I stared into the eye's of the man who killed my idol.

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As I stared into the eye's of the man that killed my idol..my life changed forver.

On the 9th floor of the Airport court house, in Los Angeles CA. I found myself facing the man who murdered my lifetime Idol. As Reiko grabbed me from behind and told me to turn around, 35 ft in front of me...Conrad Murray. I looked into his eye's with the most hatred and contempt I could muster I glared at him as he walked closer...20ft, 10ft, 5ft, he never once broke eye contact with me Intel he was 1 foot away from me, then he looked down and then brought his head back up, like he was nodding to me. The hall way fell dead silent as Murray walked passed with a sheriff on each side.

I felt a pain so sharp in my chest that it hurt all they way to my back. I was shaking from head to toe from adrenalin and hatred. Not more than 5 mins later the entire Jackson Clan was brought down the hallway from an adjoining room where they had been waiting for Murray's. I was instantly drawn to Katherine...My God she was so tiny and looked devastated. Joe was at her side and all here children with the exception of, Marlon and Janet were behind her. In that moment I felt incredible sadness for the Jackson family.

As I sat in the court room before the arrangement started, mostly everyone was silent..Jermaine and his wife were whispering back and forth, Rebbie had her head down and the rest of the family sat just staring at the judges bench, I imagine they were praying for some justice for their murdered family member.

As I sat in the court room and watched the injustice that happened to Michael today and the complete insensitivity of the judge while his family was sitting there..My already broken heart...shattered into so many small pieces in will never be able to be repaired. I am so consumed with hatred and today...I am ashamed to be a resident of the state of California~

http://s961.photobucket.com/albums/ae91/ejacobs29/MJ 3-09/?albumview=slideshow
 
Re: I stared into the eye's of the monster who killed my idol.

I feel you, I feel the same is not justice is only JUST-US ....
 
Re: I stared into the eye's of the monster who killed my idol.

:huggy: I know how you feel... Thank you for being there for Michael. :give_heart:
I wish I could have been there too... :cry:
 
Re: I stared into the eye's of the monster who killed my idol.

i can feel you,my soul is just broken today,i just doin,t know where to go from here.
 
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Murray is not the only one that needs to be punished..LADA Steve Cooley who pressed these ridiculous charges, is running for California AG. I hope the people of California speak up and make sure this man's butt never see's that chair.
 
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Thanks for being there. Hope you are doing OK.

I think it was hard to see him walk into the courthouse from the streamlinked on TMZ. I cannot imagine how hard it must have been for you, and everyone else that were there.
 
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Awwww, I commend your strength today and Michael would be proud. The fans have done a wonderful job banding together, so sad over these circumstances.

It's been such a depressing & an emotionally and mentally draining day. Now we have to pick ourselves up off the floor and keep fighting. Keep moving forward.

KEEP THE FAITH
 
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Thank you for being there out of name of so many fans around the world.
I love you for that.
A big hug for you and there are no words to comfort you, just know that you,re in my mind and i will lighten a candle for you so you can find some rest....
 
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As I stared into the eye's of the man that killed my idol..my life changed forver.

On the 9th floor of the Airport court house, in Los Angeles CA. I found myself facing the man who murdered my lifetime Idol. As Reiko grabbed me from behind and told me to turn around, 35 ft in front of me...Conrad Murray. I looked into his eye's with the most hatred and contempt I could muster I glared at him as he walked closer...20ft, 10ft, 5ft, he never once broke eye contact with me Intel he was 1 foot away from me, then he looked down and then brought his head back up, like he was nodding to me. The hall way fell dead silent as Murray walked passed with a sheriff on each side.

I felt a pain so sharp in my chest that it hurt all they way to my back. I was shaking from head to toe from adrenalin and hatred. Not more than 5 mins later the entire Jackson Clan was brought down the hallway from an adjoining room where they had been waiting for Murray's. I was instantly drawn to Katherine...My God she was so tiny and looked devastated. Joe was at her side and all here children with the exception of, Marlon and Janet were behind her. In that moment I felt incredible sadness for the Jackson family.

