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MichaelMySoul

MichaelMySoul

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I should be ''happy'' that everyone is finally loving Michael instead of hating him. But Im not. Maybe because Im grieving, maybe because Michael is special to me or maybe because he is so dear to my heart I dont play his music infront of others or talk loudly about him. I know everyone is into him now because he passed away and because the new movie is out, everyone is so crazy about him now. Everyone just discovered his talent, they ''just'' realised what a good singer he was, ''they just'' realised he actually was a good human being.. Everyone are talking about the hit songs Michael made.. Even my neighbours play his songs 24/7.. A neighbour I cannot stand was playing ''Heal The World'' and Im beginning to associate that annoying neighbour with Michaels beautiful songs and it ruins the bond I have with the songs. No one understands me. Nothing feels special anymore, all the lyrics that was once holy to me Im now associating with things I dislike.

I was at a party the night before and everyone was discussing the greatness of Michael Jackson. Another Part of Me was playing in the background, one girl was just saying how she just discovered his music and is gonna start buying all his solo records because she hasnt heard that many songs.

Why am I not happy? Why am I not happy for them? Im a terrible person, Im just not in that place.. I cant even enjoy others happiness for finding Michaels talent. Im just fed up with it. I cant choose when I want to listen to him or speak about him or hear others talk about him. Its all in my face 24 hours a day!!! I cant get him out of my head, I cant choose when I want to switch off and think of something else because his name is always being brought up or someone is playing his music. Why am I not happy? I cant be, Im sick of it... Even when I was obsessed at the age of 14 I didnt play his songs or talk about him this much..

As of now I feel like my entire town is talking about my dear family member who just passed away. He was that close... And the reason why I started to be attracted to Michael years ago was because no one else around me was, I felt special that I had this connection to his music and now everyone, including people I dont like, love him and even though we have something incommon I cant feel like Im happy for them. I feel like they are taking whats mine. I know that sounds godawful but thats how it feels.. And Im sure Im not the only long term fan who feels that way... I should be freaking happy everybody loves him instead of hates him now but I dont feel that way.. Im feeling tired of hearing about Michael 24/7.. This hysteria about him.. Im getting tired of it.. Please let it pass... Let me have my precious Michael moments to myself...

God... Im so sick of myself..
 
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It's all hypocrisy, the real fans are those who have supported him along the way!
 
lovelymj said:
It's all hypocrisy, the real fans are those who have supported him along the way!
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???? Are you serious?
Please don't blame people for saying Michael is great, blame the ones who still can't realise he's great..
You'd rather them saying he's weird, pedo and bleached his skin?
please read this thread:
http://www.mjjcommunity.com/forum/showthread.php?t=80083&page=5

*feeling bad for the new fans*

Michaelmysoul, even if I don't relate to your feelings cause I'm glad Michael gets new fans, whatever their age or knowledge at that point, I can understand what you're saying.
 
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i am happy that there are new fans and i support them 100%
but i agree to some point with MichaelMySoul about hypocrisy - and i mean only those who hated Michael before and now praise him. i do wish they honestly think so but to tell the truth i do not believe them too much. Again im not talking about new fans. Fans are fans.

Sometimes i feel the same MichaelMySoul. But then think of Michael's children. everybody's talking about their daddy. the whole world. how they must feel about it.

Nobody will ever take away your bond with Michael. Nobody can change your love to him. When i feel the same as you - i remember that we need to forgive the ones who didnt realise how amazing Michael was. Forgive them and your special connection will come back to you.

it's all about L.O.V.E :)
 
I understand why you're so annoyed. Honestly I believe if I was in your position I would be too. I'm sorry though that I didn't recognize Michael for the wonderful human being he was until his passing. He wasn't really out in the business when I was growing up and when I did find something about him or hear something about him it was casting him in a bad light. I saw photoshoped pictures of him and that picture of him from when they took his picture when they took him into custody. That's all I saw and all I really heard of was the garbage the media poured out. Now though I know the truth and I love Michael more than ever now.
I'm sorry I didn't recognize him until after his passing, I'm deeply sorry to Michael for it too:cry:
I know I can't change the past so I'm just going to keep loving him now and making sure whenever I hear someone say something bad about him I straighten them out as much as I can and try my best to spread his message and tell people what a wonderful human being he was.
 
I do not think it's up to anyone of us to judge 'fandom'. That's up to Michael only.
I have faith in him. He was already still in this life obviously able to look into some ppls hearts and souls. Now it's even easier for him.
So we really don't have to worry about any of that in the very first post.
We can cherish that Michael can read our very own heart and soul and mind... just make sure he loves what he's finding there! ;)
 
Michaelmysoul i think almost every fan feels the same way and we really can't tell what is wrong or right, we can't be excited anymore, we get glimpses of happiness when we look at the new footage but then the sadness comes back again and it's all very strange.
 
Mechi said:
I do not think it's up to anyone of us to judge 'fandom'. That's up to Michael only.
I have faith in him. He was already still in this life obviously able to look into some ppls hearts and souls. Now it's even easier for him.
So we really don't have to worry about any of that in the very first post.
We can cherish that Michael can read our very own heart and soul and mind... just make sure he loves what he's finding there! ;)
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I agree! :)
 
lovelymj said:
It's all hypocrisy, the real fans are those who have supported him along the way!
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Not really, If they discover his music that's fine and not everyone who didn't like MJ before thought negative about him, sometimes he just wasn't a their type of music. And after he died they discovered him. Not everyone is inspired by MJ.

