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Just doing my usual crying over Michael. While I go back to my Sims Medieval game. To remind myself that the sims that get eaten by the pit beast. Are having a more miserable and horrible day than I am. Though I do envy those sims that are eaten.:sad:
 
Just sitting here still feeling pretty angry and upset at my MJ hating aunt. Who is staying with us for a little while. She had mention again that Michael is still alive and stuff. When I know that he isn't. I should had known that was going to be brought up again.:sad: :boohoo
 
Just sitting here thinking that maybe I should had went through with one of my 3 suicide attempts. Maybe only then will my mother would finally listen to me. About how I am still suffering from depression over what had happen to Michael. I am just so very sick and tired of always getting in to fights with her about it.
 
sitting in my room, posting here .... and hoping that the sun comes out :sigh:
 
I guess just waiting to fall asleep, lol
haven't slept since 5pm yesterday and it's now 7am :bugeyed
 
Crying and sadly thinking about Michael again. :sad: :boohoo While wishing so much I could go and kill Dr. Death. Because he ruin what could had been a nice day for me.:sad: Something that I very rarely get anymore thanks to him.:mat:
 
Trying HARD not to fall asleep.. ugh, haven't slept at all today and it's getting frustrating ¬¬
 
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