not send me a card as soon as you can? now it is afternoon already...
you are this type of people: would change your mind only because of a small mood, turn around like a child.
sometimes i wish i was a robot, then i might have more ability to bear those breaking from you.
send me a card ahead of time, the earlier the better.
then you can't overturn your determine again; and i have some time to accumulate my mood to welcome the meeting, at the same time i can give you support and assurance. without this informing, i'm so afraid to accumulate my expectation once more after so many times' breaking.
think about it honey, it's easy and effecient.
it's much better than you leave everything to the midnight. in night people always are changable... night---maybe a sweet word, and always be the habitat of devils in our mind(because silence always cause more worried, not confidence........ the night rule......)
i'm just so afraid to be broken by your turn around again. i'm not a robot, my heart is flesh.................