Under that deff My dad is a real fan sadly and I'm not, because I was a casual fan while my dad (who is'nt on the fourms due to not being good on computers) has been on for a while ( 52 years old and been a fan since the J5 era) .
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And in my opinion, this "new fans are fake fans" bullshit will become tired in the following months anyway. :smilerolleyes: Cause if the fans stayed that long they are for real and if they were fake they would have gone back to their antics of bashing Mike in July and August.
 
Just my opinion, I'm talking about certain people I have encountered not everyone.
 
I hope Michael keeps gaining new fans because who else can carry on the legacy?

I am grateful to have been through so much with Michael.
I will always defend him :cry:
 
just wanted to add... sometimes i feel the same. just read a review about TTI and it was very good. seems like people have just waken up.
yesterday read an article that a humanitarian organisation will give him some kind of award for his humanitarian efforts. now they say "a pure heart and an angel of innocence was taken from us". i read it and couldnt believe my eyes. for years and years there was only dirt. now they call him angel. in the 1st review they call him sexy, genius, friendly, supportive .... where have they been 4 months ago? what happened to them?

ok im not talking about worshiping but if only they didnt throw dirt at him - he wouldnt have had this sleeping problem. where all their worship was at the time when he was alive? when he was alone and still trying to spread the message of love? and they called him monster for that.

why you have to die to proove that you're alive?
 
I also feel guilty of similar feelings, but I DO appreciate new fans.

I know everyone learns in their own time...but to be fair, the whole time, all the truth and facts were available out there for everyone to research and find out for themselves. What stopped people from giving him a chance or discovering the man back during the trial? It was just one click away on the Internet...
 
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CarinaT said:
I also feel guilty of similar feelings, but I DO appreciate new fans.

I know everyone learns in their own time...but to be fair, the whole time, all the truth and facts were available out there for everyone to research and find out for themselves. What stopped people from giving him a chance or discovering the man back during the trial? It was just one click away on the Internet...
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I agree with you. I mean I discovered him during the trial and was smart enough to see through the whole crap going on. I guess some people don't like controversies, or are only into what's cool.....
 
CarinaT said:
I know everyone learns in their own time...but to be fair, the whole time, all the truth and facts were available out there for everyone to research and find out for themselves. What stopped people from giving him a chance or discovering the man back during the trial? It was just one click away on the Internet...
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I feel the same way. People are "just realizing" things that have been known for years. For example, a lot of people over the summer were surprised to hear he had vitiligo when he said so himself sixteen years ago in an interview with an audience of hundreds of millions worldwide, and said it again on other occasions after that.
 
^^ There are still people who don't believe it, I ran into a few and they still believe that he bleached it. :mat: And I don't know how to convince them that he has it, they still refuse to believe me. It's frustrating me, I feel like pulling my hair out.

Goddammit I wish Michael Jackson was still alive so people wouldn't have to going through this and plus we would be having so much fun in the fandom talking about how awesome the concerts were and what he was wearing and looking forward to all the new pics of him. I hate whoever contributed to his death. I hate this world now. :cry:

Maybe I should start a thread about my feelings one day, but I'm too shy about it.
 
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CarinaT said:
I also feel guilty of similar feelings, but I DO appreciate new fans.

I know everyone learns in their own time...but to be fair, the whole time, all the truth and facts were available out there for everyone to research and find out for themselves. What stopped people from giving him a chance or discovering the man back during the trial? It was just one click away on the Internet...
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SO TRUE. This is what saddens me, my friend even admitted ''Im one of those fans who became fans after June 25th, I really didnt know anything about him and I admit that his death is what got me interested in him''. Its those things that saddens me.. Great, its great that she is a fan now.. But people missed out and Michael was so fragile.. If only he recieved the amount of love he was giving.
 
Surely it's a good thing that Michael has more fans now? I mean, the way I see it is that the truth is finally becoming known. The truth ALWAYS wins, as MJ said. This is It and all the other MJ facts are becoming more widely known, and people are waking up.

Jesus only had 12 disciples while he was alive, and know look how many people are followers of Christ?

It's a sad but harsh reality, that the true essence of someone is more clearly felt and seen in their absence.

I'm just grateful that I was able to experIEnce the love and truth of this man, while he was on Earth.

To all the new ones, especially the younger generation who grew up in the time of the MJ witch hunt, I say 'Welcome, better late than never'. I think Michael would say the same thing :D
 
I understand what you are saying and it's how I feel too.

However, I don't think it's because they are getting into him...NO. It's just that I'm having a hard time coping with his death and with people going around saying "Michael Jackson, Michael Jackson, Michael Jackson", all the time...It just doesn't help.
 
PrincessMichaela said:
It's not that black or white (no pun intended). Just because someone didn't "support" him doesn't mean that they were bashing him.
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I agree, and I've always liked Michael I always thought he was amazing I've never bashed him or anything I just wish I became a fan of him before his passing but just because I wasn't a fan yet before his passing doesn't mean I bashed him or that I judged him for what everyone judged him for I always thought he was amazing and I really liked him and his music but I just became a fan just now after his passing.
I'm just really glad that I've got to experience Michael Jackson when he was on this earth because our next generation can only hear our stories about him.
I'm just proud that Michael came into my life no matter what time in my life he came into it wheter now, or before or whenever I'm just glad he's in my life.

I know there are alot of people ''out there'' who judged Michael and bashed him and now he's not here anymore they suddenly like him, yes that is hypocrite but not everyone is the same as them!
 
Mechi said:
I do not think it's up to anyone of us to judge 'fandom'. That's up to Michael only.
I have faith in him. He was already still in this life obviously able to look into some ppls hearts and souls. Now it's even easier for him.
So we really don't have to worry about any of that in the very first post.
We can cherish that Michael can read our very own heart and soul and mind... just make sure he loves what he's finding there! ;)
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Aw, I love your post. I completely agree.
 
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