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Sorry, I was editing after I posted and I didn't realize others had written in here since then so just going to write what I edited in just in case it's missed.
Um.. to the one who asked Who/What is back. It's the person who started the thread I had posted a link to. To me it seems that maybe the words were prophetic. Whether in the way he meant them to be or not, they seem to be now.
Sunnyday, I am not sure why the capitals or if it had been figured out yet.
Lily, I hope it's not a strange energy as in bad. It felt like one of those moments that just hit you, to me. An epiphany I suppose. There's been lots in my own life that has really had me thinking too.. Things that seemed almost like a preparation without realizing it at the time, like me changing my avatar and signature to these instead of the holding hands one, and choosing the sad blue emoticon in the chat room before this happened.. and feeling lately like there was death around. As odd as it may sound. I was really worried for my dad because I couldn't find him Fathers day, and I had been extra worried for my kids because somehow I couldn't shake this feeling of death. Hard to really explain or maybe it sounds like that magical thinking or just another delusion.. I dont know.
And I guess the faked death thing, that idea also has been popping up in my life often lately. I started reading a book by Margaret Atwood about a month ago, before all this happened called the Robbers Bride that starts off with a woman faking her death. About a month ago I read the thread that I've referred to in this thread, and then read up on Tupac and about Machiavelli and how people believe they faked their death. The idea came up numerous times in the last while for me... and that's probably why that idea is stuck in my head and I needed to voice it though I don't want anyone to think this is what I think happened. I really don't know what to think right now honestly.
I don't know the reasons for all these observations. I don't understand it all. For now it is all just observations that I'm making about coincidences in my life.
Guess it's how I'm dealing with it.
Um.. to the one who asked Who/What is back. It's the person who started the thread I had posted a link to. To me it seems that maybe the words were prophetic. Whether in the way he meant them to be or not, they seem to be now.
Sunnyday, I am not sure why the capitals or if it had been figured out yet.
Lily, I hope it's not a strange energy as in bad. It felt like one of those moments that just hit you, to me. An epiphany I suppose. There's been lots in my own life that has really had me thinking too.. Things that seemed almost like a preparation without realizing it at the time, like me changing my avatar and signature to these instead of the holding hands one, and choosing the sad blue emoticon in the chat room before this happened.. and feeling lately like there was death around. As odd as it may sound. I was really worried for my dad because I couldn't find him Fathers day, and I had been extra worried for my kids because somehow I couldn't shake this feeling of death. Hard to really explain or maybe it sounds like that magical thinking or just another delusion.. I dont know.
And I guess the faked death thing, that idea also has been popping up in my life often lately. I started reading a book by Margaret Atwood about a month ago, before all this happened called the Robbers Bride that starts off with a woman faking her death. About a month ago I read the thread that I've referred to in this thread, and then read up on Tupac and about Machiavelli and how people believe they faked their death. The idea came up numerous times in the last while for me... and that's probably why that idea is stuck in my head and I needed to voice it though I don't want anyone to think this is what I think happened. I really don't know what to think right now honestly.
I don't know the reasons for all these observations. I don't understand it all. For now it is all just observations that I'm making about coincidences in my life.
Guess it's how I'm dealing with it.