As I sat in the court room before the arrangement started, mostly everyone was silent..Jermaine and his wife were whispering back and forth, Rebbie had her head down and the rest of the family sat just staring at the judges bench, I imagine they were praying for some justice for their murdered family member.

As I sat in the court room and watched the injustice that happened to Michael today and the complete insensitivity of the judge while his family was sitting there..My already broken heart...shattered into so many small pieces in will never be able to be repaired. I am so consumed with hatred and today...I am ashamed to be a resident of the state of California~

http://s961.photobucket.com/albums/ae91/ejacobs29/MJ 3-09/?albumview=slideshow


:hug:
 
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Thank you for being there and standing up for Michael. I was watching the live feed and in my mind I was there with you.

Now I am reading your post and I am crying. I feel the same. It's heartbreaking. Michael of all the people didn't deserve this.
 
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Thank you for being there out of name of so many fans around the world.

I second that.
Lots of hugs and love!
Maira.
 
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much love. I was really grateful today for the fans who turned up at court. I hope on 5th April that there are hundreds - more than Michael's trial to see this monster held to "justice"
 
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Thank you for being there. I can't imagine what it must've felt like looking Murray in the face. I don't even know how the family could look at him :no:
 
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wow :cry:

big hug :hug: Thanks for showing your support. Sorry you had to look at that evil monster :cry:
 
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You showed great restraint in the hallway Erin :( All I can say is thank you.
 
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and the complete insensitivity of the judge while his family was sitting there..
what happened?

i dont know how u did it. id have swung for him
 
Re: I stared into the eye's of the monster who killed my idol.

what happened?

i dont know how u did it. id have swung for him


They are most likely talking about the judge comment about not wanted Murray to sedate people. I guess it could be call tongue and cheek humor if you take it out of context.
 
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Lots of hugs and loves for you dear :huggy:
Thank you so much for being there. I can imagine the feelings of looking into the monster who has taken away our King and I feel terribly sorry for the Jacksons family to see the murderer in the court who has killed their family member. :cry:
 
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Thank you for being there Erin. It must have been incredibly difficult to stare into that man's face, and then the devastation of a single charge of involuntary manslaughter. That is not justice at all.
At least the fans who were able to go, were there to stand up for justice for Michael.
I wish I could have been there as well.
I feel shattered, heartbroken and depressed
 
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I hear a lot of people say: what? only 4 years in prison???

But is he going to make it through those 4 years?
I think there are a lot of prisoners that are not happy about the murder on Michael Jackson.
 
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Oh God, you almost made me cry again. Feel hugged Erin :huggy:
Thanks for sharing your story. I'm sorry you eye contact with that bastard.
 
Re: I stared into the eye's of the monster who killed my idol.

Thank you for being there. I wish I could have been there wearing one of my MJ t-shirts and my 3 MJ necklaces. I am also so very sorry that you had to look at that horrible evil monster.
 
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I hear a lot of people say: what? only 4 years in prison???

But is he going to make it through those 4 years?
I think there are a lot of prisoners that are not happy about the murder on Michael Jackson.

Whatever happens to Murray is not enough. Nothing will bring Michael back.
 
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Thank you for being there and standing up for Michael :hug:.. That must have been so hard for you to be there. ..
 
Re: I stared into the eye's of the monster who killed my idol.

Thank you for being there on behalf of millions of MJ fans all over the world. I didn't look the live, but checking the updated instantly. It's sad that the murderer was even allowed to walk into the court without handcuffed. So unfair!
 
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I cant even imagine how it must have felt looking in to the eyes that murder! I watched the live feed for hours and when i saw him i wanted to kill him! along with the fans who yelled murder at him i did the same.

Im sad that the day was just not going the way it should have with any justice being served but we all have to remmeber this was just day 1. there still needs to be a arrainment and a trail if nessasary. Im sure things will get better and justice will be served. If not we can always keep fighting and we all know the Jakcsons wont stop until murray gets the punishment he deserves. I know we wont. I pray that Michael gets justice. Crimes like this dont go unpunished.
 
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thanks for sharing your story. we're all heartbroken and want jutice for michael, one count of ivoluntary manslaughter is not justice
 
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I don't even know what to say...
 
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I can't wait to Murray drops the soap and I want him in a cell with a serial killer.
 
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