Every time I see or hear certain words - - "Michael, Blanket, Paris, Prince, Jackson," etc, I get excited, and watch/listen intently, hoping it's going to have something to do with them. Also, after Michael died, I had a newspaper with a bunch of tributes to him. It had a picture of him on the cover. It from the trial - - a close-up of him smiling and giving the peace/victory sign outside of the courthouse. I kept that paper on the desk in my room, and almost every time I would enter OR leave the room, I would either 1, make the sign myself, and touch my fingers to his, 2, make the sign, then kiss my fingertips, and touch them to his fingers and also his lips, 3, just lean down and kiss him directly on the lips, or, 4, any combination of the three!